Finding Ground - 2. Can you see me now?

Do you not know what you do to me?
You’re the one for me,
But I’m not the one for you.

I understand,
If you hate me,
Then who would love me?
That’s all I want,
No.
I want you.

How are you so blind?
Fawning over guys,
Who break your heart.
Don’t you see,
It’s me.

I wipe up your tears,
I try.
I try so hard to heal you broken heart,
from week to week.

Then you push me away,
You break my heart weekly.
I would have thought,
You of all people,
Should know how much it hurts.

You just don’t understand,
What it’s like to be really dying inside.
To see the love of your life,
Turning those bright eyes,
To a man’s.

I’m sorry,
I’m so fucking sorry that you hurt.
But there’s nothing I can do,
Unless you let me in.