Mickey - 11. Chapter 11

“Did you lose them?” Mickey heard as Drew held up the cell phone to his face, its tiny speaker barely competing with the road noise and the revving engine.

“Um, I think so, but it was luck if it was anything. I hardly ever drive, and now I’m James Bond. And I really want to call my Mom. Once we’re in the clear I want to give the wheel to Drew. Is that OK with you?” He practically yelled into the speaker, his eyes only momentarily leaving the road.

“Of course,” Jill responded. “I’m sure he knows how to drive a fast car.” Even as he focused on what seemed like the obstacle course of vehicles ahead of him, Mickey could almost see her snickering. Drew’s father owned most of the big racetracks in the country, the payout for calling off a notorious hostile takeover bid for a rival operator a few years before that. She would remember that kind of thing.

“Whenever you want to pull over, I’m ready,” Drew said.

“You’re sure?” he responded. He momentarily took his right hand off the wheel and bounced a fist on Drew’s thigh. ‘Wow, solid!’ he thought to himself.

“I’m sure. I love to drive, and I can’t wait to really open this thing up!” Drew declared into the phone.

“I don’t have racing insurance,” her disembodied voice shot back. “Remember, I’ll go after the deep pockets if there’s an accident!”

"Well, we'll either meet you at Andrew’s place, or the body shop…”

“…or the Emergency Room,” Drew interjected.

“…but we need to concentrate on this ride and I need to make a couple other calls. So see ya soon,” Mickey said into the speaker before Drew hit the ‘end call’ button.

With the paparazzi dragnet likely focused around the campus and Drew’s apartment, they decided to ‘hide in plain sight’ in Andrew’s dorm room. College security would prevent any intruders, at least do better than what existed at his semi-secure condo. So a texted offer from Andrew looked as good as anything as temporary asylum.

After they had passed a particularly complicated intersection where five streets came together, Mickey pulled into a narrow delivery driveway and the two switched sides.

“I hope that those guys don’t nose around your family, Mickey. But there’s no telling what they’ll do for a story. I have no idea how they figured out who you are, but they did.” There was exasperation in his voice as he pondered the consequences of everything that was happening.

“Whatever they do, it’s not your fault, Drew,” Mickey said, bumping his elbow into the driver’s arm. “We’ll get through it.”

Drew glanced over and gave him a small smile. “Well, at least she’s enjoying herself,” he replied as he nodded toward the back seat where Daisy had her head out the window, her big, hairy ears flopping in the breeze.

As exhausted and stressed as Drew must have been, Mickey was impressed that he seemed to get some new energy after he got into the driver’s seat. Still ahead was the difficult talk with his family. But for the moment, he had two hands on the wheel and was in control.

                                 ***

The dorm room door had only just closed behind him when Mickey yanked his phone from his pocket and dialed his Mom. But almost immediately he pulled the phone off his ear. “Damn, it’s busy!” he said.

“So what did you say when they came up to you?” Andrew asked.

“He was like a pro,” Mickey replied, “They really snuck up on us, kind of rude, actually. They stuck a microphone right in our faces and started asking questions, most of them very suggestive. But he handled it really well, especially considering how offensive they were. He was very polite, gave them indirect answers, and, like one of my law professors told us we should always do when in a bind, don’t acknowledge the obvious.”

“Even though we were caught ‘in flagrante’,” Drew said, to laughs around the room.

Neither of them mentioned the ominous words of one of the reporters, who, as they parted, alluded to Mickey's ‘tragic’ background. It was also the only time that Mickey sensed real anger from Drew and had to tug him away from the scrum of reporters.

Besides the guys, Jill had also arrived, along with a couple of Drew’s friends who Mickey knew from the basketball game. Even though a good share of them had classes, the event was too important to pass up.

“I hope that we don’t get you into trouble here with Daze,” he said, a diminutive that he sometimes used with his dog. “I didn’t want to have her home all alone, especially with those reporters camped out front.”

“The housing office wouldn’t like it if they found out, but too bad. I just wish I had something besides…” Andy said as he slowly reached his hand into his backpack, then flashed a small plastic package.

“A granola bar!” he proclaimed, as he finally revealed the partially eaten treat and then started to break it into small pieces. Glancing at Drew, he got an affirmative nod.

“Here, Daisy. Take a bite. Pretend it’s Dave’s nuts,” he said to uproarious laughter around the room.

As much as everyone laughed, the specter of Drew’s situation hung over the room. No one wanted to ask what his situation was with his family. It had all happened so fast, he didn’t yet know that himself.

“Can I…we…hide out here for a while, Andrew? I mean, at least for this afternoon. I’m hoping that the stake out will be over before dinner.”

