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  1. thatboyChase
    i've recently been sitting down with HP Lovecraft and I am going to go insane. i love it
     
    it is going to inspire me to put all my writing on hold and dedicate my mind to my own creation of old gods and their machinations under the sea.
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    rain man

    By thatboyChase,

    i've been very busy which is good. it has been raining since I don't know, it'll probably rain forever. I can live with that. there was a tornado warning in Huntington beach the other day, what is the world coming to.
     
    somethings i've done this week:
     
    1 - reactivated my world of warcraft account, i'm leveling a hunter. her name is jdsalinger, her pet names will honor characters of my liking. I have a panther named Stradlater, that sexy bastard. only cool people like catcher in the rye and the rest who think is it mean and pretentious, well, get to know good literature. i'd f**k holden caulfield across the world and back, he'd have to wear his hat though. and be naked. if anybody plays, I'm on Spirestone, alliance with some real life friends who play, come play and join us! Always looking for more. probably going to do arena teams and get glad again cause I'm just really good. /flex
     
    2 - I've applied to a billion jobs, well not really, more like 9. No luck yet, I figure if I just keep applying to places, I've been considering fast food as a last resort. I don't see myself working there at all, my mom is like go to retail or something incredibly gay. I refuse.
     
    3 -I saw the book of Eli, it kinda reminded me of Fallout 3 and Mila Kunis can just stick to being the voice of meg on family guy and not acting. I mean she is cute and all. Gary oldman wasn't he that squid guy in pirates of the Caribbean.
     
    4 - just to touch on this Haiti thing, I hate how the US feels obligated to 'help'. If we were Haiti, and Haiti was us? would they help us? probably not. my journalism professor is black (African American if you're gonna get butthurt) and she is so passionate about the Haiti thing, I wonder if she think she has a connection because of skin color. she doesn't. Haitians are inherently french, at least their president still retains that he is french, at least that is what I read somewhere. anyways, we were discussing it in class and some students made some statements that would seem "off color" pardon the pun, and the professor got so irritated about our opinions. Yes some people don't think the nation of Haiti needs help. Get over it. Plus, we've been funding them forever, I don't know of any other source of income for Haiti other than the US supporting them. the point is, why is a journalism professor, apparently getting her PHD in like communications or something -- so offended and irritated by an opinion? You're in the wrong field sista ...that might seem racist to some. I thought it was clever and witty.
     
    4.2 - speaking of clever and witty i've been religiously watching 30 rock and I now think Alec Baldwin is great. What a great way to finish off his career, I mean he wasn't like huge huge, but he does a fantastic job as Jack. if you don't agree well f**k you
     
    4.5 - on that note, I kinda like my classes. Dan, this cute boy always sits next to me in both journalism and physical geography, the night classes are working. so i have no issue with the work load either. now all I need is a job.
     
    4.6 - my parents cut off my money for some reason, dunno why, i think they want me to get a job. i'm on it. np
     
    5 - i'm happily enjoying my lover michael, he gets annoying sometimes, but I can get over that by smoking a cigarette or something.
     
    6 - I have been trying to get myself to write, just haven't found the time, but I will. I have a pretty good idea for a new story, apart from Elijah. I'm going to focus on a relationship, since that is only what people want here on GA and its true, you know. Most of the gay boiz here just want to see two characters go through the motions of a relationship, or the soap operas of the hosted authors that just seem well... the same time and time again. I won't write that, but I'll give you your desired man on man. I actually feel disgusted writing something vividly man on man.
     
    7 - I got a PM recently from Graeme of the moderation team saying I can't flirt with KiwiShadow on the forums. I think that is preposterous, Watson! Similar to dressing up nice to watch the season premiere of the Bachelor. The moderation team (not the Admin team, they are a different class altogether, they are usually pretty "chill" as us youngins like to say) is like our police department here. They are so bored, have nothing to do, but they'll pull you over at 1 in the morning claiming you were coming "real close to the limit line" when you were driving perfectly. But it's okay, there is still room in my heart for you.
     
    8 - i'm gonna get drunk this weekend and go clubbing with my boyfriend and do my homework on sunday. my life is good.
     
    also, I like concerts, especially raves and warehouse parties. when the DJ or whatever opens with an awesome song, its great, but what I really like, is listening to live tracks. listen -
    first of all great opening and listen to that f**king crowd, they GO NUTS. and if you don't like daft punk you're obviously not a robot or a human 
    pace
     
     
     
    er peace
  3. thatboyChase
    dduddeeee everything is moving so slooow my jaw hurts. where is my gum and water
     
     
     
    but seriously. i hate days were I wake up and everything is slow. It throws me off. i'm actually going to go for a run to wake myself up because everything is so rainy! Yeah, it's raining today, but the sun is kinda peaking out. when it rains here everything just goes real slow. like a drip. Ewww
     
    I also have some sort of nasal congestion, so I sound like Neil from f**king family guy, or mort, I guess. I think I got it from smoking a full of pack of KOOLS (MENTHOL OH NO) last saturday like a rtard. Or I might be getting a cold, which is just annoying, because when I blaze I don't even get high anymore, maybe I should stop
     
    last saturday I watched my good friend josh go on a 4 hour trip, that was crazy, he was tripping out, cringing, talking to himself. We recorded some of it but he won't let us put it on youtube =(.
     
