S.L. Lewis

Poor baby. And it's not my fault that I like to encourage people to explore their creative side. I still can't wait to read what you write, and my offer still stands. You've already helped me quite a bit with my stories. And yes, thank God for Coffee! I personally have been up since 6, 5:30 to 6 was in a sleep caused haze, so it doesn't count. It's now 7:23 and I'm heading off to go food shopping soon. Yay. *hear the sarcasm* Oh! Editing of pointless smut! Yay! Ah! It's a pleasure to getting to know you to, dear! I hope you can get some sleep. If anything, take a nap early in the morning, before 2 preferably, and then try to get some sleep tonight. I hope things work out with you. And look, I have sweet friends!

*snickers* That's why I drink herbal. I can't stand the taste of regular tea unless it's uber sweet. Like my cousin says "Would you like some tea with that sugar?" I'm gonna go with Gary here. TMI. Makes my pathetic life seem even more pathetic. Sex life? What sex life? Oh, love chamomile, but I prefer to drink it when I have my clover honey. Tastes better in my opinon. I'll have to agree with you on the starbucks iced coffee. I still don't like to buy it though.

Thank you. And I know what you mean. For now, I'm going to start offering my services for those who need a beta/editor. I've actually started to write the story. I've had to pull out her journals though to get the right...I guess you can call it voice.

I started to read GaryInMiami's post, Weird Night, and some how it we started to talk about why I write male/male stories. the conversation turned out to say (I'm in the pink while Gary is in the weird purple): I go on to thank him and what not. I have started to write such a story, which I'm finding is indeed theraputic for me. I post this so that anyone else who has faced this type of lose knows that they are not alone out there. I'll post the link for when I post the story here, in my blog, for those who want to read it. Or is you want, just leave a commet or pm me and I'll drop you a note.

If anything, right now, I'm going to write out my outline for the story and possible find another editor for it if Jason won't or can't do it for any reason. So maybe. Be my beta for when I finally get to writing it, if anything?

I'm not that surprised personally. Making those so often must be, not only annoying but boring.

*snickers* Sounds like you virtually live off of coffee and I suppose your body has gotten used to the caffiene in coffee, which makes it so that you don't really have any affects from it.

It does and thank you for your admiration. As to me writing it, I'm thinking I might write a one shot of it, but it will be slow coming out since it's such a touchie subject with me. Thank you for your words. They mean a lot.

Got to pimp this video. A wonderful friend has posted a wonderful video for me and my story that I'm writing called 'A Butterfly's Dream.' So, please, please go watch and review. A Butterfly's Dream Video by prettybitc2006

I think you might be the first one who can't stand the smell of coffee.

*snickers* *hugs* I prefer ginger peach tea when it comes to peach.

Thank you. Like I posted above, some day perhaps, when I'm able to face my demons in peace.

You're very welcome, Gary. Warning: I'm about to get a bit personal down below. When a story like this is written by a woman, it usually turns out to be longer and usually has more emotions coming from the guys. No insult to the male authors out there, but that is my feelings and my experience. Sex wise, they tend to lean towards the one shot smut, or rather on the romantic side if any. Now, the reasons why I haven't written lesbian or bi woman leaning towards men, is because at the time that I started to write stories like this, I was bi leaning towards men. Since then, it has changed. Okay, let's break this down into lez and bi. Bi: Like I said, I am bi, and I used to date predominatly men. Those relationships really screwed up my mind, my emotions and my self confidence. In fact, I do have a story that is based off of my experiences with both sexes in the works, but it will take me time to get to actually writing it. It just hits to close to home right now and I'm not quite ready to face those demons. Lez: Not quite as bad as Bi, but still something that I'm not quite ready to undertake, but for different reasons. I had a friend who was lez and had found a friend on the net. Needless to say, she meet the person. She ended up raped and found out that since it was another woman who did it, the police were cold to her. She commited suicide and the case is now a cold case. So, a bit to close to home. Maybe one day, I'll face that lose and write a story about it. To sum it up, it's not that I don't want to, it's because I can't right now. To many fresh memories and still open wounds. When I type 'No actual pairings,' I mean that the story has no pairings. They don't help the plot, so they aren't there. If you take CJ's fic Let the Music Play, that is a pairing fic. There is a couple in the main plot. But if a story without any pairing with the main character, but there are pairings, I would classify that as a side pairing. No pairings at all means just friends, family and others. Yes, I agree with that there is something erotic when an author leaves your imagination to do the work. I do, on occasion, do straight forward sex scenes, but those are usually me scratching an itch and practicing my smut writing skills. I have one book that I am writing with a wonderful friend. Her name is GypsyBitch on here and she's here because of me. The book is composed mostly of sex, but that's because it's supposed to. Anyways, my one shot 'My Cousin and I' has a hint of sex where originally it was supposed to have smut. It all depends on the story and the person writing it. I will read and write sex as long as it fits personally. I hope that I got everything to your satisfaction.