“Stay as long as you like,” he replied. “It’s cool with my roommate, and, besides, he’s already taken the train down to New York for the weekend. And if you need some privacy, just use my bedroom.”

“You’re not implying THAT kind of privacy, I hope,” Jill responded.

Before anyone could laugh, Mickey quickly swatted down the innuendo. “We will need some privacy soon. His Dad left a voicemail, which he hasn’t even played yet. And his sister did, too.”

She didn’t pursue her intimation and wasn’t surprised how quickly Mickey deflected it. Despite the guys presumed physical attraction, she thought it was interesting to see that they weren’t pawing each other up in front of everyone. How many times had she seen couples ‘in love’ who couldn’t keep their hands off each other, yet six months later they were with someone else or alone again.

Being part of some of the most opulent housing on campus, within a magnificent collegiate gothic building, Andrew’s place had its own small sitting room beside two single bedrooms and a bathroom. With almost a dozen people in the room, the fit was tight. People sprawled over all of the available furniture, and a couple, Including Andrew, sitting on the floor, cross-legged, watching the scene.

Drew was seated in a fat, overstuffed upholstered leather chair, a throwback to the University’s patrician heritage, while Mickey planted himself on the chair’s arm.

Looking up, Drew asked, “Um…you had better call your mom, now, you think? I don’t like it that they knew who you were, and they’re probably trying to track down more information as we speak.”

“I’ll try again in a couple minutes, she might still be working,” he replied. “But that does bring up an interesting question. How did they know who I was? I mean, they were staking out my place, too. Like they thought that he might be there. Drew said that he never actually mentioned my name in the sessions, so how did they know that I even knew him? How could they have possibly figured it out?” Mickey mused.

Jill looked at him, gape-mouthed, as did several other around the room, including Andrew.

“You actually don’t know?” she asked. “Believe it or not, they really had only been able to break into just one file, and, as you say, there was no mention of any particular guy at all,” she said. The fact that she was more-or-less admitting that she had read everything caused her only a moment of hesitation.

“But I don’t think that anyone who knows either of you would have had any trouble identifying Mickey as your ‘friend,’” she continued, her hands forming quotation marks as she said the word.

“Really, you think that?” Drew questioned. “How would they have been so sure of Mickey, I mean, they had put him together with me without even knowing that we were even friends. Like he said, they even took the time to put surveillance at his apartment,” he continued, looking at Andrew as he pleaded his case.

“Drew,” he replied, shaking his head ‘no’ but smiling at the same time. “Do you realize that you have probably had either lunch or dinner with Mickey practically every other day since…”

Drew quickly interrupted. “The first times we ate together was after he got hurt, you know, so someone had to take care of him. I just wanted to make sure that he had enough to eat,” Drew said. His eyes scanned the room for support, but the only hint of back-up came from Mickey.

“So, my maternal instincts were not enough, Drew?” Jill questioned. “I don’t take that comment as an endorsement.”

“No, I mean, um…well, it’s not that you don’t have maternal instincts and couldn’t take care of him, but…”

“You have instincts, Jill,” Mickey responded. “They’re just not maternal instincts. Killer instincts, yes, but maternal, not so much.”

“I’ve been slandered enough! No more!” she protested, laughing around the room.

“But seriously,” Mickey added, after the uproar had died down. “I mean, it was really nice of him to bring me stuff, but it wasn’t obvious or over the top. And the fact that we had meals together a lot, well. A lot of friends do that.”

“And talk in very low quiet voices the entire time? Like couples do,” Andrew countered. “When I’m at a table with you guys, I have to strain to hear what you say to each other.”

“That’s not true!” Mickey responded, though his voice was losing some of its earlier confidence.

One of their teammates, Mark, then spoke up from the corner of the room, where he had been standing quietly, leaning against the wood paneled wall, his hands behind his back.

“Do you realize how many times you said that you had a friend from the law school who was going to play b-ball with us, and that he’s not only a great player but a nice guy and that we’d all like him?”

“Dozens,” someone said.

“At least!” Andrew added.

“I think this incident happened when you first met,” he said, then moved away from the wall and gestured with his hands as he spoke. “We were all having lunch one day, and Drew laid his phone on the table as we were eating. He said he was taking care of you after the accident and just wanted to make sure he didn’t miss any calls if you needed him.”

“That’s not so unusual,” Mickey responded. “I mean, he was just, you know, trying to be helpful. Luckily, I didn’t need to call much, but that’s, um… nice to know, that he was watching.” His voice continued in a more deferential tone as he clearly realized his obvious prejudice in the discussion.

