Music

 

Track List

1. Caught On The Inside - Ten Fé (Thinking and crying over you . . .)
2. Something Good - Dear Boy (Russ’ Theme)
3. Love Interest - Dear Boy (Wanting What Is Real)
4. Shoplifters Of The World Unite - The Smiths (My Only Weakness)
5. Meaningless Love - Under The Influence Of Giants (Stuck with Joey)
6. It’s Worth Feeling Empty - 6 Dogs (Joey Sitting In The Back Seat)
7. It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest (Sex and Love are not the same)
8. Joey - Local H Cover of Concrete Blonde (What About Joey’s Heart?)
9. Kinda - Brett (A Growing Infatuation)
10. Wishful Thinking - Duncan Sheik (Wanting Colin)
11. Somewhere Somehow (Getting Colin)
12. Your Love Is An Echo - Aiiso (Colin-colin-colin . . .)
13. Half-Life - Duncan Sheik (Unrequited)
14. If You Were Here - Cary Brothers Cover of Thompson Twins (Russ’ Struggles)
15. Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Cary Brothers (Russ’ Crush)
16. Never Stop - FM-84 (Russ’ Relentless Courting)
17. Uncertain Smile - The The (When Colin Smiles)
18. Wanting More - Absinth3 (Wanting So Much More)
19. You’re Mine - Meiko (Netting The Butterfly)
20. Baby Boo - Trevor Something (Rocking Precious)

 

Caught On The Inside - Ten Fé (Thinking and crying over you . . .)

I can hear you rattling your window
I can hear you playing up the pane
Even though you never leave your bedroom anymore
I can hear you all the same
All the same
All the same
All the same
All the same

I can hear you crackin' off a windpipe
And the silence last for days
Then I see you coming round again
'Cause nothing ever lasts for every minute of the day
Last the day
Last the day
Last the day
Last the day

As hard as I try, you still can't look me in the eye
After all this time, only you know why
They say you're shy and you get caught on the inside
Come on, come out, there's so much light
But there ain't much time
No, there ain't much time
No, no, there ain't much time

Boy, if you knew the nights I'd stayed up thinking and crying over you
But I sit back and I say, "what can I do?"
Come on, let me in and gimme a clue
But you gotta do what you wanna do

As hard as I try, you still can't look me in the eye
After all this time, after all this time
They say you're shy and you get caught on the inside
Come on, come out, there's so much light
But there ain't much time
Oh no, there ain't much time
No, now there ain't much time

Something Good - Dear Boy (Russ’ Theme)

[Verse 1]

I'm in some type of way

Sick like holiday

Will something ever be what I need?

My words give nothing back

The sex in scattered black

Will someone ever be enough for me?

 

[Chorus]

Oh, anything, anything goes

I'm gone before anyone knows

To let you know that I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I need

Something good, something good

Something good

Something good, something good

Something good and bad

 

[Verse 2]

I'm in some type of way

Wet dream shadow play

Will something ever be what i need?

My words give nothing back

Yeah, truth in blistered paths

Will someone ever need enough from me?

 

[Chorus]

Oh, anything, anything goes

I'm down before gravity slows

To let you know that I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I need

Something good, something good

Something good

Something good, something good

Something good and bad

 

[Outro]

Something good, something good

Something good

Something good, something good

Something good, yeah

Something good, something good

Something good and bad

 

Love Interest - Dear Boy (Wanting What Is Real)

 

[Verse 1]

You saw right through what I tried to do

But you told me "It’s fine"

You're a swimming pool in a Catholic school

And it's unclear you're mine

 

[Refrain]

I'll go blue

If I wait for you

Love interest

 

[Verse 2]

I ripped your skirt

High above your shirt

But you told me "It's fine"

You're a window seat

Moving through my street

And it's unclear you’re mine

 

[Refrain]

I'll go blue

If I wait for you

Love interest

 

[Chorus]

I could be better, all that you need

You sing with the sirens drowning in me

I'll tell you the secrets I meant to keep

And carry you home when you fall asleep

Yeah, I could be better, or what you need

And maybe "finally…" will be someday soon

 

Could you be, could you be

Could you be the one to breathe life into me?

