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I am so tired of only dreaming. I want to know how it feels to be free like the birds in heaven, to roam the world like the animals of the plains, to swim in the oceans of life like the fish in the sea. To be free of judgement away from this place and all of its hate. Away from the memories of lies old and new, to be held and to hold without fear of hate and judgement. To be free...

Sitting here, in the land of sun and heat, I gaze upon an evening sky alight with the fire of the setting sun, burning the clouds red and gold. Sitting here, I look upon a world that long ago held me captive in her majesty, but all I see now is the burning fury of the evening sun, glowing red and igniting the sky. A land of dust, of scorched earth, proudly wears life. In me, I see no life. Dust and fire, burning me, scorching life to dust. The fires of my soul flicker and fade

Why You ask me you ask me why I do not love you ask me why I do not change you ask me why I do not feel you ask me why I do not laugh You ask me why you ask me why I do not love the way you love you ask my why I do not change to be like you you ask me why I do not feel the way you do you ask me why I do not laugh when you do I tell you I tell you I love not the same for I love more then you I tell you I change not to be same one other then what I am

What hell has befallen me? It seems nothing matters To be left without reason Without mercy all alone Without love or hope. I wake to wonder and dream, What evils have I done To be so judged and forgotten By eyes once so kind and hands once so gentle? What evil have I committed That love would turn to rage And caring to such great a hate? It is as if all things are a mirror of the past, Or can it be that what was now, is? That what seemed like love was rage And caring was but ha

Drops of pain rain upon a world of hate and lies as I lift my face stricken with grief and cry out into the night as cold as ice rain. Where is my hero to save me from this pain of hate? Where is the love in this world? Yet all that comes in answer to my call in the dead cold of night are cries of hate and terror screeching into life across a world forgotten by love. The cries draw ever closer and closer still deafening in the blizzard of rising hate and I cannot run from the

Just this one wish. Please just once, I wish you could hold me close. Just this once, I wish you could stop the tears and wrap your arms around me. Just this once, I wish your hot breathe could wash over me and drive away the cold. Just before I die, I wish you could feel me, feel my arms wrap around you, feel my hot breathe warm your soul, washing over you, driving away the cold. Just this once, open your heart to save a heart ripped to pieces.

Regret I see you happy and pure without a care in the world shining like the sun in the sky. my eyes long for yours but I know better than to look into them, to fall deep into your soul is to hurt you again. I cry for you at night as the tears fall without restraint my voice catches in my throat for I can no longer call your name my heart is dying from my own foolish rage I have lost one more precious than all the gold on earth One more pure than a flawless diamond shining like gold I cry t

The broken: How can there be love for someone that is broken shattered into small pieces hidden form the world, I bleed from the pieces which used to be my hart never to be seen by eyes of another, tears fall to my cheeks forming rivers of sorrow down my face hidden by darkness, the world will not see the rivers flow deep and strong pain like never before strikes the broken pieces a heart that was broken long a go never to be mended only to feel more pain and longing like a fire burning my min

My words come from with in pleas don't copy them with out asking and if you feel the need or want to talk to me about them don't be shy i don't bite...much

Tonight hearts bleed tonight voices call for love tonight lovers cry for one another tonight bodies lay cold in waiting for love tonight I call and cry for I lay cold waiting for you Tonight a heart brakes tonight a heart bleeds for love tonight a heart is broken cold, alone tonight a heart beats slower, it beats a lone tonight my heart brakes as it bleeds, it bleeds for you tonight my heart is broken cold alone, slower it beats for no one

Tears for a boy… All the tears fall to the earth as if they were made of metal and the earth a great magnet drawing them out of my eyes how can I resist as I feel them burning from the back slowly moving forward across my eyes… My heart I no longer feel for the pain has numbed all feeling from me only when the great magnet that is the earth starts to draw the tears from my eyes there is a feeling where my heart must be even then I wish that it was cut out of its place for the pain it gives me…

In the dark but in the end light streams throe....