    I'm going to start actively job hunting probably tomorrow, since I don't have class. I hope I find something soon, it'll keep me busysauce, plus I'll have money to spend wherever.
     
    I bought Owl City tickets for his show in Pomona on April 7th, going with my friend nick, that'll be hot.
     
    my favorite part about going to new classes is the people in the class. I don't care about the professor, or how many people are in the class usually, I hone in on the hot people. eye candy in class makes it go so much faster. there is some q t pie in my art theory class who is fun to look at. but the best is my Tuesday classes, with "Danny"
     
    my newswriting/journalism class is pretty much full of women but for some reason, they are either black or obviously Hispanic. I have no idea why this happened, dan and I are the only white guys in the room. when he came in he sat instantly next to me, then we had to interview the person next to us (to kill class time) and I injected him with my charm cause I'm pro. He sure is cute, with a nice white smile, was a frat boy in memphis and lives in Newport hohohoho.
     
    then come my night class, physical geography, I am in love with the professor, she is young and blonde and tall and soft spoken and probably smokes a ton of weed. I would if I was a geography professor. anyways, this dan boy is in that class too. it gives me drive to go to each class so I can undress him with my eyes. that is a little raunchy though and not classy, but who cares.
     
    i'm really excited for that owl city concert, that's pretty gay.
     
     
  4. thatboyChase

    HWB

    By thatboyChase,

    HARDCORE WEEKEND BRO REDUX
     
     
     
    I'm suffocating.
     
    Suffocating with a ton of shit to accomplish and do. I've been a bit lazy the past month, but I guess that is okay. Today I just finished two more applications to some schools back east, tomorrow (Tuesday) I need to head over to the JC I'm suffering at and send transcript requests.
     
    A good chunk of me wants to go to this place in Boston, I think it will be cool. But, another part of me says I'll hate it and just want to come home. I'll miss everyone at home, good times and shit while I was back, but we will see. I really didn't feel that much when I went to school for the first time. I'm always pretty frightful of what I might feel when I really don't feel "that" at all.
     
    I'm excited cause a lot of my friends are coming home for the winter holidays. That means gnarly parties and good times to be had (yet again) - that doesn't even encompass the amount of fun that will be had on New Years.
     
    This weekend my parents and I sat down and had a long discuss about responsibility and how to properly budget my money. I do admit I spend a bit to much sometimes and my dad and I worked out this thing to were I won't spend a certain amount each week. Just to be prepared incase I vacate for escuela again. After we had that chat, Saturday night, I went out with my homies and we dropped e again and rolled hard into the night.
     
    I've been doing that to much, actually lately. Ecstasy. Done it three weekends in a row. My friends and I agreed that we're taking a very long break from it, just to stay safe. We all researched it continuously over the internet and surprisingly enough there are intense database/forum type sites out there that lend helpful, safe help. I obviously don't support the usage of MDMA, but it is fun.
     
    We have been incredibly safe. Always drinking water, same roll squad, comfortable atmosphere/location, and of course good music. From there on its a big orgy fest usually, we soften up and share secrets and talk about how great one another is and sometimes even kiss. Most of the feelings felt those nights are really confusing when I try to relive them afterward. I can't, honestly. Part of it annoys me, and the other part just doesn't care.
     
    Today I started thinking I was becoming addicted, but I remembered a e-tard friend of mine told me that when I need it, rather than want it, is when I should be scared. The four of us, myself, Josh, Adam and Nick (some guys I know) concluded we're fine. We like to talk about how hard we rolled and how cool or weird it was, but other than that we aren't blood shot eyes and salivating for more. Thankfully I guess.
     
    I know there are people out there far worse than us, or me. I do smoke allot of pot and I am unsure if I should slow down or just continue at a steady pace. It doesn't affect my daily life per-say, I still go to the gym, go to class, get [some] of my work done. I don't go to class high, or home high. I'm pretty f**king smart about the whole situation.
     
