x Trevor x

I appreciate all of your advice and I apologize for the late response I've been really busy and I really appreciate You Lugh for wanting to help me but really I think things are going to be fine now...we seem to be getting along really well these past two weeks and he hasnt drank alcohol in over a month so maybe I will give it one more shot.

I live in Dunn,NC you know in harnett county and right at the johnston and sampson county line just to answer your question on my location and i live in town so theres alot of public around me but i also heard from a friend that the police have resources that can offer me transportation is that true? and all of your advice has been helpful for me

okay me and my boyfriend met on aol two years ago. i currently live with him now and my grandmothers house is 300 miles away. at first it was a loving relationship he was so sweet and careing and still is now sometimes but he has also grown very possessive and demanding he accuses me of lieing and accuses me of having affairs and we fight but then all of a sudden he turns real loveing as if a major mood swing. he gets angry when i dont do what he says and goes on to emotionally and verbally degrade me trying to make me feel guilty saying i dont care he'll tell me i'm lazy and say i never put him first when i do. sometimes when i get him really angry though or if he is drunk he starts getting violent he never has hit me but he has thrown me in a bed or on a chair before hes chased me with the computer chair and held a pan of hot greese to my face as warnings but most of the time he will throw things and destroy objects and start smacking himself on the face as a way to scare me without touching me that doesnt happen often but the verbal abuse is everyday at some time or another and when we are in a real bad fight and he starts throwing things and stuff like that i try to walk out the door but he will block my way. its very difficuilt and very scary for me because my bf is 300 pounds and very strong and i am only 110 pounds so he could beat the crap out of me if he wanted to and im scared its eventually going to come to that point i have though managed to dash out the door and i walk the streets but eventually end up going back and everything is calmed down mostly by then. he tells me he cant live without me and threatens suicide if i try to leave and im just scared i honestly am and i cant take anymore i have even considered suicide myself sometimes but i am to scared to follow through with it and i just want to get out and go back to my grandmothers but i dont have any liscense or gas money to get down there on and i never have hardly anytime to pack my stuff because he never stays gone for long periods of time and when he works he makes random check ups on me by comming by. it isnt the worst thing i mean people have been in worse and it isnt as bad as it use to be but the verbal abuse is getting to hard to bare and he still has those crazy anger lash outs sometimes to i'm fine right now but i'm scared of what it could lead to if i dont get out so someone please offer me some advise...as for my stories i will continue writing he isnt going to stop me from doing that he doesnt mind when i do that

Okay I have just gained Author status and now I need to know how to post stories lmao can anyone help Me out there?

Well from what I hear on the AOL welcome screen it appears that Daniel Radcliffe is starring in some kind of porno. It's plastered all over AOL that He gets naked in it. He does however need to break free from harry potter or else He's going to end up like the olson twins. There like what 20 now and still playing in lala rich girl vacation movies? Daniel better mature His genre up a little bit He doesnt wanna be seen at thirty years old and playing in harry potter.

Me and My boyfriend had a bad run in with a cop he didnt let it be known he was homophobic or anything and it never got physical but he was very rude. We went down to a town about 24 miles south of here I forgot why we went but we drove to mcdonalds to get something to eat well we didnt have but like seven dollars on us and mcdonalds charged us ten so we had to cancel our order so i said "lets go find wendys" so we kept riding up and down the main road trying to find it and we couldnt so i said "screw it lets go to taco bell" so we went and got us some tacos and my boyfriend said "i wanna find the little caesars down here" because thats where he worked except not this one so we asked the taco bell girl how to get there and she said it was with the k-mart so we went to k-mart and parked the car beside the store and seen the little caesars inside and just at that moment a cop flashed his lights and pulled up behind us. He came to the window and my boyfriend rolled the window down and the cop kept flashing his flash light in both of our eyes and he asked us over and over non stop "why are You cruising?" after he stopped ranting I managed to tell him the story as he continued flashing the flash light around our car and in our eyes and he finnaly let us go and get this...He stalked us all the way until we got out of city limits ofcourse then he was forced to turn around

Okay...I read that I have to send a PM to one of the gay authors staff to gain author status so that I may post stories. Problem is everytime I hit send a message it comes up "Error..You are not allowed to use the messenger feature on this board" Can someone please tell Me whats wrong.