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    I found some really heart-warming and sexy gems on Nifty. I also found some that are hot, taboo, but sweet, and you can imagine my internal struggle.
     
    Should I post about them? Like Vlog or Blog about them? On the one hand, it could be fun. On the other hand, it might not be entirely welcome. I'm reading a lot of romantic and raunchy crap and I'm easily roused. The feelings are driving me up the wall.
     
    Any inputs are welcome.
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    My friend Edgar.
     
    I love my friend Edgar to bits. He's this adorable fluffball of a dweeb witha stretchy, elastic face who makes me smile whenever I visit. It all started with him being my fan over that ONE comic I made of PewDiePie. Since then, we trade creative juices whenever we can. (OH MY GOD, THAT SOUNDS DISGUSTING)
     
    And we wound up bonding over a lot of things: relationships (he has a girlfriend but hates vaginas), inspirations, aspirations, and being idiots. We eve strut around his room in our underwear. And he lets me squeeze him and nom his face. So nom...
    He also appreciates a real sexy man. I mean, he has a folder of hot guys, but also hot girls.
     
    I won't post his picture just so I can protect his identity, for now.
     

    But one thing always bugs me.
     

    HOW THE FUCK IS HE STRAIGHT?
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    So I have a new-found respect for drag queens since the summer started, where I first discovered RuPaul's Drag Race.
     
    I'll be honest: I was scared of drag queens back then. Not because they'll rape me (like some of my friends claimed), but more because they were loud and flamboyant (which my family taught me to, well, hate).
     
    But watching drag queens for the first time at RuPaul's Drag Race made me realize they were people of comedy (and drama). And were like actors, really. I know, being from the Philippines, I should be more accustomed to drag (some drag people here are straight as a nail, but that's more because of the competition. You'd be surprised how all-out they get.)
     
    I'd do a vlog about it, but my webcam is shit and my camera isn't the best. But I digress.
     
    I'm a late bloomer but now I stalk a few drag queens on social media (well, follow. I can't really stalk unless I'm in the locker room with the baseball team. That's another story.). I also enjoy this wonderful music video: (In the Spoiler)
     
     
     
     
    So yeah, thanks to RuPaul, I learned to see drag queens in a new light. I'll go wave my rainbow flag higher now.
    WOOOOOOOOH!
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    I'm back, getting my creative juices flowing and trying to earn discreetly online.
     
    A lot has been happening at home and it's been driving me up the wall. It hasn't been the most pleasant experience and it makes me sad that I've been on and off with all my projects mainly because I'm in hiding with my family.
     
    But, I refuse to just stop and give up. I keep holding onto these little bits of myself that I feel matter. In the society I'm in, creativity is a waste of time most of the time. It's rather half-assed. I'd like to believe in the potential of a creative and adaptive mind.
     
    I'm definitely brooding something personal. Fights and arguments with my folks just fuel this fire to just be better than all of them, and hopefully step on them when the time comes. I've lost most sympathies for them, which I didn't plan and yet can't help but feel.
     

    So I came back with a few story updates. I'd been revising the flow and pacing for some of them, so I hope they're to your liking. I posted updates to my long-running series A Frigid Grasp and His Happiness. So have a read and enjoy! I'm aiming for weekly updates so please follow the stories if you enjoy them.
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    I'm going to visit my pal in another not-so-faraway city and stay only for a few hours, cramming what I can with him because of mutual time restraints. Sound hectic? Definitely.
     
    If I can I'd be doing a podcast or a vlog, then a quick Let's Play of a Dating Sim which I hope will come through smoothly.
    Getting this all done to gather resources for editing into videos. Also I'm gonna make sure he sees some of my written works. Should be a fun day tomorrow. SHOULD BE.
     
    It's really hard to manage a webcomic, a Youtube channel, and a blog, and writing all in one go when your family is so against you writing, drawing, and being gay. Even harder when you still believe in God and doubt yourself and half of everyone you meet.
     
    I need therapy.
     
    But maybe after I execute my evil plan of succeeding in life doing my passion of creating things.
     
    But that aside, I should probably start a more customized blog soon, but might have to settle for the cheaper ones that let you code. I know blogspot is a bitch but they let you mess with the interface code. It's either that or Tumblr. I'd also have to plan what tags to use for easy navigation, and see which one can at least let me earn or improve my YT Channel earnings.
     
    I'm plotting too much.
     
    Time to nap.
     
    Bye.
     
    If you have any questions, let me know. I'll get back to you. Thanks for reading my lunatic ramblings.
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