My Little Turtle - 7. Chapter 7

Chapter Seven: The Test of Time

 

“Peter? What are you doing here?” I asked in shock.

 

“Ryan. I miss you.” He said, leaning in to hug me.

 

“Hi?” I said confused.

 

“Look, I know we have a lot to talk about. We didn’t quite end on good terms. And for that I am sorry. Please let me explain some things to you.”

 

“Ok. Come in.” I said, showing Peter inside.

 

“Who is this, baby?” Chase said looking at Peter.

 

“Chase, this is my ex, Peter.” I said.

 

“Oh. Hi.” Chase said, with an obvious fake tone.

 

“Hi, Chase.” Said Peter. “Listen Ryan can we talk, alone.”

 

“Umm…I…”

 

“It’s ok baby. I better get back to my parents. I’ll call you later.” Chase said walking towards me. He leaned in to kiss me, soft at first then reached his arm back and grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in closer. He broke the kiss, gave a weird look at Peter and said bye to him and left.

 

Once Chase was gone, I turned to Peter, “Ok. What do you want?”

 

“Well, first off I am sorry. I know what I did was stupid. It was selfish, but I needed to find myself. I know I hurt you.”

 

“No, you more than hurt you. I loved you. I was deeply in love with you. When you left…It was hell. I could not believe it. I could not date anyone. I thought I pushed you away. It tore me up inside. But it is the past now.”

 

“I am so sorry. I loved you so much too. I missed you every day. I made a mistake and I want to fix it. I want you to love me again.”

 

“I am sorry Peter. You had your chance and well you blew it. I have Chase and I love him and I always will.

 

“Ok. Fair enough. Can I ask for a favor?”

 

“Yes?”

 

“I had a fall out with my parents and well I have nowhere to live. Can I stay here for a bit? Please?”

 

“Umm…I don’t think it is the best idea.”

 

“Please…Ryan. I have nowhere to go. Please.” Peter said starting to cry.

 

“Ok. Ok. Only for a bit though.”

 

I showed Peter to the guest room and helped him get settled. I called Chase and asked him when he was moving in. He told me that his parents said he could move in next week after finals, at the beginning of summer.

 

“Listen, Chase…Peter is…Peter is moving in for a bit.”

 

“What?”

 

“He has nowhere to go.”

 

“I don’t care. He can get a hotel or something. He is your fucking ex-boyfriend.”

 

“Chase. I know, but he has nothing. No money. No friends. Please understand.”

 

“Ugh. Ryan no.”

 

“Chase please. He needs someone.”

 

“Fine. But nothing better happen.”

 

“It won’t. I promise. And soon you will be here.”

 

“You are too nice to people sometimes.”

 

“Thanks. I love you Boo Boo.”

 

“I love you too. Well I better study for finals. Hey you might not see me that much until finals are over.”

 

“Aww. Better study hard. Don’t think about me too much.”

 

“That’s hard.”

 

“Don’t think that I am naked and so are you. And that I am sliding my tongue up and down your neck. Then slowly start to lick down your hot body, stopping to kiss and suck on random spots. Licking down toward your--”

 

“Ryan. Stop. I need to concentrate. Not get hard.”

 

“Fine. Ok. I love you. Bye Boo Boo.”

 

“Love you too. Bye peanut.”

 

Hanging up with him, I walked back towards the guest room and started talking to Peter. He told me that he felt being gay was too hard and that he wanted to feel more normal. That starting a new life and a family would help do that. He had moved to San Diego and bought his own apartment. One night he met a girl at a bar and the two of them started dating. They were together for three weeks before she was pregnant. Peter told her that he wanted to help raise their baby and she moved in. When the baby was born, Peter tried his best as being a father. He was a great father but he and Melanie fought a lot. It just got worse and worse. Then one day he came home from work to find her and Scott missing. He tried to track her down for days. A week later, he found out that she had moved in with an ex boyfriend and was raising the baby. He tried to file for custody of his son, but it was determined that the baby was not his. She had lied to him and was sleeping around while the two dated.

 

Upon hearing the story, I felt sorry for Peter and realized that he could use a friend. After all, we were friends before we dated.

 

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The following week went by rather quickly. Chase and I rarely saw each other because school kept us both busy with finals. I had four: two on Tuesday and two on Wednesday. Chase had one every day until Thursday. The one thing to make the week less stressful was having Peter around the house. He helped with the chores and kept the house tidy. Though it was still weird having Peter in the house, but he seemed to behave. Little did I know he had a plan.

