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This is my week to work 7-4 so i’m work then working a catering gig with brother-in-law. So busy busy. Steve and i are spending Sunday together. So should be a good weekend. So how about the rest of you?

Good Sirs and DiC friends Good morning, I hope you all have a Peaceful Saturday and a productive Weekend. we all need positive thoughts so here is one:

tim good poem ... glad you are felling better. take care of yourself.

Good Sirs and DiC friends Good morning i hope you have a great Friday - Something to think about

Good Sirs and DiC friends Good morning, I hope you all have a Great Thursday.

Michael Sir very great news - thank you

Excuse me Good Sirs and DiC friends. the “lost” have been found - spoke with Steve and we are much better. When moving he lost his phone book so had wait until he got home to contact me. We had supper so all is well. Thought i would share so GOOD news. how is your day going? molly i hope you get better it’s heck being sick.

But we love our writer geek - well done.

molly sorry to hear you are sick it is that time of year. The company is nice to let you work from home. So take care of your self.

The sad thing is i have heard nothing from anyone. No one has return my calls. i went by his house again yesterday and nothing. this may sound morbid but i have check the obituaries in case something terrible happen. his family owns a Funeral Homes and he did mention he had it all plan out. So the only thing i can do is wait. so following the original plan. So focused on the things i can change. Trying to ignore the what if’s the why’s and the silence. thank you MacGreg Sir, and i hope things are going good for you. rick

Good Morning Good Sirs and DiC friends. I came across this quote: “Listen and silent are spelled with the same letters. Think about that” nothing happens in your life without a reason or a life lesson. So taking this to heart. Letting go of the unknown and staying focus on the task at hand. So how is your day going?

Need to get out of my funk and need to start now sharing this we all need to remember this

So far yes so far checking with other neighbors also checking video tape we have.

Need eggs

Still nothing - it’s hard to fight silence - so waiting till next week. My head says patience but my heart has other ideas. The drinking i never have and never will - my father was a drunk and i vowed never to drink. thank you for you good thoughts and well wishes.

tim trying to stay warm it’s 18f this am - my car on the other got 3 chicken eggs all over it. So frozen egg at 5 am is not fun - so frozen egg anyone?

molly well done

Starry thanks for the good energy.

Starry glad the inspection went good. Here it’s 48f wet

Michael Sir, yes i have thought of getting the police involved but trying to get a hold of ex wife and his Son left messages for both of them. i also went by his house but no activity. since Sunday has been our day i’m hoping he would contact me today. Last plan is sending a registered letter to his mailing address. As painful as this is if this fails then it will be time to walk away. i need to move forward with or without him. spent time this am focused on things i can change and this is the plan. It has to be this way. Thank You Michael Sir! For your Good Advice as always.

Take it easy and follow Doc orders and take care of yourself.

Thanks tim but i have used every number, email address and every contact i have for him. I even went by his house and sat for a few minutes. I just have to wait no other choice. the not knowing hurts. I email a morning and evening message like before and make sure i put my phone number in it. Like i said all i want is a message. Something as simple as that would help. tim thank you for you concerned and you and Michael Sir that care.

Mia - a bomb has dropped into my life and the pieces are everywhere. i have not heard or spoken to someone very special to me. i last spoke to this person in the rehab center last Friday.he had knee surgery and we made plans for Sunday which was our normal day. Then my world changed went to the rehab Center and no friend / lover no word no message. Damn rules that won’t help me I’m not family. Went out to car and fell apart wondering what happen. Made a few phone calls and again that blasted brick wall. Did all the normal stuff / phone / email / went by his house nothing no reply no contact. nothing answered - no messages - no social contacts and this silence is killing me. Trying to move forward but my heart won’t let me. My head tells me it’s ok he will Call or message me .. still waiting and that is killing me. Working on the things i can change but that only last only so long. I dread that time after midnight when those voices and doubts come to mind. With the what if’s? The why? The self doubt and this is just as bad as the not knowing. My place is to be there for him but i’m not and this is killing me. All i ask for is a message ? a call an email so many simple things we all take for granted. That one small deed would break this brick wall. So if you have a special someone hug them tell them you love them. You just never know. added Sunday - how do you fight silence? Update Tuesday came across this quote: “Listen and silent are spelled with the same letters. Think about that” nothing happens in your life without a reason or a life lesson. So taking this to heart. Letting go of the unknown and staying focus on the task at hand update Wednesday Good News - the brick wall has been destroyed Steve is home now and we are having supper. When he was moved his phone book was lost and that is the reason he didn’t call. We have spoken and we are stronger than before. Just wanted to update everyone.

Wonderful thoughtful poems tim. i feel the sadness in them. Why is it we always hurt the ones we love. Well done. Thanks for sharing them.

Excuse me Good Sirs and DiC friends this is a hard message to write. It has been 1 week since i have had any contact with Steve. Went to rehab center on Sunday and he was gone. They wouldn’t give me any information on this due to HIPPA rules. No email / social contacts nothing not even a phone call. I have been by his house a few times. Trying to focus on things i can change. Made a few calls to hospitals / rehab centers but again HIPPA rules and They unable to give out any info. What’s hurting the most is the not knowing. my place is to be with Steve giving support. this has been the longest week. Please hold your love ones and tell them you love and care about them. thank you Sirs and DiC friends.