A Christin church that is open to gay people

Wow! Cute guys no here... Sexy Eyes pat And Frosty you look grate!!! Cool look Dark One hehe

Nope i' not chore but what can i do lol oh and i just came out to my ant... and now i'm invited to go visit them her and her partner so she can take me to gay church talk to me about being gay lol

The last four weeks of my life have been a living hell... Here go's. My mom walked out on us and my family is falling apart, my sister found out that i am gay, i came out to my one of my best friend, me mom stole all of my money yes all of it lol dad is helping me, he dose not know i'm gay,... But there is one light in the dark i gained a Best friend And that is a short version sigh Ok from the beginning... Mom and three of my friends now ex-friends left the house wile i was away all i got is a text from mom saying good bye and yes i think my mom is involved with one of them sigh... Then a week later the three ex-friends pouch animals from dads ranch dad opens a case at the police mom threatening to turn her self in and confess to it if my dad dose not drop the case my dad still loves my mom so he drops the case all the wile she is not talking to me not one word not even a text My sister and brother in-law is leaving going to my mother my little sister is crying her eyes out she is only 11 and my mother just left here here just like that then i go to the bank to find my mom had sining right to my bank accounts and she drained them all so dad is helping me with a little money until i can get work Then i found out my sister knows i'm gay she confronted me about it and i did not lie about it she was in tears oh and i'm going to hell btw according to her sigh my dad dose not know i'm gay he is very anti gay so i'm not going to tell him any time soon not to mention mom is trying her best to bankrupt the family company and she miss used a lot of the assets of the company My best confronted me about being gay and to my astonishment he is Ok with it operantly he has gay people in his family o btw he hates other gay people but likes me... as a friend strange i know Oh and me going to Uni is out of the question... Ask me about this i will tell you if i like you... Oh and a good friend of mine is going to help me with a job and a place to stay for a wile and the same friend i have come to consider to be a brother and yes he is on GA A grate big thank you to him for being there and helping me and listening to my ranting lol

So i started this thread so you guys can tell me what you think: Do you like it? Do you hate it? Or some were in-between? I want to know what YOU think so pleas tell me

Tired of you ?......HAHA Not going to happen promise lol is there space for one more person to go with you?

Hey Menorain your cute Hey Mr.chris hehe wild hair but it looks cool

LOL at least it's better then vamp boy And besides your cute like that looks like you just got out of bed lol

Hey i just read it it's grate bro i love it, it has really strong feelings to it

The broken: How can there be love for someone that is broken shattered into small pieces hidden form the world, I bleed from the pieces which used to be my hart never to be seen by eyes of another, tears fall to my cheeks forming rivers of sorrow down my face hidden by darkness, the world will not see the rivers flow deep and strong pain like never before strikes the broken pieces a heart that was broken long a go never to be mended only to feel more pain and longing like a fire burning my mind and senses for one that refuses to open his hart to the truth afraid to open his eyes to what can be how can one heart shattered by fear be made hole a gene how can one mend a heart I bleed tears of pain for every day I must suffer alone and without you I fear I will not see the morning of hope in these endless night of pain and suffering come to me save me from the night look past the fear into my eyes and find your courage to fight for love I can not fight for I am lost in a night without the light of lovers I walk looking hoping for you to find me one day and mend this shattered hart were only pieces remain fill the cracks of pain with sweet kisses and dry the rivers of sorrow that run so deep let there be aa end to the endless night one day

Tonight hearts bleed tonight voices call for love tonight lovers cry for one another tonight bodies lay cold in waiting for love tonight I call and cry for I lay cold waiting for you Tonight a heart brakes tonight a heart bleeds for love tonight a heart is broken cold, alone tonight a heart beats slower, it beats a lone tonight my heart brakes as it bleeds, it bleeds for you tonight my heart is broken cold alone, slower it beats for no one I waited a long time to start a topic for Tears for a boy promise i wont do it a gen

Hey i had to remove this and post a link so pleas click the link and you can read it;~} Tears for a boy