 

On Wednesday morning, I received an E-mail from Lydia, asking me if she and Chase’s two best friends, Ryan and Gabe could come visit him. Quickly responding, I told them that we were both done with school that week. She said that they were too and could fly out to see him on Saturday. While Chase was in school, I called Kathy and told her that the three were coming to visit. She was thrilled and said Chase would be really happy, because he missed some of his friends back home.

 

The rest of the week zoomed by and finally Friday came. Chase started moving boxes into my house that afternoon. He moved his computer in the office, and most of the stuff in my bedroom. Once we had all the stuff moved over, I helped him unpack his clothes and put it in the closet. Once we had his clothes hung, Chase turned to me and smiled. Looking back at him I couldn’t help but smile. “I love your smile.” I told him.

 

“I love you.” He said. “Now how about we officially make this our bed.” Chase said seductively as he pushed me on the bed looking down at me he smile and slowly got on the bed and straddled me. Leaning down to kiss me, he ran his fingertips over my cheek. After a few minutes of making out, he broke the kiss and bit my lower lip; stretching it a little. Letting out a moan, I put my hand on the back of his head and pulled him close again. Getting what I wanted, he parted his mouth slightly and my tongue sneaked its way inside. He moaned quietly in my mouth before sliding his tongue into my mouth.

 

“Hey Ryan…” Peter said. “Oh. Shit.” He quickly walked out and closed the door.

 

Exchanging looks, we both let out a laugh. After a few minutes I looked up at Chase and said, “I think we were here.” Pulling Chase in, our lips met and we continued to make out. With the other hand, I slid it into his shirt and ran my fingertips over his soft skin. I brushed my fingertips over his abs, feeling them harden every time he took a breath. Gently I started to trace circles in the ripples of his abs. Every now and then Chase would let out a moan that was lost in my mouth.

 

Suddenly Chase broke the kiss, looked down at me and with a wicked smile on his face tore open my shirt. My buttons ripped off and flew across the room. His sudden aggression really turned me on. Leaning in, he put his lips to mine hard before breaking the kiss and focusing his attention on my chest. He licked over to my left nipple and light sucked on it; tracing circles with his tongue around it, leaving little trails of spit.

 

He moved down a little further, kissing and licking along the way. Soon he was hovering a few inches above my hard cock that was trying to escape the prison of my pants. Chase leaned down and kissed the hard outline, and then slowly he reached up to unbutton my pants. He undid the belt and quickly unbuttoned my pants and zipped them. Lowering them, he grabbed my cock through my boxers. After stroking it a few times, he hooked his hands around the waistband of my boxers and with one swift movement took them off. He threw them next to my pants on the foot of the bed. Before I knew it, he was devouring my cock. He started to deep throat it and suck as hard as he can.

 

After ten minutes of him assaulting my cock with his tongue and mouth, he pulled out and kissed up my body until he was standing at the base of the bed. He flashed me another wicked smile, and I felt an intense pressure in my ass. As he thrusted forward, shoving all eight and a half inches in my ass, he leaned in to kiss me. His mouth was invading my mouth as his cock was invading my ass. Slamming harder and harder into me, I moaned louder and louder. With each thrust deeper into me, his kissed me harder and more passionately. Over and over again he slammed into me, teasing my prostate each time. I knew he was getting close, “Cum in me baby.” I told him. “Fuck me harder.” His sexual passion on overdrive, he drove harder and deeper into me.

 

His body started to quiver as he thrust his cock deep in me. Breaking the kiss he let out a loud moan as his eyes rolled back and his cum exploded deep in my ass. Chase let out one final moan as his orgasm subsided. He fell on top of me; his sweaty body rubbing against mine. Bring his lips back to mine; he started to make out with me with more passion. After a bit, he licked up my neck, scooping up any sweat that lay there, and rested his lips right below my ear. With one quick motion, he started to nibble on my ear, then licked all over my ear and whispered, “I want you to fuck my brains out, baby!”

