S.L. Lewis

Er...why is something taboo, but one part of it is alright? Your opinon.

As it is I can barely withstand het stories, I can't imagine reading Male to Female incest my self. And the father/son incest, I do admit makes me twitch, but there are some pairing that are my secret pleasure, but that's for fanfictions only. But then again, that's just me. *looks around* *squeals happily* I have hit 100!!

Congrats to the goat who likes to post a lot. I'm actually just starting to read the stories, but they seem really, really good.

Hey! We've fought long and hard for those social freedoms. Let us enjoy it. Anyways, it's true. We've gone from slaves and what not to where we are now, free, but with some problems that we're still trying to work out. It's a stagger process. We have a couple of decades of good change, then we stagger and fall to the ground only to pick our selves up and continue on our way. (I can't believe I've used a metaphor for this.) Right now, we're staggering in our steps and it's because of some bad decisions that were made. And, Kevin, quite frankly, neither do I and they are. Just at what seems like a snails pace. Rose

This was a point brought up in my Incest thread by FrenchCanadian. They wrote: My opinon is because that's the way most people were raised. Coming from an American female, the US has a history where the male was always right, and the woman was nothing more than a pretty decoration that took care of house, husband and children. It's still affecting us now.

You know.... That question should really be turned into a thread... *bounces off to think that over.*

My upcoming writings. My Hiding Story: It's a working title. This is for the first Anthology "Living in Shadows." It will be completed before any others. I have a general idea for what I want to do with the other three, but nothing solid. A male hides himself from others while still being in front of them. He finally finds some one else who is hiding, right next to him. That is a working summary. I'll work on it later. Characters Canara/Cheytan My one shot series. Some are connected, but mostly aren't. The pairings/main characters are: Whiskey/Brandywine: My cousin and Me: Almost done. I just want to work out the actual sex that was requested for. I don't want it to overwhelm the story. That would be bad. Ichigo/Whiskey: My Taboo Want (working title) Ichigo/Brandywine: A Strawberries Herb (WT) Ichigo/Alex: Have no idea Ichigo/Leand Ichigo/Lien Icigo/Micheal Ichigo/Rapehal Brandywine/Alex Brandywine/Leand Brandywine/Lien Brandywine/Micheal Brandywine/Rapehal Whiskey/Alex Whiskey/Leand Whiskey/Lein Whiskey/Micheal Whiskey/Rapheal Alex/Rapheal Alex/Leand Alex/Lein Alex/Micheal Raphel/Micheal Rapehel/Leand Leand/Micheal They are mostly reqests for those two characters to interact with each other in some way. I only have a couple of solid ideas right now for a couple. I'll keep you updated on them. A side story to my story The Moons Journey with Cho and Hanami. I'm still poking at the idea for this one. I know that it won't come out until I re-write the next few chapters of the story.

Yays! I can't wait to read it, I really can't. With me, it's a one shot, but part of a series I suppose. I'll explain what's what once I get it posted. *bounces off to write*

