Douw

Tonight hearts bleed tonight voices call for love tonight lovers cry for one another tonight bodies lay cold in waiting for love tonight I call and cry for I lay cold waiting for you Tonight a heart brakes tonight a heart bleeds for love tonight a heart is broken cold, alone tonight a heart beats slower, it beats a lone tonight my heart brakes as it bleeds, it bleeds for you tonight my heart is broken cold alone, slower it beats for no one

My words come from with in pleas don't copy them with out asking and if you feel the need or want to talk to me about them don't be shy i don't bite...much

Tears for a boy… All the tears fall to the earth as if they were made of metal and the earth a great magnet drawing them out of my eyes how can I resist as I feel them burning from the back slowly moving forward across my eyes… My heart I no longer feel for the pain has numbed all feeling from me only when the great magnet that is the earth starts to draw the tears from my eyes there is a feeling where my heart must be even then I wish that it was cut out of its place for the pain it gives me…

In the dark but in the end light streams throe....

A Christin church that is open to gay people

Wow! Cute guys no here... Sexy Eyes pat And Frosty you look grate!!! Cool look Dark One hehe

Nope i' not chore but what can i do lol oh and i just came out to my ant... and now i'm invited to go visit them her and her partner so she can take me to gay church talk to me about being gay lol

The last four weeks of my life have been a living hell... Here go's. My mom walked out on us and my family is falling apart, my sister found out that i am gay, i came out to my one of my best friend, me mom stole all of my money yes all of it lol dad is helping me, he dose not know i'm gay,... But there is one light in the dark i gained a Best friend And that is a short version sigh Ok from the beginning... Mom and three of my friends now ex-friends left the house wile i was away all i got is a text from mom saying good bye and yes i think my mom is involved with one of them sigh... Then a week later the three ex-friends pouch animals from dads ranch dad opens a case at the police mom threatening to turn her self in and confess to it if my dad dose not drop the case my dad still loves my mom so he drops the case all the wile she is not talking to me not one word not even a text My sister and brother in-law is leaving going to my mother my little sister is crying her eyes out she is only 11 and my mother just left here here just like that then i go to the bank to find my mom had sining right to my bank accounts and she drained them all so dad is helping me with a little money until i can get work Then i found out my sister knows i'm gay she confronted me about it and i did not lie about it she was in tears oh and i'm going to hell btw according to her sigh my dad dose not know i'm gay he is very anti gay so i'm not going to tell him any time soon not to mention mom is trying her best to bankrupt the family company and she miss used a lot of the assets of the company My best confronted me about being gay and to my astonishment he is Ok with it operantly he has gay people in his family o btw he hates other gay people but likes me... as a friend strange i know Oh and me going to Uni is out of the question... Ask me about this i will tell you if i like you... Oh and a good friend of mine is going to help me with a job and a place to stay for a wile and the same friend i have come to consider to be a brother and yes he is on GA A grate big thank you to him for being there and helping me and listening to my ranting lol

Hey Menorain your cute Hey Mr.chris hehe wild hair but it looks cool

LOL at least it's better then vamp boy And besides your cute like that looks like you just got out of bed lol

Real nice pics bro

Have a good one

HAHA Paya your a hoot

Looking good Jack

Thanks guys (Blushes deeply)

O here is a new picture of me but be gentle on the comments my ego is small

Not cool bro not cool

Really cute dude What were you doing there?

Douw is one of my middle names so that explains it lol hmm i will be changing it to Sienata soon

Hey your cute looking without the shades jay and they are right beautiful eyes

Only two-three most of the time depending how i feel some times 4 they are all big ones and weary fluffy any more would just be to much i need space on my bed

I love Harry Potter read all the books I watched the Twilight series up to the last movie the i got the last book and loved it really good

Welcome to GA! I hope you enjoy your self here The people are grate like the crazy one above me... just joking Nephy!

If you guys can guess then i'l tell you...

I all so have three circles of friends first are Best Friends ( Position open at the moment ) The reason me best friend stabbed me in the back and low and be hold the next one did the same And that is the only thing that would get me to stop being friends with some one... Second is friends it dos not take long for me to make a friend but to trust some one takes a bit of time And as to family i don't get a long with them so... Wat do i look for in a friend? some one how is trust worthy some one how would help me if i am in trouble and some one how would be there fore me to cry on there shoulder and last but not least if your kind and fun to be around i'l consider you and acquaintance or a friend But that's just me