Love interest

 

[Verse 3]

That same old smoke

Still makes me choke

But I tell you "It's fine"

You're forbidden fruit in a champagne flute

And it's unclear you’re mine

 

[Refrain]

I'll go blue

But I'm gonna wait for you

Love interest

 

[Chorus]

I could be better, all that you need

You sing with the sirens drowning in me

I'll tell you the secrets I meant to keep

And carry you home when you fall asleep

Yeah, I could be better, or what you need

And maybe "finally…" will be someday soon

 

Could you be, could you be

Could you be the one to breathe life into me?

Love interest

 

[Outro]

Yeah, I could be better

Or what you need

And maybe "finally…"

Will be someday soon

 

Could you be, could you be

Could you be the one to breathe life into me?

Love interest, love interest, love interest

 

Shoplifters Of The World Unite - The Smiths (My Only Weakness)

 

Learn to love me

Assemble the ways

Now, today, tomorrow and always

My only weakness is a list of crime

My only weakness is... well, never mind, never mind

 

Oh, shoplifters of the world

Unite and take over

Shoplifters of the world

Hand it over

Hand it over

Hand it over

 

Learn to love me

And assemble the ways

Now, today, tomorrow, and always

My only weakness is a listed crime

But last night the plans of a future war

Was all I saw on Channel Four

 

Shoplifters of the world

Unite and take over

Shoplifters of the world

Hand it over

Hand it over

Hand it over

 

A heartless hand on my shoulder

A push - and it's over

Alabaster crashes down

(Six months is a long time)

Tried living in the real world

Instead of a shell

But before I began...

I was bored before I even began

 

Shoplifters of the world

Unite and take over

Shoplifters of the world

Unite and take over

Shoplifters of the world

Unite and take over

Shoplifters of the world

Take over

 

Meaningless Love - Under The Influence Of Giants (Stuck with Joey)

 

I like you better

In any weather

When you're not trying

It's so inviting

I don't deserve you

I can't afford you

Unless you're timeless

 

I wanted to say that I had nothing to do with

The meaning of love

So you can't say that I knew it

I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with

The meaningless loving ahead

 

I find that letter

We wrote together

When time was fearless

Nobody's mistress

I tried to tell you

I can't afford you

Unless you're timeless

 

I wanted to say that I had nothing to with

The meaning of love

So you can't say that I knew it

I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with

The meaningingless loving ahead

 

I wanted to say that I had nothing to do with

The meaning of love

So you can't say that I knew it

I wanted to hide but I had nothing to do with

The meaningless loving ahead

 

Said you can walk with me

You can walk with me

 

You can walk with me

You can walk with me

Oh, oh

You can walk with me

You can walk with me

 

You can walk with me

You can walk with me

(Come sit closer, yeah)

 

You can walk with me

You can walk with me

 

It’s Worth Feeling Empty - 6 Dogs (Joey Sitting In The Back Seat)

 

Pretty Pacc

Worth feeling empty

Inside of tinted Bentleys

Why you always mad at me?

 

Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat

I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi

Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy

Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy

Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly

That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly

Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys

A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty

 

Take a jet to Japan, 'cause you're not in Japan

I hope you move on, but I don't know if you can

I'm riding on the interstate, 'cause I ain't got no plans

I'm just tryna elevate, don't care where I land

That's not it, poison covered lips

I really took a risk when I lean in for that kiss

Can't believe you switched, you say you wanted kids

It all makes sense, poison covered lips

 

I'm sorry I left you, but you left me no choice

After all I've been through, now I'm floating in the void

But I can see the stars now, and they shining so bright

I might cop a new grill, 'cause I can finally

 

Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat

I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi

Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy

Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy

Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly

That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly

Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys

A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty

 

Fine feeling empty, sauce, got plenty

Now I got the recipe, I'm done with the backseat

Fine feeling empty, sauce, got plenty

Now I got the recipe, I'm done with the backseat

I already told you, you should find a new dude

You should find a new dude

I'm racing on the freeway, racks on a new coupe

Trying to forget you

 

I'm sorry I left you, but you left me no choice

After all I've been through, now I'm floating in the void

But I can see the stars now, and they shining so bright

I might cop a new grill, 'cause I can finally

 

Shorty called shotgun, I'm riding in the backseat

I'm always in the backseat, swear it's like a taxi

Why'd you have to play me? I'm done playing happy

Your love was fake, always stuck in your fantasy

Stories end in tragedy, I won't go out sadly

That's all for you, 'cause you treated me badly

Now I'm stacking Benji's inside of tinted Bentleys

A hole where my heart was, it's worth feeling empty

 

