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So is it to late to join?

Black And Red Love that combo ;~}

Welcom to GA as ricky ses there is a lot to read so pleas make your self at home! HAHA I don't know about sort of but ok if you say so... Hy! I'm not insane crazy i'l give you but not insane not yet...

Sound good to me! Cheers!

As much as i wanted to die wen i poet the knife to my skin or wen i looked over the edge something stopped me from jumping and the knife wood not cut in the end i realized that i can't run from the enviable i have to face my misery and problems head on and i am doing just that it is not easy but it brings much joy wen i reach the peek or wen i kill my monster's... So i stopped being sad and being lonely it is not that bad any more because i'm doing something about it.

Welcome to the sunlight ye closet lurker! Ricky is a good righter check out sum of his story's ! Sum other righter's that are good are (J_Ross) and (Little Buddha TW) Are good reads! Any way enjoy!

A curl of the lip is considered a smile in the making Got to be at a cricket match...

I'm going to be around for a bit

Oh I'm chore he will love her Hugs...

Wont ask... Smiles wickedly...

Yes i dos! Stay a way! I mite be wrong but it's a bit to desperate! But thats just me!

Welcome;~}

Cool you look like a nice guy;~}

I can only say that when i was seriously considering it things in my live weren't going so grate (understatement) but non the less when i look back now do feel hesitant to explain what i was feeling at the time but what i will say its not worth it there is all ways a light at the end of the tunnel now to find the switch to flick it on that is hard but doable!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! What ever! Skylights I wood love to see a pix of you You sound like a grate person so pleas post one of your self

I have attempted it but never got past bringing it too my skin then stopped. My conscience dues not have that much to do with it as hope dos as corny as this sounds if i didn't start venting here i wood have dun it... Thanks for lending me your ears to hear my ranting or rather your eyes to read it I was thinking that it's better not to live then to live in isolation never to love never to know love just nothing... but thing got better and i stopped bringing the knife to my skin or looking over the edge for way to long...

WOW! Stunned really speechless!

I know not every one wood but the point i think it makes is that people are more important then things and sum times we forget and we need to think before we act... but thats just me!

Ya not many people do thats mostly because a lot of them is trash but sum are good!

I love cool e-mails like sum that are just there to brighten up a bad day or sum that make you think a bout the things you do or how you do them... Like this one hope You like it made me think... USED vs LOVED: While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions.......sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits...... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, but the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved... During this year, let's be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things are to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself....This is the only day we HAVE.

Most people don't want to see the pains or horror's in society but thy are there and sum times it's in our best interests to be reminded of them so we can change it or at least try but sum feel so uncomfortable or even pained by it that thy don't want to see it. And just with sum words of comfort and understanding can make a huge different in sum ones live i say this because it rocks you to your core wen you here that sum one that you know or love chose to end his or her life because of fear and prosecution, but these story's make you think about maybe you shod take a close look at your friends or family and be loving and understanding for a change it mite make all the difference... Sum people use the Bible as a weapon rather then a guide to love! Thats is just how i see things!

Elves Phoenixes my favorites! Thats cool (Rivendell) Personally i go to one of my favorite places! It's called Crimea It's deep in the mountains and you have too travel a long a small winding path with a mile drop and a bout 4inches to a side from the cliff wall to the car and from the edge to the car. It feels like your going in to a nother world from the dry arid starting point to the valy with streems and trees so thike that you can't see further than 3yards! You can see the unicorn or elf jump out at you! At night you here sounds that are just unnatural!

Blushing! But thanks;~}

HAHA! Well if you consider it too be a bath then.... I'm a bath guy

HAHAHA! We will se