So I'm kinda down, The Hot Professors getting married soon. But I am happy for him.
What else can I talk about? My current daily activities include job hunting playing video games and sitting on my ass staring into space until about 6 every late night.
Insomnia is a Bitch.
Besides that I got nothing. I'm slowly dying of boredom and lack of doing shit.
and everybody keeps saying military but i worked my ass off to put myself through school so I don't have to take that option and
hmmm, feels strange to be back after so long.
But I did make it back. Wow.
I guess this is the part where I come back and start talking about all the extra time I've had to get chapters written and revamp stories and such but it's not gonna happen.
I did manage to get a bit more cynical and acerbic though. That's one thing I managed to work on, along with gross humor and quick wit.
So anyway I finally, FINALLY finished my last class in mid June not even 4 days before graduatio
Ah now everyone here and comfortable? too damn bad!!
So what can you do when you feel like a bomb thats dangerously close to exploding? I've found that well placed glares work best.
and the best part? The madder you get and hold it the more menacing the glare gets until people are struggling to get away from you.
Now before you say anything I know you shouldnt keep your anger in and its harmful to your health and all that other crap.
I just wanted to maintain my little piece(p
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your partner?
What partner? even if i had one hell no
How old will you be on your next birthday?
24!
Have you ever seen a live bat?
sure have
Is there anything/anyone you hate?
yes but i dont think ill share the reasons.
Are you single?
yeah
Do you like the color orange?
no. uh-uh, seriously
Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
yes no matter how I don't always want to.
Would you rather not drink or not s
You ever had that over worked ad underpaid feeling? I dont care what anybody says the cost of living is way too high for college students who dont go to these enormantly large universities.
anyway I'm kinda waiting to hear about the decisions concerning funding for school using lenders because I just know I'll be required to learn as much as i can to answer the students questions.
Does it make me a dumb ass if I would find another job in order to date someone that I've had a crush on fo
I'm just tired of everything at this point.
Friends, Family, school. How come nobody ever tells you that sometimes rage can feel good?
I'm ready to go. I've been thinking of moving away from everyone i know and then remember I have no money.
so instead I lock myself away and visit that place in my mind(o_O)
no I just imagine sweet freedom and a noticeable lack of people i know so thoroughly.
I just need to distance myself for while.
I'll come back to this later. a
so I just found out about the censors after my last entry.
I expressly had the need and desire to say f**K!!
and if i was in the mood I'm pretty sure I could work the word i
This absolutely pisses me off. half of my well thought blog has disappeared. I'm tired. i.
i crave affection today for some reason. I just feel like my heart hurts and for the life of me I'm drawing a blank as to why.
I'm feeling like that alot lately. I just tired of doing whats expected of me al
Ok kiddies. todays lesson you ask? Why do parents search and search for your boiling point and then when you reach it act like they haven't been feeding the fire of your unstoppable meltdown? and why do they insist on doing it so frequently that your constantly walking around with a permanent f**K you expression when you know they're nearby?
I honestly do think they can't help themselves anymore after you turn 21. I mean come on. i go to work and am there all day. I finally get in at
I passed all of my finals thankfully and walked away with a 3.25 gpa. but my classes start back tomorrow. DAMN!!
Why do some people always feel the need to try to take advantage of you when you try to help them?
I went into work saturday to make up a day missed on wednesday, and I was only supposed to be there to assist the girl who was working but she never even showed for work. during registration. needless to say everyone was past pissed, but add to that the fact that admissions were a
OK. so i know that i got out of class at noon today and should have came straight home to study for my final which i have in 9 hrs, but acting like a fool in DC seemed like so much more fun at the time. Me and two friends who we will call euro and logic went to the fashion center at the pentagon to start. now keep in mind that euro is a girl and logic is a guy. so euro drags us to forever XXI(WTF!?!) and we end up laughing at the clothes as well as the employees. we even get told off nad n
My very first blog entry. I'm actually at a loss for words right now. so anyway I have finals this week. Yaaaay! NOT! i hate programming and networking and I'm actually beginning to rethink my choice of major. and work is just getting crazy. I'm waiting to hear back about a full time job at my college. wish me luck. but anyway, I am glad to be able to finally say that I have completed my very first anthology entry and can't wait for it to be posted. I don't know how much longer I'll con