It’s Only Sex - Car Seat Headrest (Sex and Love are not the same)

 

[Intro]

The other night, I cried

While thinking of having sex with you

Not out of desire or shame
But some subconscious impulse to feel pain

I wiped my tears on my face and neck
And the backs of my ears and said “Now it’s sweat
Now it’s sweat; it’s sweat now”

 

[Verse 1]

Just to see you

It’s such a treasure

But when I feel you

My flesh yields no pleasure

 

And honey, I’m cultured
I’m very sex-positive
So what is this feeling?
It ain’t so positive

(Oh no)

 

[Chorus]

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it? I like it

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh
What happens if I don’t like it? It’s only

 

[Break]

Okay, so I’ve been reading all the sex blogs
And they all talk about how okay it is to be gay
And straight and bisexual and asexual
And have sex however you like

But I don’t care about hundreds of hypothetical people
And their hypothetical sex deals
I care about me, and my sex deal!
What about my problems?

 

[Verse 2]

Baby, my body
Constantly betrays me
I try to betray it
I only hurt myself, yeah, yeah

 

(It didn’t just singe the hair, it made it straight)

 

[Chorus]

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it? I like it

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it?

 

[Post-Chorus]

It’s only

It’s only sex

It’s only

It’s only sex

 

[Bridge]

(Come on, sexual desire, speak!)

I want to hold you tight
I want to feel your love physically
I want to sleep with you
But only in the literal sense

 

[Chrous]

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it? I like you

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it? It’s only

 

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it? I like you

I can’t tell you if I like it, I like it, oh

What happens if I don’t like it? It's only

 

[Outro]

It’s only sex

(It's only sex)

It's only

(Ooh)

It's only sex

(No, it's not)

It's only sex

(Yeah, it's only sex)

It's only

It's only sex

(I can't tell you if I like it)

It's only

 

Joey - Local H Cover of Concrete Blonde (What About Joey’s Heart?)

 

Joey, baby

Don't get crazy

Detours, fences

I get defensive

 

I know you've heard it all before

So I don't say it anymore

I just stand by and let you fight your secret war

And though I used to wonder why

I used to cry till I was dry

Still sometimes I get a strange pain inside

Oh, Joey, if you're hurting so am I

 

Joey, honey

I've got the money

All is forgiven

Listen... listen

 

But if I seem to be confused

I didn't mean to be with you

And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too

But we got lucky once before

And I don't want to close the door

And if you're somewhere out there passed out on the floor

Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore

 

And if I seem to be confused

I didn't mean to be with you

And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too

But if it's love you're looking for

Then I can give a little more

And if you're somewhere drunk and passed out on the floor

Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore

Angry anymore

Angry anymore

 

Kinda - Brett (A Growing Infatuation)

 

Spinnin' my wheels playin' it back

Pressin' my luck like a drugstore cowboy

Tellin' myself things will look up

Paralyzed clouds over lonesome highway

 

Oooo we could run through the wind like a mustang

Oooo hear your name in a dream and I wake up

 

Talkin' sideways. Coulda fooled me

Kinda wish you were in my arms tonight

If I had my way I'd buy a little time

But it's alright

 

Ridin' shotgun like a movie

Kinda wish I could get you off my mind

Guessin' that might take a little while

But it's alright

 

Easy does it, I've been thinkin'

I could fly into the whiplash lightning

You've been calling and I've been drinking

Feelin' broke down on a lonesome Sunday

 

Oooo we could run through the wind like a mustang

Oooo hear your name in a dream and I wake up

 

Talkin' sideways. Coulda fooled me

Kinda wish you were in my arms tonight

If I had my way I'd buy a little time

But it's alright

 

Ridin' shotgun like a movie

Kinda wish I could get you off my mind

Guessin' that might take a little while

But it's alright

 

The colors change it's not the same

I understand I can't complain

I made my bed I lie awake

Thinking of you

 

(Kinda wish I could keep you off my mind)

(Like you keep me up all night)

 

Wishful Thinking - Duncan Sheik (Wanting Colin)

 

Listen to the waves

Everything communicates

Will it ever be

Anything more than wishful thinking?

 

Oh no, there you go

Looked away and missed the show

How much wasted time will you survive?