    I like to think I'm smart about alot of things, street smart. I know some people who are plain stupid, they hot box their car and it reeks of bud. That is a good sign that if they are pulled over they'll most likely be sat down and that isn't cool.
     
    At times I feel like my friends don't like me. And they give all the signs they do, they text me to hang out, and all that stuff when I usually just sit at home and mill-dew until I get some sort of summons. I wonder if that is paranoia or something? It comes and goes and usually will just go for a very long time, then sometimes it'll pop up, I'll think my friends are conspiring against me, when that isn't the case at all. I've talked to Nick about it, and Nick and have only really became good friends the past maybe 5 months. He told me I was a great person, the nicest person, classiest person he has ever met in his life and all this flattering bullshit. I kind of opened up his life, I knew the people he hung out with before, the nerdy crowd in high school (we went to high school together kind of) and I've just showed him another side of life and I think he is appreciative of that.
     
    I wonder if that is a good thing, or not. But I think he balances our group with his other one, so maybe I am just being selfish. But there is nothing wrong and I think the feeling of not being liked is just something that will fade away tomorrow. I get over things rather quick, I believe to be a down fall at times.
     
    So right now, I'm just pretty zoned out. I'm stoned right now, actually, or coming down from a decent high. Tonight I was hanging out with the stony crew, Josh, Adam and Nick and for some reason Adam was really annoying me. Everytime I looked at him I was so miserably annoyed. He is the youngest of us all, but I mean he isn't stupid and annoying all the time. I am unsure if he was being annoying, but he just kept talking and making noises and talking to all of us, then just to one person, then the other. It was so confusing and annoying and I have no idea why I was so annoyed at him. Maybe it was the drugs, or maybe it was me.
     
     
     
    === my phone is ringing so brb
     
    okay an hour later - talked to my good friend Hannah, she is cool, goes to Cornell, she is super smart.
     
    Anyways, I feel a bit better and I'm over being annoyed at my friends and Adam I think. I'm actually being rather proactive and responsible this week. I need to get back to writing, I want to start working on another epic, Elijah, and have it start hitting the eFiction streams in December. But we will see.
     
    My love life has been literally non-existence. It's like the cold weather makes my dick just transparent. I haven't had anything in the past month or so, I've made out with a few of my friends while hopped up on drugs but that really doesn't count for much at all.
     
    I am unsure if I should be combing the sea for anything or just lay back and enjoy. I wonder if Justin will call me when he is back in town on winter holidays. Who knows, I feel I should be looking for something solid, but then I'll just whisk away to Boston if I am accepted leaving whatever I had in some dusty, depressing wake. I tend to think of myself and never the other side. Maybe that's why I am zilch in the sex department.
     
    I blogged about a friend of mine being secretly a homo and all that jazz, went to his wannabe boyfriends house, beat him up for talking shit? Remember that one, well, they are dating now. Pretty sure of it. So, alot of us (a huge group of mutual friends) wonder if he'll come out for at one of our get together over Christmas break. Maybe I'll see that guy, that'll be fun.
     
    Time to wind down. I have nothing else to say. Life is moving at a steady crawl currently. I have no complaints so far, I'm full of excitement, dread and an overwhelming sense of "when will this happen", at least that feeling. I'm to much for instant gratification.
     
    Well, that was full of alot of self-pity but things that were trying my mind. I don't need clutter in my mind, I don't need sadness or a sense of tired. That isn't me. So I wrote them here.
     
    My mom is going in for surgery on the 20th to get her breast re-worked on, and hopefully that cancerous nonsense is gone for good. She'll be happier and I think the mood of the house will change. Honestly, this year has f**king sucked for my family. My uncle passing away, my mom getting a bit sick, my dad had to call his brother (he leads the family, kind of, since he is the oldest of the siblings) and had to cancel our family Christmas plans. Which sucks, it's always something to do on Christmas Eve.
     
    Contemplating my future, I want to do so much shit but I feel I don't have enough time. I know I can accomplish alot between, let's say, this Christmas and next, for sure. So here is for hoping.
     
    I've been listening to some cool new music that I discovered resurfacing, Ryan Farish. Relaxing, soundscape piano music that blows my mind. So relaxing, so awesome, it chills you out. I suggest you look into alot of his music if you want something that tosses you into the sky and holds you up there for a bit. Here is a sampler: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ety_D50ssHg
     
    If I don't post any blogs between now and the upcoming holidays, have a Merry Christmas and party hard on New Years.
     
    Peace
     
     
  6. thatboyChase

    hung

    By thatboyChase,

    over
     
    certified alcoholic and this ain't good. i'm not going for the tragic artist, that shit is cliche
    my entries have been lacking, but they'll get good, thsi weekend imma get laid
    party at my house friday your invited
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    wait, what?

