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Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean – 2021 in review - 1. Part One: Past as Prologue

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Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean

2021 in review

by AC Benus

 

“God offers to every mind

its choice between truth and repose.

Take which you please—

—you can never have both.”

—Ralph Waldo Emerson [i]

1840s

 

 

 

Part One:

From a Time of Plague I

 

I.

Remember the Maine

Remember Pearl Harbor

Remember 9/11

Remember January 6th.

 

Each one, except one,

Was a foreign attack

A force outside our land

Except one led by Donald Trump.

 

Remember One-Six

Remember all the lies

Remember the Gops did it

Remember January 6th. [ii]

 

 

II.

Forgive and forget?

Fuck that.

Move on, they say,

The criminals,

To which we all say

Fuck that

& Fuck you

Rot in jail and see if

The Dumpster,

For whom you broke

The rule of the Constitution,

Will do a thing to

Even pretend he gives

A shit about you,

You idiots, you Gops.

Fuck that

& Fuck you. [iii]

 

 

III.

What Bozos – those who ranked The Dumpster

The Four Worst president in history

Attempting to complete their summary

Of his inactions and ineptitudes

Before the January 6th razzamatazz

Could change their minds in a blinding hurry.

 

But think how short is public memory

When a natural-born loser has,

Like Dump, not even the evil energy

To be ranked the barrel-scraped

Worst humanity’s ever seen . . .

 

But then again, the scholars’ work

Was premature, and they set the bar

Lower than even the lowest benchmark

The Nation has ever imagined

For someone being a so-called president

Before the January 6th razzamatazz. [iv]

 

 

IV.

If past is prologue, what is the present?

Who from the point of time a few years back

Could have guessed the debasement of attack

The have-it-alls would use as argument:

“To Hell with free votes trust Gops or repent

Your sin of not believing we’d hijack

Your rights with a megalomaniac!”

So if the prologue’s past, what’s the present?

On January 6th, their Party flew

America as a jetliner in

The Ground Zero of democracy.

Yet everyone in the past always knew

The Repubs would do our country in

Through greed and their own mediocracy.

 

 

V.

If there’s a hope in this world, it might come

Believing every dog will have his day,

And the Big Lie supporters must succumb

To facing the Truth, no matter what they say.

Let them come to find out how they were used

Their taxes raised; their healthcare corrupted;

Their religions mocked; their racism abused

To have our freedoms rolled back; undid.

So I’m glad their kids laugh in their faces,

Knowing they’ll never vote Republican,

For it’s a cult of Hate with no places

For decent folks, their realities or kin.

The only hope is, it’s gotten this bad,

And they made their own children fucking mad. [v]

 

 

VI.

 

Ballade

 

Septimius Severus lives in my song

The Roman emperor who turned lunatic,

Hater of laws, proponent of every wrong,

Who used the mob to brawl for his every trick

And tear down their own nationhood brick by brick

But my Severus a modern country baits

Into murderous-suicide politic;

Rome didn’t survive; will the United States?

 

Though of different times, both weaponize the throng,

And if Severus knew more of rhetoric,

The loud Gops simply know how to prolong

The confusion they’ve sprinkled like arsenic

In the minds of their rabble, whose skulls are thick

And can never keep track of the facts or dates

Their Party’s leaders sing and dance like a schtick;

Rome didn’t survive; will the United States?

 

The Emperor’s accomplishments? Diving headlong

Into a ruined economy; Benedict

Arnolds made of former patriots once strong,

But grabbing all they could for themselves, and quick,

‘Fore everything fell apart under that prick

Spreading beneath him a plethora of hates

For liberty, justice, anything not sick –

Rome didn’t survive; will the United States?

 

Envoi

 

So, you modern reader will you be maverick

And resist the current Severus who waits

To destroy all, once and for all, just for a kick

Rome didn’t survive; will the United States? [vi]

 

 

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[i] Notes for the Part One Epigraph:

“God offers to every mind its choice” Ralph Waldo Emerson Intellect, reprinted in Pegs to Hang Ideas on; a Book of Quotations [Marjorie Weiser, Editor] (New York 1973), p. 213

https://archive.org/details/pegstohangideaso0000weis/page/212/mode/2up

 

And this from January 2nd, 2022, only days from 1st anniversary of the Capitol Insurrection: “Capitol Attack: Cheney says Republicans must choose between Trump and Truth. Republican member of the House Committee investigating the events of [January 6th] issues stark warning to her party. ‘We can either be loyal to Trump, or the Constitution – but not both!’”

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2022/jan/02/capitol-attack-liz-cheney-republicans-choose-trump-or-truth

 

[vi] Notes for Verse No. 6 (VI): Ballade

Septimius Severus lives in my song”

https://www.vox.com/vox-conversations-podcast/22834353/vox-conversations-david-french-republican-party-trump-masculinity

 

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On 1/6/2022 at 10:07 AM, Parker Owens said:

I can only shout: AMEN!

 


There’s a crowd

who says nothing happened,

that insurrection never occurred,

and those who disagree should simply disappear;

Peronists, Putinists, ‘Publicans;

Look close and see that they’re 

all the same. 

Thanks for being my sounding board on several of these pieces (throughout the entire Audre Lorde Knows What I Mean book). Several of the works should still be quite surprising to you ;) 

On 1/6/2022 at 10:52 AM, JACC said:

Such a beautiful text to tell about a very unsettling day. Well backed up, too, in an academic kind of way. 
To put rage and hope together in a poem while creating a song about the hope people have learned… thanks Mr. Benus, thank you for your art. 

Thanks you, @JACC. As for the scholarship with which I'd cited many of the poems, as a Gay writer I've found it's a must. When 99 out of a 100 people (including many straight-brainwashed Gay people) refuse to accept how much same-sex History there is in the world, I must have my Ps and Qs in order to refute the lies the oppressive masses wish to oppress us with. Same goes for matters of politics; show not tell.

Thanks again. Part Two (concerning themes of social justice) will be posting shortly  

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On 1/6/2022 at 5:04 PM, wenmale64 said:

This needs to be published and posted on every public reader in the country!! It is scary how many people still praise Trump and see nothing but right in his and his supporters actions.  YES:  Rome didn’t survive; will the United States? 

Thank you, @wenmale64. What you say is so true, and other morning I was thinking how the Gop Party would have responded to a Democratic president calling a mob together, one he'd assembled, to violently attack Congress in attempt to overturn a free and fair election.... Let's just say, I can see Gop sponsored concentration camps set up all over the US to dole out "justice" to those who voted Democratic.

You know it would happen 

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