I wait for things to happen, like today when I broke the television not more than an hour after my son left for work. A number of weeks ago I bought him a 42 inch TV and thought now was a good time to get an HD box from infinity. The picture was good, I guess, but I’ve always had a problem with HD (if you look close enough the picture doesn’t seem to appear better). Whatever was on our television today certainly looked good. I guess it was inevitable that I was going to muck things up.

Things had been going rather well since I arrived. No major blow up for me, though there have been a few instances where my actions were duly questionable. Obviously my son has a high tolerance for loopy behavior from the mentally impaired (mostly gained from caring for his grandmother as she slowly deteriorated into the mental haze of dementia). I hope so because I know he’s going to be pissed when comes home tonight.

I keep looking for the signs. Is the fogginess if my mind due to the medicine I’m taking or is it a manifestation of pre-dementia? I do know I have to keep a record of what is happening because I’m not that old.

Oops, forgot to mention Carl Holiday has his own email. You can reach him directly at: carlholiday49@gmail.com.

Now, that's something I can take off my deteriorating life and put it where it belongs.