I pulled him in and started to kiss him deeper, pulling him deeper by the back of his head. He moaned in my mouth, then while still kissing him rolled him off me and rolled on top of him. I broke the kiss, and started to slide my tongue down his body. I left a trail of spit on his soft skin leading down to his cock. Reaching his cock, I kissed the tip then I licked the underside of his cock. Looking up at him, I knew I was driving him crazy with pleasure, so I put the whole thing in my mouth. After a bit of sucking, I positioned myself on the edge of the bed and placed my cock at the opening of Chase’s hot ass. With one quick thrust, I offered Chase all of my cock. He moaned in pleasure as the head of my cock hit his prostate, “Yes!! Ryan, harder!!” he screamed. Over and over I slammed my cock in his ass, assaulting his prostate. Chase rested his legs on my shoulder as I pounded his tight ass. Leaning down, I kissed his wet mouth; invading it with my tongue.

After a bit, I pulled out and had Chase get on his hands and knees. He waved his hot ass, and told me to fuck him harder. Pushing my cock back into him, I continued to pound him. He moaned louder and louder, I had to keep making out with him in order to keep him somewhat quiet and not draw attention to us from Peter. Grabbing hold of his soft hair, I pulled his head so he turned his head to look back at me. I leaned in and put my lips to his; muffling his moans of pure pleasure. With each thrust in him, I could feel myself getting close. A few seconds later with one final thrust in him, my balls tightened and I started to spray my essence into Chase.

 

After I stopped orgasming, I fell on top of Chase. I rolled over next to him. He leaned in to kiss me. Breaking the kiss he said, “Now it is officially our bed.”

 

“I should go see what Peter wanted.” I said getting up.

 

Chase grabbed my hand and pulled me back next to him on the bed, “No. Just stay here for a bit. Hold me baby.”

 

“Ok.” I said wrapping my hands over him. He rested his head on my chest and in no time we drifted off to sleep.

 

A few hours later, we heard a knock on the door. Groggily, I got up and answered it.

 

“Hey Ryan, sorry to interrupt, but I was wondering what was going to happen about dinner?”

 

“Shit, I fell asleep.” I said looking at the clock, “It’s already seven, how about pizza?”

 

“Sounds good to me.” Peter said. “I like pepperoni.”

 

“Ok. I’ll order one of that.” I said, then turning to Chase I said, “Baby, wake up. Baby.”

 

“Huh?” said Chase yawning.

 

“We fell asleep, it’s already seven. I am going to order pizza for dinner. What kind you want?”

 

“Chicken please”

 

“Ok.” I said, reaching for the phone. I called the pizza place and thirty-five minutes later, we were all eating. Throughout dinner, I kept thinking how excited Chase will be tomorrow to see with Lydia, Gabe and Ryan.

 

After dinner, the three of us watched some TV and then went to bed. Before bed, Chase and I fucked each other. Just before drifting off to sleep for the second time, Chase whispered I love you. Lying there, with him on my chest, I realized how lucky I was. It was a long time since I felt that way. To feel a love like that. Closing my eyes and with a smile on my face, I too drifted to sleep.

 

Waking the next morning around ten, I quietly got out of bed without trying to walk Chase. I had just finishing breakfast, when Peter came in. He was wearing just a low cut pair of briefs, which barely hid his morning erection. Looking at his body I noticed that he had gained some muscle mass since we broke up. His smooth, hairless pecs and abs were defined. Tracing the small patch of hair under his belly button towards his pants, I could clearly see the outline of his uncut cock. He caught me looking slowly walked towards me. He slid his hand up my chest, over my shoulder and leaned in and whispered, “You know Ryan, I still want you.” He slid his mouth to my neck and started to nipple on it. I was getting so turned on by it; I almost leaned out to kiss him, but thankfully snapped into reality right away.

 

“NO!!” I said, pushing him back fuming with a sense of guilt and anger. “Look, I love Chase. You had a chance with me and you dumped me. It’s over between us. I let you stay here as a sign of friendship, but if you pull shit like that again, your ass is out of here. Got it?”

 

“Yes. I am sorry.”

 

“Sorry about what?” Chase asked coming downstairs.

 

“Nothing babe.” I said, walking towards him to kiss him. “Here is breakfast.”

 

The three of us ate breakfast making small talk. Neither Peter nor I mentioned what had happened moments before Chase walked in. After breakfast, I excused myself and told Chase I had to run errands. He asked if he could come along but said it would be a lot of boring stuff. Thankfully he didn’t keep asking, because I had not thought of a lie.

 

Fifteen minutes later I was waiting at John Wayne Airport. Flight 197 carrying Lydia, Ryan and Gabe landed five minutes after I had arrived so I took a seat in the waiting area. I was watching people, when suddenly I heard someone yell my name. I looked around until I saw Lydia running towards me. I stood up and we hugged. Then she turned to the two boys who stood behind her.

