As always seems to happen with me, when I get to feeling bad I can feel good again by sleeping it off.
In other news... pics of me seem to have come into popular demand, so here's a good one... of me sliding off the face of the planet. Enjoy!
This entry gets rather personal and it covers less than cheery subject matter. I wrote this last night, feeling as miserable as could be...
I am losing my god damned head tonight. It didn
Yesterday I realized again just how much I love Silven. Just the thought that it might not be until December that I see him had me upset...
I suppose in a way its a good thing that I'd get upset at the idea of not seeing him sooner...
Anyway... I was pretty annoyed with myself last night, I got home too late to talk to him, he'd already gone to work. And now this morning my Internet connection was cut off, so I couldn't get on until seven... I guess he's asleep now... hopefully sleeping
I had a very encouraging conversation with my Dad this morning... glad I got to sleep early enough last night to see him before he left.
We started out talking about politics... both of us are very disappointed in the available candidates. He mentioned McCain... I said I felt betrayed by his recent pandering to the religious right, that I thought it was a big mistake on his part since those are precsisely the people who hate him and the people who liked him are the kind who don't care much f
The first Thoughts as I wake up
My last as I go to sleep The subject of my dreams The star of my fantasies If Ever before There was any doubt I am in love now This, I want to shout
I wrote this within a few minutes of waking up this morning.
Today will be a good day.
Last night at around midnight my mom knocked on my door and asked me to go to church with her, saying I should get some sleep so I could wake up early enough if I wanted to go. I am not a very religious person, and there are things about Christianity that will probably keep me from ever becoming a devout Christian, and while I really would rather not have gone, she didn't ask me as a matter of normal routine. My mom is not exactly the most religious person either; she goes to church when she nee
This is my first entry here (as though you couldn't tell). Basically I intend to use this space as somewhat of a journal, so I guess I'll start with what's happened since I woke up today.
Had breakfast with the family today for the first time in a long time. That's when they sprung a surprise family BBQ party on me for today, which meant lots of cleaning up to do. I vaccumed out the pool and cleaned out the pool filter (I can't believe how quickly that thing gets clogged up!). The chlorine i
Happy St. Patricks Day!
I forgot to wear green (actually, I didnt feel like wearing green) today and I got pinched more than once, but in no good places. I had KFC, and I freaked out because my mashed potatoes were green and I thought something was wrong with them (mine were the only ones at the table that were green) and the girl there had to explain to me that it was because mine were the new batch so the guys I work with got old potatoes, but that
Yesterday it was too hot to work with a shirt on, and today it was snowing. Am I ever not complaining about the weather? In fact, am I ever not complaining? I think it
I was talking to a friend of mine, probably the only girl I hang out with other than my sister, and I was pointing out this guy to her that I think is really hot, and she comes out of nowhere, saying that it doesn