Don't say things like that Nick. I know life can be so cold sometimes, I had my share of problems. I would feel bummed out to if I have had as many surgeries as you. One thing I do know is that you seem like a fighter and no matter what everyhting is gonna be alright, you are going to pull through this.
That's the key, stay positive. You know I read somewhere in your post that Viv, Camy, and I believe Rhawes16 are really good writers. I read Viv's and Rhawes stories and I might say you are right, they are good. I read your first Chapter of What's the difference between me and you? and I might say it caught my eye, I liked it after this post I am gonna read chapter 2, No offense Camy you will be next.
Oh and Nick in case you need it .... here
Anthony