“Yes, I agree,” Mark said, his hand motioning to Drew. “But I’d never, ever seen him do that before. But wherever we were, whatever we were doing, he’d be listening for his phone. But there was only one, unique ring tone that he would ever answer immediately.”

“Well, that doesn’t necessarily mean it was me. I mean, it could have been his dad or sister,” Mickey replied, almost knowing that he was wrong.

Mark smiled at Mickey, who sighed and smiled back.

“I could have. But one day I was next to him and heard the ring. Before he could frantically grab the phone…”

“I didn’t grab it frantically!” Drew protested. “I just don’t like to keep people waiting.”

“…before he frantically grabbed it, I saw the word ‘Mickey’ pop up on the screen.”

There was more knowing laughter around the room. But, even more conspicuously, the white surrender flags finally went up.

“Was it really that obvious?” Drew asked, his face turning red. He seemed to already know the answer, but asked it anyway.

“It’s not something that anyone can hide very well,” Andrew responded.

As he was talking, Drew’s phone rang.

“Well, at least that’s not the Mickey ring,” Mark teased, to more laughter around the room.

Drew looked at the phone. “It’s my sister,” he said. “Casey to the rescue,” he joked, to more laughs from the group.

“Do you want to use the bedroom?” Andrew asked, getting up off the floor and moving toward the bedroom door,

“Yeah, that would be great, if you don’t mind. Thanks.”

Sliding over off the arm of the chair, Mickey tried to step out of Drew’s way so that he could get to the bedroom, which was behind them and a tight squeeze to reach in the crowded space.

“Case, hi, one sec, let me get out of Grand Central Station here,” Drew said quietly into the phone as he gently grabbed Mickey’s arm and pulled him into the room with him.

Andrew quietly shut the door behind them. “This is the easy one,” he said to their waiting friends. “His Dad, that’s going to be another story.”

                                 ***

“It’s that Mickey guy, isn’t it?” she asked. They were the first words out of her mouth.

“For crying out loud - you, too!”

“What do you mean?” she answered, a slight giggle in her voice.

“From what I know, those records didn’t say anything about a boyfriend, it was just about my, umm…questioning and all. At least that’s what I understand was published. But everyone here immediately jumped to the conclusion that I was in a relationship and it was with Mickey. Gosh, Case, they even staked out his apartment!”

“Well…were they right? Am I right? Are you a couple?”

Drew sat down on the edge of the bed while Mickey pulled up the chair from the small study desk and sat opposite him, their knees almost touching. Daisy stretched out her paws on the floor next to them.

"Drew, are you there?” she asked, not hearing any response at first.

“Yes, yes, I’m here, I just, I mean…um…yes, I guess so. I mean, yes. I mean, um…”

He looked up at Mickey and asked, “are we a couple?”

Mickey laid his fist gently on Drew’s leg. “Yes, we’re a couple” he said softly. He found himself touching Drew a lot with his fist. He was afraid that if he used his open hand that he might start stroking him.

“Did you hear that? We’re a couple,” he said into the phone.

“That’s good to hear, Drew, it really is,” she said, then paused. “A couple huh?”

“Yup. A couple.” He was beaming and she could tell it in his voice.

“I can’t wait to meet him.”

“Me neither,” he replied.

“You know, Drew, the thought that you were gay never crossed my mind until a few weeks ago. Never. I just thought that you were picky with girls and maybe, like a true Patterson, a bit aloof,” she said as they both laughed.

“But I have to tell you, there was something about you since school started this year. You really seemed …I’m not sure of the right word, Drew.”

“Nervous?” he proposed.

“No,” she replied before pausing. “Well, now that I think of it, maybe a bit of that. But what I really thought is that you sound alive. You seemed like a really happy person, more than you ever have since Mom passed.”

Drew didn’t answer at first. For Mickey, he could barely hear what she said, but the impact on Drew was dramatic.

"Really?" his voice was now barely above a whisper.

"Uh huh. I wasn’t sure what it was. If it was our stepbrothers, I would have assumed a new hallucinogen was on the street,” she replied, with a sort of gallows laughter. “But for you, I thought that there must be a someone, a girl. But when you first mentioned this Mickey guy, I sensed that something else was going on.”

After she told Drew the same story as everyone else about how obvious his feelings were (and Mickey could see him again turn red) she went on to share her own trepidations about their father.

They both agreed that their dad, for all his bluster, might have a very slight feeling of sympathy if he was left to his own druthers. But with Edith, the stepmom, in the picture and her relentless scheming to promote the careers of her two wastrel sons, the chances were pretty bleak.

“Just don’t watch tabloid TV or read any political columns or blogs in the next few days, OK?” she suggested.

