Adonelos

I have quite a few different magic systems that I like. There's the elemental based magic system in Lorna Freeman's Borderlands series (Covenants (is the best so far), The kings Own) The Jeweled bit in the Black Jewels trilogy, strength determined at birth with a maximum of a 3 stone jump. The darker the jewel the more you can do. Too much power and you start to warp reality (cooking eggs and not having the yolks down imagine eating those ) Mercedes Lackey's system, magic is basicly derived off of life, think that was the simplistic view of it. Finally, Robert Jordan's the power that gave birth to all and so moves the cosmos one. God/desses of magic just seems too much like priesthood to me. *shrugs* Adonelos

Yay! Hugs well wisher's lots...

after feeling really depressed I started a game of first word in your head with a coworker. Turned out really weird and was plenty fun... ended on antisporin.

reading funny stories as I search the net for more gems... the random customer that clicks and we start joking across the counter some of the silly titles people come up with in the non fiction section. and... reading reading + books (yes I'm weird i love book smell v.v) and more reading. Read a story with lots of jokes... my record for a big happy grin on my face.

Hi! I joined about a month back when I followed the story crumbs here. Don't mind me i'm going to go nibble on some more....

confidence,ego vs self doubt I guess.... confidence= believing in your own ability At what point does confidence come into play? You might find it interesting that I believe it happens alot. Writer's post their stories because they are confident about them right? Same could be true when you approach and talk to someone. Your confident that you can hold their attention for a bit. You believe in yourself and that shows in what you do no matter where you do it. ego= the part of consciousness that deals with external reality I actually had to look this on up and it's supposed to be some sort of mediator between your Id and the Super-ego.... essentially i'm lost. vs. Self-doubt This I have alot of, the cancer of confidence, self doubt. It makes you think about things you've already done or planned on doing in the worst possible light. You might say pessimists are doubters as doubt, at least to me, looks at the worst possible things that could happen. Eventually, if allowed to long it could eat away at a healthy confidence leaving you to be one of those wispy people scared of their own shadow and afraid to the point of death of talking with another person... possibly useless rambling post....

Mmm, you know why don't they just change the ? to Have you had sex with a male in the last month? I mean if they test the blood and it then has a larger possibility of showing up... wouldn't that be best? Oh... I bite but I promise you'll enjoy it