*sigh*
Forgive me if none of this makes sense because I'm beyond drunk right now. I have played so many games of beer pong that I can't remem ber the number that I've gone through.
Anyway, today was the first time that Iv'e flat out asked a guy if he was gay. It's a long story, but the short version is: he's gay and interested in me (or so the last time I checked which was last night). Well I was very interested in him and we had a date planned for tonight where we were just going to watch a movie and hang out, but he got called into work. But he never responded to my texts I sent earlier so I'm kinda paranoid that maybe something made him lose interest in me. I'm not sure but it bugs the hell out of me because it was the first date I would have had in over 4 months. I don't want to be the type of person tha annoys the hell out of you from the beginning by always wanting to text/talk to you, but I dont want to just sit here and do nothing. I'm sick of being the one to just sit and wait for things to happen. I want to change that and become someone that actually makes those things happen.
But I'm beyond drunk and it's taken me at least 20 minutes to write this and fix my typos and grammar so I'm going to pass out. I just hope my paranoia was for nothing and he really is interested because that really would mean a lot to me.
Good night everyone. And a special goodnight to Bruce
Joe
(Who is so beyond wasted that it's not even funny)
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