 

Feel the blades of grass

How it brings you back

It will always be

Only as green

As you can see

 

Oh no, there you go

Looked away and missed the show

How much wasted time will you survive?

Oh yeah, fooled again

I don't know how and I don't know when

Not much else to blame but wishful thinking

 

Little breakdowns in coastal towns

They come suddenly

Crashing over you

They come easily

I'm falling through the skies

And frozen places

 

Oh no, there you go

Looked away and missed the show

How much wasted time will you survive?

Oh yeah, fooled again

I don't know how and I don't know when

Not much else to blame but wishful thinking

 

And I try to realise that I needn't look any further

The whole of the universe is plain to see

And I try not to rely on another world or the future

The whole of the universe is a mystery

 

And it gets me over

It gets me over you, ohhh

And it gets me over

It gets me over you

 

Somewhere Somehow - Oddnesse (Getting Colin)

 

[Verse 1]

Sometimes I let it go

Sometimes I keep it real

Sometimes I make it up

Sometimes I freak the fuck out

I never know quite what to say

Sometimes I nail it anyway

I never know just what to do

I'm trying to make the best of you

 

[Chorus]

If I had my way

I'd have you right now

I wouldn't wait for someday

Somewhere, somehow

If I had my way

I'd have you right now

I wouldn't wait for someday

Somewhere, somehow

 

[Verse 2]

You look so good in all that power

But you won't mind if I have it back

I thought that you could handle me

But now I see you're just a man

I may not know quite what to say

So let me put it this way:

I do not care just what you do

I know I'll make the best of you

 

[Chorus]

If I had my way

I'd have you right now

I wouldn't wait for someday

Somewhere, somehow

If I had my way

I'd have you right now

I wouldn't wait for someday

Somewhere, somehow

 

Your Love Is An Echo - Aiiso (Colin-colin-colin . . .)

 

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

 

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

 

Slow, with the wind

Fly, now you have what is your heart is an ocean

High, it's a long way down from here

And I never wanted you to go

You needed time, your love is an echo

 

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

Your love is an echo

 

Go, like you mean it

Ride, this feeling

Love, forever

Time, is a river; flow

I never wanted you to go

You needed time, your love is an echo

 

Half-Life - Duncan Sheik (Unrequited)

 

I'm awake in the afternoon

I fell asleep in the living room

And it's one of those moments

When everything is so clear

 

Before the truth comes back into hiding

I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding

To work on finding something more than this fear

 

It takes so much out of me to pretend

Tell me now, tell me how to make amends

 

Maybe, I need to see the daylight

To leave behind this half-life

Don't you see I'm breaking down

 

Lately, something here don't feel right

This is just a half-life

Is there really no escape?

No escape from time

Of any kind

 

I keep trying to understand

This thing and that thing, my fellow man

I guess I'll let you know

When I figure it out

 

But I don't mind a few mysteries

They can stay that way it's fine by me

But you are another mystery I am missing

 

It takes to much out of me to pretend

 

Maybe, I need to see the daylight

To leave behind this half-life

Don't you see I'm breaking down

 

Lately, something here don't feel right

This is just a half-life

Is there really no escape?

No escape from time

Of any kind

 

Come on let's fall in love

Come on let's fall in love

Come on let's fall in love

Yeah

 

'Cause lately something here don't feel right

This is just a half-life

Without you I am breaking down

 

Wake me, I want to see the daylight

Save me from this half-life

Let's you and I escape

Escape from time

 

Come on let's fall in love

Come on let's fall in love

Come on let's fall in love

Please

 

If You Were Here - Cary Brothers Cover of Thompson Twins (Russ’ Struggles)

 

If you were here

I could deceive you

And if you were here

You would believe

But would you suspect

My emotion wandering, yeah

Do not want a part of this anymore

 

The rain water drips

Through a crack in the ceiling

And I'll have to spend

My time on repair

But just like the rain

I'll be always falling, yeah

Only to rise and fall again

 

If you were here

I could deceive you

And if you were here

You would believe

But would you suspect

My emotion wandering, yeah

Do not want a part of this anymore

 

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You - Cary Brothers (Colin’s Worries)

 

I've come to tell you all the truth

Though, you always had the proof of it

 

My arms will grow

Chest expanding

 

Of all the boys you could have landed

Why'd it have to be me?