Drew smiled into the speaker, “Will do.”

“By the way, when do I get to meet him?”

“Hmmm… let me talk to Mickey about maybe coming up to Boston one of the next few weekends. Sound OK?”

“Maybe I can come down to you before that. I’ve got some exams coming up, but I can study on the train. I’ll let you know.”

“Either way would be great, Casey. Thanks,” he replied quietly.

After he put the phone back into his pocket, he looked at Mickey and sighed.

“One down, one to go,” he said.

“There are only two?” Mickey replies.

“Yes, as far as my family goes. My dad and Casey are the only ones who count. I’ve got lots of cousins on Dad’s side, who are, believe it or not, even more conservative than he is. And mom was an only child, no cousins there. So those are the only two people who matter.”

He then looked at Mickey. “By the way, it might be a good idea to try your mom again now,” he said. Then his eyes slowly moved toward the floor.

“Like I said, those reporters are nosy but, more importantly, they are relentless. They, um… I’m really concerned about what they might do. I wish they wouldn’t but…”

“Like I said, it’s not your fault, babe. You can’t control these people. And she’s pretty tough and has already been through a lot in the public eye, even though it’s just been local,” Mickey said as he raised his phone to hit the speed dial.

He thought to himself – ‘did I actually call him ‘babe?’ I hope that wasn’t too much.’

Drew just smiled back at him.

He was about to stand up, like he was going to give Mickey some privacy. But a gentle tug on his shirt lowered him back down. The only thing that changed was that Daisy had jumped up on the bed with him, nudging him to stroke her.

                                 ***

“Mom? I’ve been trying to reach you!” Mickey said as he finally made the connection.

“Mickey? Are you OK?” she asked. There was, of course, an urgency in her voice. But it was not the kind that comes from surprise.

“First of all, I’m OK. No need to worry about me, I’m all right,” he quickly replied, starting to speak almost before she had finished her question.

There was a pause at the other end of the line. He could hear her sigh.

“Mom, is everything all right?”

“I’m fine. How is your friend, son?” she said in reply.

“Um…my friend? You mean…?”

“His name is Drew, right?”

“What? Did you see it on TV? I mean… like, how do you know, I mean, what do you know…?” There was some much confusion in his voice that she just started to talk over him calmly.

“Your brother has been keeping me posted on things Mickey. Something has been going on almost since the beginning of school, but there wasn’t a way to tell what it was. So of course…”

“You worried,” Mickey said finishing her sentence for her.

“Yes, I worried. Were you ill? Unhappy? very happy? I really couldn’t tell, but you were definitely distracted practically every time we talked.”

She told him how she confronted Nate about the situation. “At first he denied it, but I told him if I didn’t find out what was going on that I’d worry myself to death.”

“That’s blackmail Mom, how could you do that!?” He wasn’t sure whether he should be amused or outraged, but he couldn’t help but have a small smile. Drew could just barely hear what she said and rolled his eyes.

“I don’t know him, Mickey. But all I do know is that if you feel this strongly about someone, then he must be an extraordinary person and a good boy.”

“He is, mom. He’s special.”

There was no doubt in Mickey’s mind that his mom would be supportive of him, like she always had. But just to hear her say this caused him to choke up for a moment.

“Mickey?” she asked into the silence on the phone

“Yeah, I’m here, I’m just, ummm…” Drew continued stroking Daisy, but put his other hand on Mickey’s knee.

“…I want you and Nate to meet him, Mom. He’s a great guy, you’ll like him.”

“Then bring him back for Thanksgiving, if he can manage it. It’s only a couple weeks away. He’ll be very welcome in our little home,” she added. The oblique reference to Drew’s world wasn’t lost on her son, who looked up at Drew and quietly repeated the question to make sure that he heard it.

“Oh, yeah! I’d love to visit and meet you, ma’am. And meet Nate and Midori, too. Thank you for the invitation,” he added.

Mickey put his hand over the receiver and whispered to Drew, “You can call her Mrs. Deringer, it’s OK,” he suggested as he pulled his hand back from the audio holes.

“Did you hear him, Mom. He said yes! This will be great! I can’t wait!”

He was about to start talking about the trip when he remembered the events of the day that needed to be dealt with first.

“Um, mom, there’s stuff that might come out of this that won’t be very good. You see…,” he said before pausing, then looking down at the floor.

“Because of who Drew is, I think people are going to start to dig into who I am. I’m proud of us, Mom, you and me and Nate. But there’s going to be exposure and reporters and they’ll be trying to find things out about us,” he said, then added. “It could get nasty and hurtful. Some of these people aren’t very nice. I think…”

She interrupted him again. “Mickey, I know what you’re saying. And I’ll tell you, there is nothing you can do to control what people say about you. All you can do is live your life the best way that you know how. And if you really care about this boy, and he makes you happy, well, I don’t care what anyone says or thinks about us.”