 

“Ryan, this is Ryan.” She said, turning to the shorter brown haired, blue eyed one.

 

“Hi.” He said shaking my hand.

 

“And this is Gabe.” She said pointing to the darker longer haired guy.

 

“Hey Ryan.” He said.

 

I helped them get their luggage and then we all walked across the street to the parking lot.

 

“Sweet ride!” Ryan said when he saw my BMW.

 

“Thanks.” I said.

 

On the short drive home, they told me about their flight and short stories they had with Chase. When we got home, Peter was watching TV.

 

“Where is Chase?” I asked him.

 

“He is upstairs taking a nap, who are your guests?”

 

“Oh this is Lydia, Ryan and Gabe. They are Chase’s friends. We are surprising him.”

 

“Oh that’s nice.”

 

“Let me go upstairs and get him. I will be right back.” I said, walking upstairs.

 

I quietly opened the door to our bedroom and saw Chase sleeping on top of the covers without a shirt. I walked up to him and leaned over his chest and stuck out my tongue. With one swift motion I licked up his chest, over his neck to his ear and whispered, “Get up baby.” His eyes shot open and he quickly reached up and grabbed the collar of my shirt and pulled me down. Falling on top of him; he closed the distance between our lips and started kissing me. I broke the kiss after a minute or two, and told him I had to show him something downstairs.

 

“What is it?” he asked, slowly getting up.

 

‘You’ll see.”

 

“I hate when you do that.”

 

“Chase, I know you were missing your friends, so I…”

 

“LYDIA!! GABE!! RYAN!! What are you doing here?”

 

“Your boyfriend invited us over. He thought it be a nice gift for you for summer.” Lydia said.

 

“Thanks babe.” Chase said, leaning in to kiss me. I returned the kiss, and Chase wrapped his hand around the back of my head and pulled me in closer. He slipped his tongue in my mouth and started to massage the back of my throat.

 

“AHEM!!” Lydia pretended to clear her throat, “If you two are done?”

 

“Sorry.” Chase said, blushing.

 

“So, are you guys hungry?” I asked everyone.

 

“Starving.” Said Lydia.

 

“Yes!” Ryan answered.

 

“Yeah!”Gabe said, nodding.

 

“Well let’s go out.” I suggested.

 

“Where to?” Chase asked.

 

“How about the Sea Cliffs?”

 

“Isn’t that where you took me on our first date? I love that place.”

 

“Yeah. It is.”

 

“Awwww. I want to go.” Lydia said, excitedly.

 

Ryan, Gabe, and Peter all agreed, so I stepped away and called to set up a reservation for later that night. We all sat around the living room talking. After some time, I showed Lydia to her room and Ryan and Gabe to the office before going to the bedroom to change.

 

I had just finished putting on my pants when Chase came up behind me. Sliding his hand over my shirtless back, he leaned in to kiss my shoulders. Slowly he moved his hands over the side of my body to the front. Sliding his fingertips up and down my abs, he started sucking on my neck. Licking his way up to my ear, he whispered, “I love you so much.” I turned around and told him I loved him too, and then I kissed his lips gently, only brushing my lips over his. After a few seconds of teasing, I slipped my tongue in his waiting mouth, causing him to moan slightly in my mouth. Pushing him on the bed, we continued to make out. I kissed all over his neck, stopping randomly to suck on it and run circles over it with my tongue. Licking back up to his lips, I kissed him gently one last time and told him to wait until after dinner. We continued to get dressed, kissing every once in awhile. Once done, we waited in the living for the rest to be ready; Lydia was the last to be ready.

As we pulled up to the restaurant that I took Chase for the first time, I could not help but think how lucky I was for having him, and how in one second that all could be gone. Going in, I gave the hostess my name and in a matter of minutes we were seated inside.

 

“Oh my God! Is this really where he took you?” Lydia asked Chase.

 

“Yes. It was amazing.” He said, smiling at me.

 

“It was.” I said, leaning in to kiss him.

 

“Yeah. It’s pretty cool.” Gabe and Ryan agreed.

 

The waitress came and took our drink order and told us the specials and that in an hour there would be dancing on the dance floor.

 

Once she left I said, “We should all go dancing.”

 

“No. No. Let’s not!” Chase quickly said.