    By thatboyChase,

    The guy I loosely wrote about in this blog, here, whom I knew up at school.
     
    Well, a friend sent me a link over facebook and it was that guy, on xtube.
     
    LOL
     
    WHAT THE f**kHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
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    plasma orgasmata

    By thatboyChase,

    My uncle passed away this morning. Long battle with HIV and stuff. Sucks. My mom got a phone call from his partner and she went away quickly to Washington state to see him go, along with her other older brother. She is gone, I threw a party at my house and even while she was gone I felt kinda guilty I was throwing a party. And I kinda don
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    organized crime

    By thatboyChase,

    last night was fantastic
     
    -huge party
    -rolled hard
    -danced for 3 hours
    -swapped saliva with a 17 year old
    -got rejected
    -got accepted
    -lost my cellphone
    -found my cellphone
    -one four games of beer pong
    -champion
    -felt up my good friend nick
    -he didn't care
    -drank my worries away
    -good night
    -no regrets
    -not even the 17 year old, cause i wasn't his type
    -i was briefly offended
    -but then i thought, i'm a hypocrite because i do that too
     
    today:
     
    -lots of water
    -feeling alright
    -hungry
    -date tomorrow
    -shit
    -subway sounds good
    -i also have a paper due in a few days which i haven't started
    -i gotta get writing done
    -i put a picture of a polar bear in my room
    -i named him Lincoln.
     
    -me
     
    -downright awesome
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    good weekend

    By thatboyChase,

    I went to San Francisco last weekend to visit friends and participate in Lovefest, some gay ass dance festival.
     
    It was probably the best weekend to date, of my life and I shall lay it out for you.
     
    Friday -
     
    I left Friday morning around 4. Easier to drive that way especially getting through LA which is a huge choke point of traffic once all the working class people get out of bed. It would probably put me behind maybe 3 hours of my journey just to get through LA county.
     
    I flew through LA and go to Santa Barbara in like an hour and a half, I drove hella fast too. But whatever.
     
    My main plan was to pick up some friends in Santa Cruz, then drive to the city from there. I arrived in SC at about 12 (as I had planned) got my awesome friend Caitie, then we got Montana, another friend. Drove up to the city, dropped off Montana at her place and went a mutual friend of Caitlyn and I, Rose. Got to her apartment all was good. Her boyfriend got us seats at Hardly Strictly Bluegrass in the park, so we got ready, smoked a bowl and went down there.
     
    Saw f**king Jon Prine and hung out there with all the people who like free blues concerts. Went back to her apartment, her roommate, another friend of mine from high school, Roksi came home. We started drinking a lot of tequila and Roses boyfriend and I played Edward 40 hands with miller light 40
  14. thatboyChase
    I really love facts. So maybe I'll start out each blog I post with a fact, because sometimes they can come in handy. Maybe if you're caught J-walking or on Jeopardy.
     
     
     
    =Did you know that the name Wendy was made up for the book Peter Pan? There was never a recorded Wendy before it.=
     
     
     
    On my two-week leave from the site I didn't do much. I almost totaled my car, did some writing. Finally finished making plans for this weekend. I'm going to San Francisco for LoveFest. I'm really excited to be drunk for 3 days straight.
     
     
     
    We were actually going to drop E, but my friend and I evaluated the situation, weather and conditions of the whole thing and vetoed the usage of ecstasy for safety reasons. We're currently playing it off like we couldn't find anything. I hope it doesn't back fire in our face, our other friends were so stoked on it. Whatever, safety first. Anybody going to be in SF? We should hang out.
     
     
     
    I got rejected at a party, that wasn't fun. Haven't had that happen in a while. At the same party I met another guy named Chase, he was a huge tool.
     
     
     
    I'm working on the next installment of Elijah and a few other writing stuffs I want to get out of the way. I'm creating a portfolio of all my writing, which should have been done forever ago because apparently schools are asking for that stuff now.
     
     
     
    I got a new iphone, it rocks. I can record voice stuff (ask Mark and PlugInMatty), video recording, better camera and internet usage is pro. It was worth it. I need to find a job too.
     
    I watched the season premiere of Family Guy. f**king hilarious. I dunno about the Cleveland Show, I think they might run out of material. I'm a bit up in the air about The Office too, I'm a huge fan but I'm unsure where they are going to go and Gossip girl is about as gay as it can be. And Parks and Recreation might get canceled? Bullshit
     
    Alright.
  16. thatboyChase

    @Phantom

    By thatboyChase,

    You're the only person in my blog reading history that has deleted a comment. And that is the most entertaining thing since the fact you look like the Myth Buster guy. Keep up the good work.
     