There was silence on Mickey’s side again.

“Are you there, Mickey? Can you hear me?”

His eyes were getting red but he did his best to get the words out by speaking slowly. “Thank you, Mom. I can’t wait to see you and have you meet him,” he replied.

Mickey’s legs were swinging back and forth, a nervous reaction of Mickey’s that Drew began to notice. A gentle squeeze from his hand didn’t stop the movement, but the rhythm became much more regular.

“For now, you need to take care of your friend. If his family is anything like their reputation then he’s in for a bad time.”

                                 ***

As much as it was a relief to hear that his mom was OK, the air sill held thick in the room after they ended the call.

“Are you ready for your dad?” Mickey asked.

Drew fidgeted on the bed, and looked down at Daisy, who was now resting her head on his lap.

“I think I told you that my mom gave her to me. If she were here right now, I don’t think I’d feel the way I do,” he replied, his hand gently stroking the dog, his knees now touching Mickey’s.

He exhaled. “Time to do it,” he said as he picked up his phone and hit the #2 button.

He cleared his throat.

“Dad?”

There was silence on the other end. Then a sound. The voice was flat, unemotional. But there was no shouting into the phone. At least not at first.

“Are you all right?”

“Yeah, Yeah, I am Dad. Um…you’ve probably seen the news and all. I need to talk to you to explain things…”

“This is serious stuff, and I don’t know what you can say about it. I don’t understand this. What’s going on?”

Drew tried to explain what he felt and what his path had been to this day. There wasn’t really an exchange, he just did all the talking and tried to explain himself. His dad wasn’t really acknowledging him, but he wasn’t railing against him, either.

Suddenly there was a loud interruption or, more like an explosion on the other side of the line. But it wasn’t his father.

“What is the matter with you!? You’ve betrayed your father and our church and all the people that support him, for a lifestyle choice that’s not only sinful but against the laws of nature.”

“You can’t imagine the pain that you’re causing your father in this,” his stepmother continued. “You’re lucky your real mother isn’t alive…”

“Don’t mention her!” Drew shot back as he got up off the bed. He was about to go off on a diatribe of his own until he felt Mickey’s hand on his belt, gently tugging him back down. He didn’t resist.

“Well, all I know is that, as a mother, I don’t have any worry about my own two boys. They grew up knowing right from wrong.”

“This isn’t about right from wrong. It’s about who I am.” Drew answered, doing his best to stay calm. He was about to continue before his father interrupted.

“This isn’t right, Drew and you know that. Did this boy somehow say something or suggest something to you?”

Mickey heard what they said and saw anger all over Drew’s face. He just looked at him and silently mouthed, ‘don’t worry.’

Drew just sucked in a deep breath and didn’t speak for a moment.

When he did speak again, his words were slow and deliberate. “No one did or said anything to me, Dad. As I said, it’s just who I am. And I count myself as the luckiest guy in the world to have met him. This is real and he is real.”

“You’re playing with fire, Drew,” his stepmother responded. With her army of tabloid reporters and almost certain knowledge of Mickey’s past, Drew’s free hand involuntarily formed into a fist. Mickey reached over and held it between his hands, and softly said, “no.”

“There’s a lot at stake here, and you could lose it all. Do you want to do that?” she asked.

“What do you mean, ‘a lot at stake,’” Drew asked.

“Drew,” his father started, sounding almost regretful, like the conversation suddenly went in a direction that he didn’t want it to go. “Your inheritance…”

“I know where you’re going and I don’t care about that. I only care about you, and Casey and Mickey,” he said, not extending the list to anyone else.

His stepmother didn’t seem bothered. In fact, just the whiff of Drew getting cut out of his birthright seemed to bring out her more malicious side even more.

“It’s so sad, young man. You were always such a soft touch for the more unfortunate people in the world. I can’t help but wonder, one of my reporters has investigated your friend’s background and I’ve seen his picture, you know, everyone has, and…”

“You had better stop, Edith. Before you say something that we will all regret.” Drew said. His voice was more ominous than Mickey had ever heard it.

She ignored him. “…and I wonder, do you really like him or do you just feel sorry for him?”

Drew was silent.

“I think that we all need to just calm down,” his father said, anticipating what the words meant to Drew.

“I think this conversation is over, Dad. You can do whatever you want with the money and everything else, I don’t care,” he declared

“The most important thing in my life is Mickey. Goodbye,”