 

“What?” I said.

 

“Chase can’t dance.” Ryan said, laughing.

 

“Aww, Boo Boo.” I said looking at him.

 

“No. I really can’t” Chase said.

 

“Really he can’t.” Lydia chimed in.

 

“Aww. Well we shall see.” I said before the waitress returned to give us our drinks and took our food orders.

 

“So tell me more about Chase.” I said.

 

“Well, hmm…” Gabe began.

 

“Oh remember the one time at the movies with the girl’s car?” Ryan said.

 

“Oh yeah.” Chase said.

 

“What happened?” I asked.

 

“Well…So we all went to the movies.” Ryan began, “And we have this friend and we always do stuff to her car. So we get there late and all the girls were inside already. So we decided to go and mess with her car. We plastic wrapped her car twice and wrote on her windows with that car window paint. And put condoms in her window because it was always open a crack.”

 

“So then we go into the movie theatre and sit with the girls.” Gabe continued. “Ryan is laughing like an idiot and we are pretending not to know why. So we randomly start talking about cars and this girl behind us turns to says that she has a car like Alexis that she just got. So like Chase asks if she had cracked the window.”

 

“I noticed it and I thought it was weird. Alexis normally rolls the window down more, not cracked open a little. And it looked newer. But I never thought anything of it. Stupid me.” Chase interjected.

 

“So anyway, she says yes and asked why and Chase was like ‘umm yeah...just wondering’. She gave him the funniest look I have ever seen. So then Chase was like ‘Umm…I have to go get something out of the car. Gabe come help me get…things.’ So then one of the girls there asks what we need. Then fucking Ryan goes ‘let the two have their alone time.’ Fuck you by the way for that.” Gabe said to Ryan.

 

“Haha…what? I thought it was funny.” Ryan said, cracking up.

 

“Not really. So Gabe and I go out to the car and like frantically try to find remove all the plastic wrap. I grab a Swiss army knife from my car to scrap off the paint. As soon as we get the paint off, fucking Ryan comes around the corner of the theatre with the girl. I was like what the fuck do we do. So Gabe and I jumped behind the other side of the car and crouched down. Then I remember that there are still condoms on the driver seat. So I asked Gabe if we should say something but he’s like let Ryan look like the idiot. So then we hear her ask him what he wanted to see and he says he was thinking about buying one of these cars. So she laughs and unlocks the driver’s side and Ryan sat down on top of the condoms before she could see anything. He then starts hitting on her. He’s all like ‘This is probably really sketch, but I think you are really attractive.’ So she starts giggling and buying all that cheesy crap he was feeding her. Then the next thing we know they are making out. I was like ‘great a porno while we are stuck on the other side.’ So then Ryan stands up and waves at us, so we quietly open the passenger door and quickly take the condoms out. Then we barely close the door…like we didn’t really close it. But she kind of hears it so she asked what that was and Ryan pretended not have heard anything and tells her that they should get back before the movie started. So he closes the door and then she realizes that the passenger door was open because the light was still on. So she goes to close it but Ryan quickly goes around and shuts it. But just to be a jack ass he kicks Gabe and I first as he’s closing the door. Then they leave.”

 

“See, I am a fucking genius.” Ryan said, beaming.

 

Everyone started laughing just as the food arrived. Over dinner we talked about all the stupid things they did in Louisiana, they asked me questions about what I do and of course how Chase and I met. After dinner Lydia suggested we should all go dancing.

 

“No. I will not.” Chase said stubbornly.

 

“Aww come on.” Lydia said.

 

“No. I cannot dance. Besides Ryan you would be ashamed to be seen with me in public if I danced with you.”

 

“Aww Boo Boo. Come on. Please.”

 

“No.”

 

“Please Chasey Poo.” I said, giving Chase puppy dog eyes.

 

“Ugh. Fine. I hate when you do that.”

 

We all went to the dance floor as they were playing “She Bangs” by Ricky Martin. Lydia asked Peter to dance and Ryan and Gabe started talking to a group of girls standing in the corner. Chase and I started to dance but after a few Chase stopped and told me he wanted to go back, “Ryan. Really I suck.”

 

“No you do not. I love the way you dance.”

 

“No. It’s awful.”

 

“You are a dork Boo Boo. I love it.”