    Prescription drug addiction ain't good and neither is joking about it.
     

  17. thatboyChase
    Going to try and keep this brief. No use in prattling on about nothing.
     
    So we went to LA to this gay club; Tigerheat. It is incredibly gay, beyond gay, tranny's, twinks, whatever is thin, blonde and is wearing a V neck. Its all there.
     
    I'll be discussing a few things; 1) Clubbing/Scene 2) My "type" 3) Conclusion
     
    1) Clubbing/Scene: I like clubbing, It is like a drug. It comes in good doses, but you can't OD cause YOU'LL DIE. I have not been to a club in maybe 4 months and going to this one was like going repeatedly throughout those 4 months. I dunno, I feel it is stressful. Is everybody having fun, do we have enough drugs and alcohol to go around. Ugh balls. I was lucky enough to have Justin come along and grind up on my dick for 3 hours. It worked out.
     
    But anyways, this place, Tigerwhatever, I've been to it a few times. Good music, alright vibe, the usual suspects are there. I consider myself normal, maybe a bit fashionable at times but I'm normal. I have a normal voice, normal gestures. Nothing flamboyant, if you will. Masculine, whatever category you want to toss me in. This place is crawling with I guess "twinks" and skinny gentleman and boys barely over 18. There is the occasional straight group but usually it is dominating by the "scene" types.
     
    It was myself, Justin, another guy and four other girls. It all worked out fine. Usually it is good to go with a rather large group. You get a gambit of ass to play with on the dance floor. After sometime it gets a bit repetitive and since I was driving I really wasn't drinking like the rest of my friends. It didn't bother me, sober, or intoxicated I can have fun (and so should you reader - friendly service announcement). I'm glad Justin is easy going and he really enjoyed dancing and its fun. Getting close to someone and just moving with music. I could go on for hours about that but I won't. Its hot.
     
    Midst that I was able to watch. I love people watching. I like to guess why they are here, who they are with, what they are about. it's a fun game. I see all these weird looking guys that are dancing with guys that are I guess appealing to the homosexual community. It baffles me. Usually you'd think good looking people roll with good looking people.
     
    To me the club scene is just difficult to deal with if; you have a roaring pride like me, you don't deal with bullshit and you hate stupid people. Its such a visual stimulation. The music is to loud to talk so you can't get to know anybody. Its just, nice ass, lets dance. There were several occasions where guys would come and grab me, or grab Justin and we'd dance with them rather than each other. Just for the sake of things.
     
    Its just weird. I don't really know how to describe my distaste for clubs and that genre of people. I can deal with it, I can go, but its just annoying after a period of time. /shrug
     
    2) Types: I was able to look around the dance floor and pick out people I'd think I would manage with. I found like 4. How depressing out of numerous people and that was just based on looks. I had no idea how they would sound when their mouths opened. Maybe I am picky.
     
    It is an age old question of your type. I think Justin is just about right. In a general sense. He is normal. He is neither incredibly gay, or incredibly straight. He has a happy medium but it doesn't confuse people either way. He wears hats and work out shorts and plays beer pong and watches sports. I'm the same way, sure we can be fags when we need to be but rarely. I have no idea how to describe it.
     
    My type isn't those skinny pretty boys. Maybe I am just spouting this off and later I'll just be cruising for those types. Usually when I dislike something, it is either because I genuinely do, or it is because I am jealous and I am unsure which of the two I am. I just don't see myself with one of those, maybe a one night stand, sure. The only mousey kid I've been with was a guy up at school, which was great and fun. Now that I think about it I've hooked up with my fair share of those types, so what the hell am I saying.
     
    Even now as I am thinking about it is hard to emulate how I feel about those type of homosexuals. If they are worth it or not. Maybe because they are so comfortable in their setting, who knows. I like where I am and what I date and f**k, because I've done a good bit of everything. Who knows. We'll see.
     
    3) Conclusion: My answer to all my woe's is, I want to date a exceptionally gay guy. Like, flamboyant, rolls around at clubs type. Opposites attract, it happens. Even if it isn't my "scene. This is not to say I don't like night clubs and bars and shit. I love sitting in a booth and drinking, having a good conversation, maybe a dance or two. But not constant dry humping. My thighs hurt, even if they are worked out and awesome. But usually those guys are sluttish, at least what I have been told. Who knows, who cares.
     
    In the end though it is a really confusing state of mine for me. Do I like it, do I not like it. Should I make friends with people like that and immerse myself. Should I stick with college parties and not care about the superficial. God I hate being young, f**k this. Not really though.
     
