We have all heard the passage. Can recite it blindly, but for those of you who may have been hiding under a rock. The road to hell is paved with good intentions.

I only ever had good intentions. I got confused along the way, but I had just gotten better. And I found myself in hell.

I dont want to be here, I want to be back where crap was good. I want to be back where "heya" gave me a smile.

I've been listening to a song it helped me get over my confusion, then friday night one line reinforced they way things happen in life.

We're just a bunch of little gods causin' rain storms turnin' everything good to rust.

~Wake up by Arcade Fire

Something filled up

my heart with nothin'

Someone told me not to cry.

Now that I'm older

my hearts colder,

and I can see its all a lie.

Children wake up

hold your mistake up,

before they turn the summer into dust.

If the children dont grow up,

our bodies get bigger, but our hearts get torn up.

We're just a million little gods causin' rain storms turnin' everything good into rust

I guess we'll just have to adjust

With my lightnin bolts a glowin'

I can see where I am goin to be when the reaper

he reaches and touches my hand

With my lightnin bolts a glowin'

I can see where I am gowin

With my lightnin bolts a glowin

I can see where I am go goin

You better look out below

I am almost done turning everything to rust