 

You...can't take my eyes off of you

You...can't take my eyes off of you

 

Wisdom tells me to turn away

Broken once, it's all the same

 

My arms will grow

Chest expanding

 

Of all the boys you could have landed

Why'd it have to be me?

 

You...can't take my eyes off of you

You...can't take my eyes off of you

 

Never Stop - FM-84 (Russ’ Relentless Courting)

 

I wake up every night

Where the dreams are the same

Taken by my fear

With a different face

They can drag me to surrender

I won’t change

 

Chased down by a car

Without a hand at the wheel

Crash into my heart

And I got nothing to feel

And I raise my hands

As daylight breaks the chain

 

All I want to know is

Are we back now fighting from the same side?

All I want to hear is

The sound of your voice on the airwaves tonight

Coz it’s high time we decided

 

Ooh, ooh, ooh we get the feeling it’ll never stop, never stop

Ooh, ooh, ooh, come over and tell me it’ll never stop, never stop

 

I look up to a sign

At the end of my street

Time ain’t gonna heal you

Like you wanted to be

Gonna take you down and

Try to break your skin

See you standing there

At the end of my dream

Come and cut the cord

Pulling at my seams

How’d I get so lost

How did I get so lost?

 

All I want to know is

Are we back now fighting from the same side?

Yeah, all I want to hear is

The sound of your voice on the airwaves tonight

Coz it’s high time we decided

 

Ooh, ooh, ooh, we get the feeling it’ll never stop, never stop

Ooh, ooh, ooh, come over and tell me it’ll never stop, never stop

Ahh you can keep to your track and I would fall back in line

But if I could see you smile, darling I would never stop

Never stop again

 

How’d I get so lost

How did I get so lost.

 

Chorus repeat

 

Never gonna stop

Never gonna stop with you

 

Uncertain Smile - The The (When Colin Smiles)

 

[Verse 1]

Peeling the skin back from my eyes

I felt surprised

That the time on the clock was the time

I usually retired

To the place where I cleared my head of you

But just for today I think I'll lie here and dream of you

 

[Chorus]

I've got you under my skin where the rain can't get in

But if the sweat pours out

Just shout

I'll try to swim and pull you out

 

[Verse 2]

A howling wind blows the litter

As the rain flows

And streetlamps pour orange colored shapes

Through your windows

A broken soul stares from a pair of watering eyes

Uncertain emotions force an uncertain smile

 

[Chorus]

I've got you under my skin where the rain can't get in

But if the sweat pours out

Just shout

I'll try to swim and pull you out

 

Wanting More - Absinth3 (Wanting So Much More)

 

Listen up

I don't wanna fight anymore

And I'd hate to lose

The one thing worth fighting for

 

Don't wanna live forever

No more. no more

Don't wanna live forever

No more, no more

 

I'm feeling something I've never felt before

I'm feeling something when you walk right out the door

I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more

I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more

 

And his eyes are open for you

No more, no more

And the night sky is glowing for you

No more. no more

 

I'm feeling something I've never felt before

I'm feeling something when you walk right out the door

I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more

I'm feeling something when you leave me wanting more

x2

 

You’re Mine - Meiko (Netting The Butterfly)

 

Every time I think of you

My body, it sends me chills

I do it all for you, love

I do it for the thrill

 

I toss and I turn, babe

I won't let you get away

I watch and I learn, babe

Every move you make

 

You're mine, you're mine

I won't let you run from me this time

You're mine

 

We give it all I got

But you're begging me for more

All it took was one shot

Now you're down on the floor

 

You toss and you turn

But you like where you lay

I keep what I earned

And I like it this way

 

You're mine, you're mine

I won't let you run from me this time

You're mine

You're mine

 

Baby Boo - Trevor Something (Rocking Precious)

 

You make it so easy, to fall in love with you

And maybe it's cheesy, but what else can i do

I do it all for you , i do i do i do

I wrote this song for you, oooh

 

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby i love you

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

 

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby i love you

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

 

You've gotta believe me, cause i believe in you

And maybe i mean it, I hope all your dreams come true

I do it all for you , i do i do i do

I wrote this song for you. oooh

 

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby i love you

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

 

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby i love you

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

 

Baby, tell me you'll never leave

You know I'll be forever ever yours

 

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby i love you

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh

 

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby i love you

Yeah baby, you're my baby boo

Oh baby, baby oooh oooh oooh