    I guess clubbing and all that jazz for me is just phases that I go through. But it was a good night, got some laughs, decent music was played, got my junk massaged by whats his names ass. Hurrah, victory. See ya on the flip side boys.
  18. thatboyChase

    RYDDEL

    By thatboyChase,

    Haven't had the time to piece together a blog about my really interesting life (and it is) but nothing tickled my fancy, so that means it wouldn't tickle yours. I was thinking of writing about Elijah and my thoughts on that. A blog of reasonable length will come, promise. But I figured...
     
    nah, I'm going to go to bed, but I'll leave you with this second grade riddle to google the answer to cause you're stupid and regretfully probably didn't pass second grade. i got such bad grades in elementary school. I remember getting a yellow card for throwing sand on Kayleigh Watson's sandwhich. Bitch, we are still friends today actually, been friends since kindergarten. but here is that riddle
     
     
     
     
     
    what does a rich man need
    the dead eat
    and a poor man have?
  19. thatboyChase

    makin' up my mind

    By thatboyChase,

    Haven't blogged in a while, nothing interesting has really happened. But I wanted to share a couple things.
     
     
    I went to Disneyland today, haven't been in a year or two. That place is fun after edibles. I met this kid who was 16 and was already a senior in college, graduating this upcoming year as a computer programming/engineer major. Blew my mind. I have a 3 day pass thing so we're probably going back like Wednesday, maybe the crowds will die down. Disney is annoying, I hate their media grip and the business sector of it, but whatever. The place is great people watching, but people don't know how to properly walk. My feet hurt too.
     
    But the point of the blog, I made a huge decision this weekend. I thought about it for a week after consulting my parents and I am not returning to LMU in Los Angeles. It was a big step, I feel and my parents support me 310%.
     
    Why? The school isn't meant for me. I really can't explain it. Maybe the closest I can is when you meet a friend, and you like them at first then you start to see the little things and it gets boring and annoying. Like that.
     
    Yeah, I'll miss my friends and the countless amounts of fun I had there, even the missed opportunities, but my education is first in my eyes and I want the absolute best. The school itself did not really take my major seriously, I thought, which is English/Literature. So, why should I waste my money, time and effort into some place that would rather have a bio engineer or a finance major. So I peaced out.
     
    My obvious mistake in that was that I did not research it enough. But what is done is done.
     
    I immediately went into action coming up with several alternatives:
     
    1) My dad's sister, who lives in Germany, offered me to live there for a year and study there for a bit at a local university.
    2) I am looking at going to Boston in a few weeks and starting there
    3) I am looking at Vassar in New York. It has been a place I've always looked at out of the corner of my eye and their English program is solid. Plus, the demographic suits me really
  20. thatboyChase
    I just had to blog about this. I told myself, 'Chase, wait a week or two then blog something, stop blogging so much it'll make them think you spend to much time on the computer' well f**kers, I'm not, but still, I couldn't pass up this opportunity to show you how incredibly hilarious my life is.
     
    I love awkward moments. They make the best ice breakers at parties and if you haven't seen somebody in a long time and lets say you gave each other hand jobs and blow jobs all throughout high school for ALL FOUR YEARS - yeah it gets kinda awkward when you see them after 2 years. But do I blush and kick a pebble, hell no, I exploit like an exploiter.
     
    Anyways, so I'm actually drinking lots of water right now, I need to sober up cause I am doing a drug deal in the morning (no joke) and I gotta drive a bit to hang out with some people, so I can't wake up in the morning all hangover and drunken and retarded now can I. I had 8 amazing gin and tonics and probably three shots of vodka. At one point, I wasn't certain what I was going to do with my life and started having deep conversations with a few people I shouldn't of. We've all been there.
     
    I have a raging headache right now and am considering downing a bottle of Advil, but then I'd OD on Advil. How f**king stupid would that be.
     
    "How did Chase die?"
     
    "He OD'd on Advil."
     
    "And here I thought he'd die trying to slay a dragon." Yeah.
     
    Anyfwayz, so I went to this gnar rager that was actually really fun. A lot of people were there that were fun.
     
    [note: if you like parties, go if there are fun people there. If you know people aren't fun, don't go, it'll save you lots of trouble and stupid face book comments later on when people are like "REMEMBER THAT ONE TIME" and you can say, "No, because it wasn't fun."]
     
    But before that, I went midnight bowling and let me tell you loyal fans, let me tell YOU how much fun that is. I am so bad at bowling I have no idea how I managed to not get kicked out. My balls were everywhere, not my ball balls mind you, my bowling balls. My bowling ball, one actually, I don't have two. Well I do have two but you get the idea.
     
    But wait, "Chase?"
     
    "Why yes reader?"
     
    "This midnight bowling, what exactly is it?"
     