I love my mixed drinks personally. Blow jobs, Sex on the Beach, Screaming Orgasam. And yes, they are al drinks, but its hard to find a good bartender who knows how to make them. I also like rum, vodka, tequilla from Mexico, occasionally scotch, beer, and on occasion a White or Black Russian. You are OC about your coffee man! But then again, I'm OC about my mixed drinks. You are addicted if you're still drinking coffee. I once worked at Wendys and after I left I couldn't stand their food for months after. I love dark roast coffee, but much prefer medium roast. And with my flavored coffee, I prefer to try various types, but stick to Chocolate/Hazelnut mix. Yeah, yeah, tease me. Anyways, it makes me drool at the thought of a good cup of coffee.

Okay, first of all for those who don't know what I mean by male/male stories, what I mean when I say male/male stories, I'm talking about those stories that have a homosexual theme to them, even if there are no actual pairings. Now, for the why I write male/male stories. I found myself at first writing stories with a mix of homosexual and straight couples. After that I found that I couldn't stand do straight couples without getting bitter about my own relationships so I switched to homosexual stories and found that I enjoyed reading and writing them better than straight fiction. As to how, I have many, many friends who have been willing to help me write them. It also helps that my earliest memories include a family friend who died when I was younger. We still have his blanket. He was a sweet man and gay. Also, I read many, many stories before I even tried to write them. It's gotten to the point that I know what to write, and what not to write when it comes to them. By the way, wonderful question dear.

Yay!! I can't wait to see what happens. *bounces around* For now though, I'll read LTMP.

That is so true. Maybe one day, I will write a girl/girl story. Maybe. For now, I'll stick to my male/male stories.

*high pitched, slightly squeaky laugh due to cold clogging sinues* Okay, I'm done, really I am. For the lesbian/bi girls out there, six should be: 6: Instead, think about the hot cheerleader/doctor/ect that is ready to pom-pom/examine/ect her way into your heart, and onto your body. *drools* Now I need a cold shower...*walks off muttering*

I should just name this thing, "What's your favorite drink" at this rate. Anyways, I can't really take the taste of orange juice, unless in a alcholoic drink. Milk shakes, again, it needs to be mixed, otherwise I can't stand it. I don't know why, but that's the way I am. I suggest you show him how to for when he has friends around. That way he can't squirm his way out of it. I did that and I still snicker. Hey, if I have to have cream soda for when my friends around, they better know how to make coffee for me.

I only go on my binges once a month or so, then I don't touch it for another month. I can't stop drinking tea, since it's healthier than soda or some of the juices that I like. I actually lost a bit of weight since I've cut out most of my soda and flavored drinks intake, while keeping my tea and coffee intake at a low pace. It just depends on what I want at the time.

Thanks for telling me. And I hope that it will to. From the subtle hints at the subject, I think it will be a good story that hits where it should.

That's more than I was looking for. I was actually wondering if it was posted or not really. Yes, the caffine as finally kicked in and I can actually concetrate. I'm glad that you and Tim worked things out and I hope that you both can continue to work together properly.

*cackles insanely* I go on binges where I drink tea or coffee for most of the day. Caffine doesn't really affect me that much now days, except to help me calm down and focus. It's the next best thing to taking pills for my ADD. *note to self: start poll on metal/physical problems authors contend with while writing* Anyways, I know how you feel with drinking something before going to bed. I do that all the time and I will continue to do so. Mostly because it lets me focus on something and putting my thoughts down for the night.

I originally voted that I won't touch it unless it's been licensed, but now that I think about it, I'm actually a mix. If a friend has a rare, and I mean rare, mix of a song or a song that I've been looking for, and they are willing to share, then yes, I'll keep the file. But only because it's a pain in the ass any other way to try to get it. I still think piracy is wrong and shouldn't happen.

Black? Can't stand it black. And another herbal drinker! *hugs* I don't really use honey since I have a habit of breaking out with the cheaper kind. I think it has to do with the flowers that are used. I prefer using clover or sunflower honey.