Mikiesboy

Thanks very much AC. i'm glad it worked. Thanks for everything.

may not be that different .. i have days like that too ... i like my job, but i dont like the increasing pressure they put on us. xoxo thanks Reader

thanks Reader, but i felt very weak this morning .. when i felt panicked and afraid.

thanks Thorn.. i'm glad we're friends too xo

i'm gonna shut up for a while.. cuz i cannot stand myself.. i'll go and read something. xoxox

i cant get out of this damned chair to get a bowl of cereal.. wtf is that?

brb replying to MIchael ..

i dont understand, Sir i hate this about myself.. i hate my own weakness

Traitorous Mind What to do with a broken mind? How do you get through a day? People look and see nothing wrong with you Yep, just faking it I say Take a nap, and you’ll feel better Pop a pill, write a book Stop whining, won’t you please? In the mirror I dare not look. For in there I see what you do not the melting face and screaming fear I hide my pounding heart and I gasp for missing air Mirror reflects the monster; me How do you get through a day? Just wait for the magic to work.

Have a good day, Sir.

thanks, Sir

yes, it is mega fun! if i wasnt here talking to you guys.. i'd be rubbing my hands together and staring out the window for hours...

these are good.. i like the centre right one ... i am loving who i really am at the moment .. too terrified to get up .. stuck and i know i need to eat a bit but i cant get up... not yet.

i'm trying .. i feel really guilty when i'm off, especially for mental health reasons, like it's not really a reason. i am trying to calm myself. when i'm stressed it rub my hands together.. so i try to type instead

oh god i hate them. people with them should be forced to wear some electrical notification.. and be given a nice Zap everytime the damn alarm goes off

i managed a coffee ... i may work on pants next

i would like to go to work cuz i think it would be quieter ... the constant noise is driving me crazy ... screen door squeaking .. something on someone's balcony constantly banging. and just the sound of the wind itself...

i'll be around .. starting new meds ... doc would like me to take a week. Michael said this morning, Were you not with me yesterday? Did you not HEAR the doctor? A week.. but in your case a day!! Cuz you're superboy!! (He's a bit frustrated with me cuz i said i should go into work) No, today, you chill, read, write, watch TV, nap, but from home. Christ, tim!! 😕

@mollyhousemouse a motivational pun.. a GROANER!!

so far the only thing on this i've managed to do is not stab anyone.

Why your cat is not a psychopath.

impetus noun | IM-puh-tus Definition 1 a : a driving force : impulse b : incentive, stimulus c : stimulation or encouragement resulting in increased activity 2 : the property possessed by a moving body in virtue of its mass and its motion — used of bodies moving suddenly or violently to indicate the origin and intensity of the motion You already have plenty of incentive to learn the origin of impetus, so we won't force the point. Impetus comes from Latin, where it means "attack or assault"; the verb impetere was formed by combining the prefix in- with petere, meaning "to go to or seek." Petere also gives us other words suggesting a forceful urging or momentum, such as appetite, perpetual, and centripetal. Impetus describes the kind of force that encourages an action ("the impetus behind the project") or the momentum of an action already begun ("the meetings only gave impetus to the rumors of a merger").

i'm gonna say good night now.... Reader i hope you can sleep through this noise.. see you all tomorrow.

Oh He finds these shows online .. and these people are morons.