It is difficult you know, very difficult. You have to deal with everything alone and the worst part is there is no one you can really trust. Should you tell or shouldn't you? How would they react? Would they be horrified or would they support you? What about your friends, would they really stand by you, understand you or run from you, like some kind of contamination (Their typical responses- "Aaaaa!!! Gay germs!!!He's gonna rape us. Don’t show your ass to him.")?
I mean being gay is not a choic