I can't go on
I feel so guilty for what I'm about to do. I've bugged everyone aroud me for the chance to prove I can hang with everyone around me. I worked hard and made sacrafices to rise above the naysayers who said I wouldn't last. I had to prove them all wrong and at least give it a try.
I failed.
Still, I'm glad I tried. If nothing else, I can say I hung in there, but in the end, I was way out of my league. Some people even tried to warn me that I wouldn't be able to see this through, but I wouldn't listen. Along the way, there were the antagonists who tried to bait me into failure, but I wasn't paying them any mind.
Finally, after a stubborn, foolish stand, I conceed to defeat. I'm just not cut out for this anymore.
I have to eat meat.
The initial appeal to a vegetarian lifestyle stemmed from watching my stepmom bask in its glory. She takes her commitment so seriously that she even reads the ingrediants on each package to be sure there's no animal by product in it. It was going to be easy, I thought, to piggy back on her diet. But there was something I wasn't counting on.
My insatiable appetite for meat. Any meat. Fish, red meat, chicken, pork....mmmm, delicioius, fatty pork. So, after falling off the wagon for the last time today, I decided that resistance is futile. My dad grilled up some chicken thighs today, and I made him leave the skin on just so I could endulge in an old decadent pleasure that I know is horrible for me.
On top of that, I see that there's a roast defrosting in the fridge. I'm hoping their gonna make it tomorrow so I can trim the fat and put it all on my plate and gobble it all up. Gross, I know, but I can't help that I'm craving meat in thw worst way right now.
Ok, so now that I've completely turned your stomachs, I'll update you all on my story progress:::
I finished two chapters this week. One chapter of Staking My Claim and one of Time In A Bottle. I'm also working on a couple ideas for a short story, as well as a collaberation with some of my favorite authors on the net.
I didn't have a lot of time to write this week. Most of the time I had at home was spent reading Anthology entries and working on reviews. I have to say that I feel really lucky to have been able to help Kitty out with this, and I got to read 14 really good stories in exchange
As I was reading over each entry, I wondered what was in store for each author that submitted stories. Writing 14 reviews isn't easy, but I have to say that the stories I got to read were pretty easy to work with. Of course, it was great working with Kitty, our fearless Anthology coordinator. She works so hard on these anthologies and she deserves so many thanks for all of her effort.
Well, as soon as I get my chapters back from my editor, I'll send them in to be posted. in the meanwhile, Kisses
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