Did you know I am a licensed farrier? Just saying....
You get Jubal exactly... and I will add that he doesn't dare say he loves someone... another man. I think, because of how he thinks about Vincent always being straight with his words, he is capable of saying how he feels... if he thought it was safe. Sad, isn't it?
So yeah, he is doing it in the only way he can. He builds and creates and frets over how it will make Lucas feel. It can truly be hard for us, even now, because there is danger around many corners. We are still seen by many as wrong, so of course it affects how open and forthcoming we can be, and that spills over into the rest of our lives.
You sound very talented, my friend, and I appreciate you showing that and some of yourself to us. What you say about time and what Jubal is doing is beautiful... for nothing more than a smile... yep, that is Jubal, and that is unconditional love. Thank you for this, buddy. I think we would be great friends if we were neighbors.