I have three songs to contribute this time. It Only Hurts When I Breath Hope life's been good to you since you've been gone I'm doin' fine now-- I've finally moved on It's not so bad-- I'm not that sad I'm not surprised just how well I survived I'm over the worst, and I feel so aliveI can't complain-- I'm free again Chorus:And it only hurts when I'm breathing My heart only breaks when it's beating My dreams only die when I'm dreaming So, I hold my breath--to forget Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night There's no need to worry, I'm really all right I've never looked back-- as a matter of fact Repeat Chorus It only hurts when I breathe Mmm, no, I've never looked back-- as a matter fact Repeat Chorus Hurts when I'm breathing Breaks when it's beating Die when I'm dreaming It only hurts when I breath Don't Don't! Don't you wish we'd tried? Do you feel what I feel inside? You know our love is stronger than pride No! Don't let your anger grow Just tell me what you need me to know Please talk to me -- don't close the door Cause' I wanna hear you, Wanna be near you (Chorus:) Don't fight! Don't argue you! Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry Just let me love you Don't turn me away -- Don't tell me to go Don't! Don't give up on trust Don't give up on me -- on us If we could just hold on long enough We can do it! We'll get through it! (Repeat Chorus) Don't pretend that it's okay Things won't get better that way Don't do something you might regret someday Don't! In Anothers Eyes By Garth Brooks Garth)In another's eyes I'm someone who Loves her enough To walk away from youI'd never cheat I'd never lie In another's eyes yeah, yeah (Trisha)In another's eyes I can do no wrong And he believes in me And his faith is strong I'd never fall Or even compromise In another's eyes (Together)In another's eyes I'm afraid that I can't see (Garth)This picture perfect portrait That they paint of me (Together)They don't realize And I pray they never do' Cause every time I look I'm seeing you In another's eyes (Garth)In another's eyes Starin' Back at me I see a sinkin' soul Tryin' desperately (Trisha)To turn the tide Before it dies In another's eyes (Together)And what they don't see Is killing me It's a blessing and a curse That love is blind' Cause in another's eyes I'm afraid that I can't see This picture perfect portrait That they paint of me And they don't realize And I pray to God they never do' Cause every time I look I'm seein' you (Garth) In another's eyes (Trisha) In another's eyes (Together) In another's eyes All three songs are very sentimental to me. I used to listen to them with a wonderful friend.

Thanks you two. It's been two years since then, and now, as they say, it's bitter sweet memories for me. Though, me and Micheal still stay in conntact and I was sent something that Alex (my friend) had nearly finised for me, so I have something to remember him by.

I will. Promise. Give me a couple of weeks to finish writing and posting it. I'm working on my anthology submission, that is if I'm not to late.

YAY CJ!! YOU ROCK! Okay, now that I'm done with that, I'm celebrating the memory of the first time I meet some one who turned into a lover, then later a wonderful friend. Unfortunately, I lost him nearly two years ago to a senseless death. He left behind me, his family and his wonderful boyfriend who I have a great friendship with. Rose

Ummm....*pours cold water over Razors head* Down boy. Anyways, I can't help but thank everyone who voted and responded to this. It gave me a pretty good idea of people out there are looking for along with what they aren't. Thank you every one. Once more, more responses are always welcomed but not demanded.

I am a member of Fight OUT Loud. Their mission statement: I just got a message. I think this should be put out, but I'm not quite sure where to put it, so for now, I'm going to put it here. Shooting of Gay CA Student Officially Labeled a Hate Crime

Alright, in the spirit of keeping this thread alived, I'm going to list my fav vids. Since it was never really specified what types of vids, I'll just add my favs:

I had a moment, where I saw him and I suddenly shouted 'GAY IDOL! GAY IDOL!' before cackling madly.

I can't do rape anyways. I will mention it in my stories, or have my characters rp it out in some of my BDSM stories, but I won't do any actual rape. It makes me shudder and remember things best left in the dark recess of my mind. Though...my friend has already offered to tear apart my story before I send it off to moonwolf (since I'm so horrible with real names). *pouts* You didn't say if you would read the incest or not.

I remember this video. It was really cute, and it imparted a very important message.

So...I'm feeling a bit off lately. I was raised Christian, but was told to keep an open mind to things outside of what I was being taught by my family. There was one thing that I did hear that my family never really spoke about. Being a Christian while being Bi, Gay, a Lesbian or Transgender. All I ever heard was that it wasn't possible; that God hated those who weren't straight because it wasn't natural. I finally figured out I was bi with a leaning towards women when I was 16, so for the past 7, 8 years, I've tried so hard to figure out what was truth and what was lies. It turned out to be a dangerous journary into my own thoughts, my heart, my soul, the bible, books, and the internet. It's taken me this long to find even one site that supports those who are GLBT and show them that yes, God does accept them. During that time, I've learned that many Christians are just using their faith as a cover for their prejudiceses and will continue to do so, no matter who it hurts, including the Christian religion. I've also learned, that no matter what happens, I'm still me, just with a different sexuality, and I'm still Christian. I'm still loved and I want to put out the site of Whosoever Magazine for those who need this to. Whosoever Magazine Dear God, Forgive Me For Not Being Gay