 

“How am I a dork, I just…” he started but I leaned in to kiss him midsentence. Once I broke the kiss, “I Don’t Want to Miss A Thing” by Aerosmith came on. Chase leaned in close to me as we started to slow dance. He rested his head on my shoulder. Leaning in, I lightly blew on his neck and then kissed it. I kissed up to his ear and whispered,

“Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing”

 

Chase looked at me with those beautiful green eyes and I noticed a single tear roll down his cheek. Brushing it off his cheek, I leaned in to kiss him. He broke the kiss and said, “I love you Ryan. You make me so happy.”

 

“I love you too baby. I am so happy to be with you.” I said, leaning in to kiss him gently.

 

“Eww. How disgusting.” We heard someone say from behind us.

 

“Excuse me?” I said turning at an older couple. “What is your problem?”

 

“You fags. You are an abomination of God. You should be ashamed of yourselves- you sinners. God hate you, you know?” Said the gray haired lady, looking at us with disgust over her small silver rimmed glasses.

 

“God hates us? Really? The God that teaches about love. That one?”

 

“God hates you for not following his message. Jesus’ message. It’s in the Bible.”

 

“You mean the message of love? The Bible teaches love of your neighbor. Not hate like you preach. I am Catholic and I was taught to love, not hate.” I said.

 

“Sinners! Do not preach to me!” shrieked the lady.

           

“Excuse me lady.” Lydia said, “If you keep yelling at my friends you will be in a deal of trouble.”

 

“What are you going to do, you sinning little bitch.” She shrieked at Lydia.

 

“Lady. Just go.” Ryan said.

 

“What is going on here?” A man who seemed to be the manager asked.

 

“These devil creatures where sinning in your establishment.” The lady stated.

 

“Excuse me?” the manager asked.

 

“These fags were dancing and kissing.”

 

“Ok. Well I think you should go ma’am.” He said, turning to us he said, “I am so sorry about this.”

 

“What, you agree with these sinners!” the lady shrieked.

 

“Lady, get out.” A man with a breaded eating with his wife yelled from their table.

 

“You are all sinners! You are all going to hell!” She yelled, pointing at people around the restaurant.

 

“Ma’am I suggest you leave before I call the police.” The manager said, getting visibly agitated by the lady.

 

Once the lady had left the manager came to our table and said, “I am so sorry about this. Your meal is on the house and here take this gift certificate for forty dollars. Again, I am so sorry.”

 

We all thanked him and walked out, “How about some ice cream?” I asked everyone as we stepped into the warm summer air. They all agreed and down the pier to Ben and Jerry’s. Chase and I decided to share a large cup of half baked. With our ice cream we all walked down the pier and watched the waves crash against the wooden legs of the pier. Once we finished our ice cream we all went back to my house.

 

Once we got home, Chase and I decided to go to bed. We walked upstairs together and I closed the door behind us. Walking over to the dresser, I slowly took off my shirt. Chase came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tight. I could feel the heat radiate off his shirtless body. AS he leaned in to kiss my neck, I leaned my head to the side so he could have more of my neck to kiss. After a bit of sucking and licking and kissing my neck, I turned my head towards him and put my lips to his. Breaking the kiss, I turned around to face him, and moved my hands up and down his chest and abs. Slowly I pushed him back until he was at the edge of the bed. With a gentle shove, Chase fell back onto the bed. Getting on top of him, I started licking up his abs and chest to his mouth. Lightly I brush my lips over his, and then I kiss him more passionately; sliding my tongue in his mouth. Chase let a moan escape his mouth. Breaking the kiss, I slowly brushed my tongue down his body until I looked at his throbbing hard cock. Teasing him a little, I ran my tongue up and down the length of his shaft. With each lick a drop of precum would leak out of his cock. Then all of the sudden, I put the whole thing in my mouth. Pushing hard, I caused his whole cock to hit the back of my mouth. Overtaken with sexual frenzy, he grabbed the back of my head and started to face fuck me. Every now and then a moan would escape his lips. The harder I sucked the louder his moans got.

After a while, I could feel him tense up so I sped up. Sucking faster and harder; making him moan louder and louder. Chase reached up behind him and grabbed on to the bed covers and held them tight as cum erupted out of his delicious cock and oozed down my throat. After he was finished cumming, I licked the remnants of cum off his cock, then slowly ran my tongue back up his abs and chest to his mouth. Pushing my lips hard against his, he parted them slightly allowing my tongue to slip in. Breaking the kiss, Chase looked up at me and pushed me over and rolled on top of me.

