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I agree, Mags. Jubal wore himself out in the bast way possible. He needed a place for his joy to play out, and for his relief to be turned into something positive. We need remember he almost passed out in front of Reid hours earlier, so he has been stretched to the limit already, but this kind of effort was good for him... what he needed to calm himself down. I loved that dawn scene, after he collapsed with the door open and his boots on, smelled a spot on the mattress where he thinks he can smell Lucas's scent. That kind of chokes me up, but in a good way. It's what needed to happen. He needed to sleep in a way he hasn't done since the day of Calamity. I love, love, love how you see the doors opening. It is a progression, and Jubal is turning everything over in his head. Yes, he is cautious and hesitant again, and maybe even spooked to a degree, but you can't face fears you don't acknowledge. And like you say, whether he knows it or not, he is tying himself to this place where Lucas resides. Life could be good here... unless something tells him it is time to go. The branch was a little moment, but in my writer's eye, it was symbolic of something else. Glad you mentioned it in the way you did. All of these things he did contributed to that inner peace he so needs... an inner peace he may not have had since Vincent... the last time he had love in his heart. Thank you, my dear friend. I love how engaged you and others are.

Thanks, Craig!

Hello, my friend. We have learned a lot about Vincent, but yeah, there is more we need to know. Jubal's father is a whole other story. He sounds like a petty, mean, bitter man who uses religion like a cudgel. Jubal is such an unselfish person, and it really hurt to write that he didn't believe Vincent was right about him deserving love. That is so sad. If anyone deserves someone who loves him, it is Jubal. He proves that in all the things he does for Lucas. I'm happy you could feel his pride and his joy and his satisfaction. I really wanted that to come through. This chapter just reinforces what we already knew about him. Those insecurities are deeply ingrained... and now that Lucas is going to be okay, Jubal's walls are starting to go back up. What a shame that would be. There's quite a bit left... and you can count on some good for sure. Appreciate you sharing your, as usual, wonderful thoughts, mayday.

Yeah, he really is a perfectionist, isn't he? He wants every thing to be perfect for Lucas, even to the point he made maple caps for the posts. That is a whole other level of caring. The wildings are getting comfortable in that upper pen, so hopefully they'll be back soon. It is Lucas and Jubal's dream, something they both can share in. Reid is proving to be that friend you mention. I think he genuinely likes Jubal, and probably knows he is a man who likes men. Jubal could use more friends. So glad you hear you say such kind stuff about this chapter. Writing a chapter that is all narration takes a lot of care to try not to make it boring. Dialogue allows for showing more than telling, so these kind of chapters make me fret. Thanks, my dear friend.

The whole world looks different when there is joy in our hearts. And yeah, that can translate into energy... I know it does for me. Jubal is definitely creating a home, and as much as it is for Lucas, he can see himself there... even to thinking about hanging coats and such on the new posts, and putting chests on the landing and under the stairs. There is love in all these things he thinks of. We are fools to get comfortable with how things are now, but you're right that it was much worse back then. The level of lawlessness that existed back then meant people could disappear easily, a la Matthew Sheppard. Thanks for the kind words, buddy... and waiting a week just makes you appreciate me more.

Thank you so much for sharing this, yarameb! I have come to love this story and its characters, and I'm so pleased with the reaction Bearpaw has received. Cheers... Gary....

Jubal was a very determined man when he got back to the farm. He had all this joy in him, and he had to find away to let it loose, so he did what he enjoys... making Lucas happy. Once bitten, twice shy certainly applies to Jubal, except we might wonder how many times he's been bitten, as you allude to with the 'rattlesnakes'. I have a little bit of fun mentioning snakes(staring with Sidewinder) in all my westerns. This story is layered, and while I don't expect readers to get them all, it is wonderful when they do. The wildings trusting, but then taking off is kind of a metaphor for Jubal and what he does. You're right, Doc... he is more flighty than those wildings. Is there a cure for that? Thanks, my friend.

Replenished? Yeah, Kris... good word for what Jubal did in this chapter. He burnt himself out doing so, but he finally found some moments of absolute peace when he woke. It was such a beautiful thing to experience when I wrote this one. He does have his dreams, but he keeps them tightly in check. He expects nothing for what he does... for what he does out of love... and that is beautiful too. I'm so pleased you loved this chapter. It was entirely narration with no dialogue, and those are the hardest for me to try and get right. Cheers and thanks, my friend.

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