I'm going to have to agree with Graeme here on the moving issue. I personally moved from where I had some serious connections so I could stay close to my mother because she needs me right now. Its a pain to move and unless you have some one you know who is willing to help you out and let you stay at their place until you find one of your own, not to mention a job, you're screwed in the money department. Since the economy is seriously messed up, it's harder to find a job for those of us trying to get back into it after an extended time away. Even if that time was only a few months while moving or something else.

I just read this, and wow. I can't help but think about how prejudice the American people are still if this happens. Makes me frown and want to shoot some one...maybe.

I'm going to have to say that even with the threats and what not, it's better to be your self then to live a lie just because someones got a pole stuck up their....well...you know.... I live in one of the most backwards town in Arizona. We accept Mexican immigrants and illegals, but we can't accept a gay person. We look at the person like their some type of freak. Me, I'll come out to my family and I won't deny that I'm bi, but I won't spread it around. That and I'll head up to Pheonix for my fun. Better yet, I'll drive six hours, visit my friends and Gypsys, which is a wonderful little gay bar. But again, it's six hours away.

I would continues an authors work BUT, and this is a big but, only if I knew/had the following: 1) The permission of the author that should they die, I would be allowed to continue to write the book for them. 2) I knew what they wanted in the way of the plot. 3) I knew their characters well, this way I don't screw them up. 4) I knew the authors writing style so that I can continue on with it or as close as possible. Thats the ONLY way I would do it. Even though though it's still iffy for me.

Oh nonono! I don't do adult/under age. If I have an adult, they get to wait until their other half is 18. I...may say something about an underage relationship, but thats more of a "He wants him, but he's underage, so he's going to try to keep his hands off" and all that. I do have one story, but me and my friend, C.M. are going to publish it and originally...it was an rp to develop our characters. It just kinda...turned into a book. And he's of legal age in Japan where our characters are right now. Okay...off topic. Sorry. Thank you for voting though.

Okay...so long list of movies that I like. The Wicker Man: Mind bender something fierce. I first saw this with my mom because she wanted to buy it. I did not regret it once. It stars Nickolas Cage and on the dvd you get an slternate ending not seen in theaters. It seriously screws with ones mind. M. Night Shyamalans The Village: Must I say this? Its a mind bender and with the twist at the end, it makes you sit there and scratch your head on how exactly it all came about. But it's so good. The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer: It's a movie that is...on the side of the next movie that I'm about to list. But it has death, disappearences, a house that is alive and betrayal. Got to love it. Stephen King's Rose Red: I love the movie something fierce. As the bottom says "Every house has a story to tell...This one will kill you." It's six hours of on the edge of your seat excitement, death, destruction and pain. Originally, it was a t.v. movie, but I love the dvd. Silent Hill: What to say about this one? Take one part insane cult that uses God as an excuse, a police officer, a woman looking for her little girl, a vengeful person and one haunted town and you get a horror mind bender. An American Haunting: If you have never heard of the Bell Witch Haunting, I suggest you go look it up before watching this one. They use letters and a journal to tell the story; and the ending is something wonderful and makes you wanting more. Cabin Fever: Horror, nasty, horrible deaths, sex and polluted waters. Ah...the makings of a good horror movie. Shredder: Take a group of snow boarders and one homicidle skier who wants revenge on all snow boarders and you get this movie. Stay Alive: 'You die in the game-you die for real.' Take the Elizabeth Bathory ledgend, turn it into a video game that is cursed and you end up with a horror flick like no other. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre: I have nothing to say except...gory. The Descent: This is a very gory movie, but its such a good movie. It has you on the edge of your seat, ready to scream at any moment. Final Destination 3: you know...its so hard to find a good sequeal, but this was great.