    "I am so glad you asked." Midnight bowling is AWESOME. Basically they turn off all the lights and its like that scene from that half tard movie Across the Universe where they are all dancing and shit. I wanted to do that but nobody liked the idea. Anyways, its all neon and retro and the music is cool and its dark. It was so much fun, I wasn't really aware that existed in California. I only thought it was like mid-west trashy towns that had nothing better to do on Saturday nights. BOI WAS I WRONG.
     
    Then the power went out and we left.
     
    So then we went to this party. I was actually like 'side-invited'. Like, I was with people and since I was with them I was obligated to go. I wasn't initially invited because the guy who was throwing it, we were alright friends in high school but never really hit it off. Whatever, I got free booze. All that mattered. I was astonished to find that he invited likewise friends so it all just you know, meshed into place like a puzzley piece.
     
    So the awkward moment came when I saw an old
  21. thatboyChase
    I can't sleep.
     
     
     
     
     
    The air is still outside and even if I try I can't hear the ocean. My head hurts and this sandwich I made looks delicious. I thought about watching some T.V, but instead I wanted to list out whatever I could about myself. Facts. Known, confirmed things about me, confirmed by me (and others). Maybe it will give you a better insight on if I am actually a good guy or not.
     
    Hahhahahahaha as if. But I'll still post the facts, incoming:
     
    My name is Chase
     
    I am the son of Linda and Tomas
     
    I have no siblings
     
    I have two cats
     
    Their names are Lucy and Elijah
     
    Elijah is my cat
     
    Lucy is a bitch
     
    Lucy is my mothers cat
     
    Go figure
     
    I like my life
     
    Sometimes I don't and that troubles me
     
    I try way harder than you think
     
    Sometimes I don't try at all
     
    I am scared that I won't be successful in life
     
    I'm quite insane, in the most normal of ways
     
    I swear all the time
     
    It is not becoming of a gentleman to swear
     
    I am terribly afraid of the dark
     
    But I love horror flicks
     
    I can listen to a song 180 times and still like it
     
    I don't have a favorite band or song
     
    I wear glasses at night
     
    I refuse to have contacts
     
    I have $11 to my name as of this moment
     
    I am a loyal friend
     
    I am a righteous son
     
    I hate people that lie
     
    I am the best liar you know
     
    Sometimes, I try and dream I am someone else
     
    My favorite kind of day is when the sun comes out right after it rains, everything is damp
     
    I hate peanut butter
     
    But I love peanuts
     
    I could live off macaroni and cheese
     
    But then I'd get fat
     
    If I have a 20 dollar bill, I will always fold it before I put it in my wallet
     
    I hate authority
     
    But I want to be a policeman, if nothing else
     
    I live by the sea
     
    But I rarely go to the beach, maybe sometimes in the summer
     
    I can make you laugh no matter what
     
    I've done some terrible things
     
    I can't wait till I am 21
     
    I feel like my life has not really begun yet
     
    When I use caps, I never use shift, just CAP locks
     
    I play video games
     
    I'm usually good at them
     
    My first kiss was a boy
     
    His name was Jared Watson
     
    I was in 7th grade
     
    I lost my virginity to a girl freshman year high school
     
    I was drunk
     
    She accused me of rape and took me to court
     
    My family fought it, and we won because she lied
     
    She later overdosed in the girls bathroom at school and was shipped off to Utah
     
    I can see my mistake in the whole thing
     
    I had twelve girlfriends in high school
     
    I broke up with every single one
     
    I had one boyfriend
     
    He was the only person I actually said, "I love you," to and meant it, and he said it back alot
    [parents/family excluded]
     
    We just faded away
     
    I wonder if he thinks about me ever
     
    I hear he has a girlfriend now
     
    I played soccer for 16 years of my life
     
    It is a great sport
     
    I like my friends
     
    They are there when they need to be
     
    I know a secret about one of my friends that could ruin his life, but I'll never tell
     
    His parents would disown him if they found out, I know for a fact
     
    I think my dad is the smartest man in the world
     
    My mother is beautiful and has a great sense of humor
     
    She also smokes cigarettes
     
    All my cousins are girls, except for 4, and those guys are like second cousins
     
    They don't count
     
    I have a boyfriend, I guess
     
    His name is Justin (Maryland)
     