 

Chase started to slide down my chest with his tongue. I grabbed him and told him to wait, that I just wanted to enjoy the night with him without any sex. The blowjob I gave him was a present and that tonight it was all about pleasing him. Chase opened his mouth about to protest and then closed it and smiled. Pulling him closer, he rested his head on my chest. I closed my eyes and just listen to the faint sound of his heart beating. As I drifted off to sleep, I heard him say he loved me.

 

I woke up the next day to Chase looking down at me with his pools of emerald, “How long have you been awake?” I asked.

 

“Like ten minutes.”

 

“Why didn’t you wake me?”

 

“I just wanted to look at you. You are beautiful.”

 

“Not as beautiful as you.” I said leaning up to him and putting my lips on his. I held them there for a second before slipping my tongue into his parted mouth. After a bit of making out I broke the kiss and stared into his eyes again and said, “I love you.”

 

“I love you too peanut.”

 

“No. I really love you. I am so in love with you, you are the most amazing guy I ever met. You are by far the best boyfriend. I love everything about you. Your smile. Your laugh. Your voice. The way you make me feel is unreal. You are the kindest, most caring, wonderful person I ever met. And for the past month I am the happiest person alive.”

 

“Oh my God.” Chase said, a tear rolling down his cheek, “No one has ever said that to me. I love you too. You make me want to be a better person. You are perfect for me. I love you so much, I am so glad you are my boyfriend.”

 

I leaned in and put my hand on his cheek and with my thumb I brushed away his tear. I gently kissed him, then broke it and said, “Now and forever.” Again I put my lips to his, but this time I kissed him with more passion. All of a sudden we heard a knock at the door.

 

“Damnit” Chase said, “Yes. Who is it?”

 

“It’s me, Lydia. Hey we want to go to your house. I want to see Amanda again.”

 

“Gimme half an hour.” Chase answered.

 

“Ok.”

 

“I just want to lay with you for longer baby.” Chase said looking at me, “I just want to be in your arms, doing nothing just laying here. With the guy I love.”

 

“Aww Boo Boo.” I said, leaning down to kiss his forehead and wrapping my hands around him.

 

The two of us cuddled for a bit, but were interrupted by Lydia who wanted to leave. Chase took Lydia, Ryan and Gabe over to his house. I went downstairs and got some cereal. Peter walked in and said, “Hey Ryan. Look we need to talk.”

 

“Yes?”

 

“I still love you. Seeing you with Chase hurts so much.”

 

“Oh wow. I am sorry, but I am in love. With Chase. Not you.”

 

“Well I guess you don’t beat around the bush. Sorry I brought it up. I have…I have to go.” Peter said, getting up and going to the guest room.

 

I cleaned up the house and had just sat down to watch TV when my phone rang, “Hello?”

 

“Hey Babe.”

 

“Hey Boo Boo. What’s up?”

 

“I wanted to let you know I won’t be home until dinner around six. My parents want to catch up.”

 

“No problem. Love you.”

 

“Love you too.”

 

I hung up the phone and continued to watch TV until four.

 

“Hey Peter. I am going to the store. You want to come.”

 

“No. What are you making?”

 

“Today is Chase and my one month, I am making steak and potatoes and carrots.”

 

“Sounds delicious.” Peter said.

 

I left to the store and got all I needed. For dessert I thought I would try to make fruit tart, knowing it was one of Chase’s favorites. I returned home and started to cook. I had just finished the potatoes and carrots when I heard someone say, “Hey sexy.”

 

“Hey.” I said turning around to see Peter standing there naked with a boner. “What the fuck are you doing?”

 

“Something I should have done a long time ago.” He said walking towards me. I backed away from him but ran into the refrigerator. He leaned in and grabbed the back of my head and pulled me in for a kiss. I tried to resist but he was stronger, I could feel his tongue try to enter my mouth as his hard cock pushed against my clothed crotch.

 

At that moment, Chase walked in; he saw what was going on and ran out. I pushed Peter off me and told him to fuck off. I was glad Chase had not seen that, when I heard a car speed off. “Shit Chase.” I yelled. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed Chase’s number. It rang once then it stopped. I called it again. It went directly to voicemail. “Shit. Did he see?” I thought in my mind. Tears started rolling down my eyes. “Fuck” I yelled punching the wall.

 

Chase sped down the street, barely being able to see anything through the tears in his eyes. The radio played:

 

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.