    I know it'll be over come August 30th when I go back to school
     
    But I really don't care
     
    I have no idea what that makes me
     
    I'm sure we'll still be friends
     
    The sex is great
     
    And so are the conversations
     
    I'm not an alcoholic
     
    But I drink a lot, usually socially
     
    Does that make me an alcoholic
     
    I've considered going to seek a psychiatrist forever
     
    But I'm pretty sure I'm the least bit harm to society
     
    I'm rather harmless, actually
     
    I have never been in an actual fight
     
    I have no idea what I would do if I was
     
    I love liverwurst
     
    I hate ketchup
     
    I am terrified of commitment
     
    I am superficial
     
    I am stubborn
     
    I am rude
     
    I am always sorry, but only in my head
     
    I like to write
     
    Sometimes I am unsure if I could make a living out of writing though
     
    Maybe I'll just become a fireman
     
    I have been all over the world
     
    I am a very lucky boy
     
    I love going to the gym
     
    I hate getting sunburned
     
    But I love to get tan
     
    I drive around for no reason
     
    My sleep schedule is very stupid
     
    I avoid rejection at any cost
     
    My ego is huge
     
    Behind the scenes I am affectionate
     
    I love sunglasses
     
    Especially Ray-ban
     
    If you give me a chance
     
    I'll give one right back
     
    I don't believe in God
     
    But sometimes I'll pray, but to who I don't know
     
    I am scared of death
     
    I hate the generic
     
    Commonplace has no place
     
    I like the way I talk in person
     
    I am very persuasive without you even knowing
     
    I smoke pot
     
    I've done drugs
     
    I'm not proud of it
     
    But why not?
     
    I wish I had a dog
     
    Dogs poop though, ew
     
    I am passive aggressive
     
    I am a Libra
     
    I was a chess nerd in grade school
     
    I won trophy's
     
    I would be considered a jock if you categorized me
     
    I love to take photographs
     
    I don't know what I want
     
    I love to plan
     
    But I like to be spontaneous
     
    I'm a night owl
     
    I took a Harry Potter quiz and I was sorted in Ravenclaw
     
    I have never had to deal with acne
     
    I have great skin
     
    I like to dance
     
    I have a vast imagination
     
    I need to be around people a lot
     
    If you strike up a conversation, I'll talk back
     
    If a stranger smiles at me, I'll smile back regardless of who they are
     
    I love meeting new people
     
    I tell myself if I look hard enough, I will never find it
     
    I have no idea what 'it' is
     
    I'm glad I found this site
     
    I think of it has a student union away from regular student unions, with a few older people involved
     
    I hope the world doesn't end in 2012
     
    That would suck
     
    I really don't know what else to say, though I'm sure there is a lot
     
    There are some people on this site who are kind of alright; you know who you are
     
    If you're ever in California, look me up, I'll buy you drink
     
    Whoever you are
     
    I hope that when I die people will say
     
    "Damn, he was fun."
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    LOTS OF IT COME ONE CUM ALL LOLZ MUSIC FOR EVERYONE
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    no but really:
     
    I have returned from across the sea, Europe and shit. It was really fun, I spent lots of my parents money and bought some new clothing, chocolate. That sort of thing. You know when you go on a trip and you HAVE to buy certain people crap that you really don't want to take back but you do anyways just for the sake of friendship, morality and thoughtfulness, well yeah I did that. Dumb idea, but I did. I bought my dad a wallet which he won't use, I bought my mom some scarf's in London which was random. I got Maryland chocolate and various other individuals knick-knacks I could fit in my duffle.
     
    In other news upon my return my mother received a staff infection in one of her recent surgery locations and it is kind of a bitch. It is rather annoying. She has to be on antibiotics from this little machine 24/7 and a nurse needs to come three times a week to check on her. What a f**king drag, poor woman. And not a drag queen mind. That means she is more irritable and annoying, so I'll leave through it but I really hope that the powers at be give my mother a break. She has been through enough frankly, raising me is one thing, but this shit is beyond obnoxious.
     
    Anyways, back to me; so Europe was fun, you should go. I was perpetually drunk in London the whole time. It was myself, my male lover Daniel (near best friend). And 2 girls. We had fun, did the touristy thing for a while then pub/bar hopped. Got kicked out twice at this one place two nights in a row. We had some choice words with some soccer fans, Daniel and I support German leagues and we got in a ridiculous debate with some guy about the leagues this year etc and it ended up with Daniel shouting and we left. Drunk. I had dropped the idea to go to Amsterdam and we did.
     
    I have never been so drunk in my life after having me some la f
  25. thatboyChase
    I am devoid of creativity. So, I am taking suggestions on an upcoming blog. You can post a topic/trend/something that I can discuss, bitch, rant, vent/talk about. Anything really, I'll take any sort of suggestion and write about it. It can be a question for me that I will answer, or something about me (this is my blog you know) or anything in any category cause I really can't think of anything interesting.
     
    If not, I'll just eventually post something huge again full of pointless shit thrown together. So please, suggest something. It can bend the rules too, everything is game. Bring it
     
    Except politics, I leave that to Sarah Palin
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