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Oscar - 24. Part 24

The following contains explicit descriptions of a sexual nature and shouldn't be read by anyone under the age of 18 or if it's prohibited in the country of your residence.

The rest of the school day was uneventful.

Other than my tedious, but thankfully brief altercation with James, lunch ended without a hitch. There were the usual looks when I walked past a group of lads or unzipped at the urinals to take a piss, but there were no problems.

No jeers. No name-calling. No pushing or shoving or tripping or spitting. In fact, as the bell rang, loud and shrill through the old, stone corridors and grey, concrete quads, and I took a seat at the back of my next class, I realised I hadn’t had any real trouble for days.

Ever since Adam had turned up that Wednesday morning black and blue I’d been relatively left alone. Ever since their king had suddenly become an almighty batty-boy, something had changed. The dynamic had shifted. His pathetic followers were confused. Unsure on best bullying etiquette.

I could see it in their eyes.

I could see their measly brains trying to process me. Their gut reaction to shout or throw something, followed a split-second later by a thought. A memory. A recollection that their mate, their big, rugby-captain pal Adam was a queer, fudge-packing, shirt-lifting cock-sucker too.

And that six-foot-six cock-sucker had made it clear he wasn’t going to take it lying down.

It had happened a couple days after he’d come back to school; his bruises and cuts already fading. Unsurprisingly a beta male, pumped with hormones and cheap energy drinks, had taken his chance. Attempted to dethrone the weakened alpha while the going had been good.

Or, in his case, not so good.

I hadn’t seen it. Sadly. I’d learned a long time ago it was in my best interest to avoid large groups, but I’d overheard the glorious chatter in the lunch line the following week.

Rumour had it that Adam had been walking across the field to the sports hall and a group of lads had cut him off. Mainly boys from the football team, but one or two from the second rugby team. Including a six-foot-two, acne-ridden reprobate called Rory Saunders.

Saunders had done the usual. Squared up to him. Got up in his face. Started saying all the typical stuff like how faggots weren’t wanted in this school and how they had no place on sports teams. But then he’d got personal. Said Adam only played rugby so he could look at the boys in the changing rooms. Called him a pervert.

Big mistake.

Next thing you know Rory’s rolling on the ground with an imploded nose. Crushed almost flat by Adam’s forehead and gushing blood and bits of pulverised cartilage and bone.

After that, as far as I could tell (and bar a week of detention: they’d gone easy on him considering his “situation”), everything had gone back to normal for Adam.

Back at the top of the food chain. Still rugby captain. Still loved and admired and feared across the school like I’d said he would in the staff car park on his first day back.

But I’d also been wrong that afternoon. What I hadn’t appreciated until now, so far distracted by my quest for the holy grail that was Mr. Price and his heavenly legs, was that things had changed.

For me.

I was still far from accepted – I was a full-blown bender whereas Adam was only half an abomination – but it was beginning to look like what he’d offered was coming to fruition. That I didn’t need to watch my back anymore.

I could actually listen to my iPod, not keep it muted to hear footsteps racing up behind me. I could pass the playing field without the fear of a football or a can of Coke to the face. And, for the first time in a long time, I could answer a question in class without people sniggering or making lame innuendos or tired, boring jokes.

‘Very good, Oscar. Correct. It’s nice to hear you speak. Do it more, please,’ the teacher said, turning back to the whiteboard before scribbling my response in large, slanted green letters.

Enjoying the rare swell of academic pride in my chest I smiled to myself. Pulled out my phone from my trouser pocket and unlocked it under my desk. I had about two minutes to talk to Adam while Mrs. Burton explained the difference between fact and inference to the rest of the class, her attention now successfully deflected away from me.

 

Hey. I’ve got an update on our little mate. Can we meet?

 

Forty seconds later his reply vibrated in my hand.

 

After school. Same place as last time.

 

Two hours later it was me waiting for him. Leaning against the red brick of the art block that made up one border of the staff car park, hidden by the shadows of the oak tree and the fast-creeping darkness of the autumn afternoon.

It was cold. The coldest day of the year so far. I cursed myself for not bringing a jumper, too busy thinking about Tim and my weird dream to think about much else that morning, as I breathed clouds of billowing steam around my hands and willed blood to flow faster around my fingers.

Small stones below me crunched as I hopped and stepped from side to side. The earthy scent of wet, muddy grass blanketing the adjacent field chilling my nostrils.

Seven minutes in, I considered calling him, but as I reached for my phone he turned the corner. Tall and broad and beautiful in his school uniform. His rugby captain’s tie and a thick, burgundy scarf wrapped around his neck. His limp gone and his black eye now a light brown. Barely even noticeable in the fading light.

We’d been texting almost every day, about James, about what we were going to do to him if I ever managed to convince him to open his legs for both of us, but we hadn’t seen each other. Not properly. Not face-to-face.

He looked almost as good as new. Maybe even better.

‘You look good,’ I said, ceasing my two-step and forcing my teeth to stop chattering. ‘They let you back in the gym?’

‘Yeah,’ he said, leaning against the wall about a metre from me. He looked away.

‘I heard about what happened with Rory Saunders.’

He said nothing. Just turned his neck to look at me; his eyes as cold as the air itself. Then he raised his eyebrows and nodded. Looked away again.

‘That dickhead got what he deserved,’ I said.

‘Whatever. What do you want?’

‘Alright, chill out. What’s your problem?’

He looked at me and stared. Hard. Then said, ‘Nothing. It’s fucking freezing and I’m tired. I want to go home.’

I scanned him up and down. He did look tired. And cold.

‘Fair enough. I’ll make this quick,’ I said. ‘James is a no-go.’

‘What? Why?’

‘Long story short he’s not as stupid as I thought.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘When I tried to bring you up, in a more direct sense, he saw straight through me. Seems he wants me all to himself or not at all. I doubt I’ll be seeing him again.’

He shook his head and said, ‘Sloppy.’

‘Excuse me?’

‘You had him practically eating out of your hand and now he’s gone? Sounds sloppy to me.’

‘Ok. Fuck you.’

‘Am I wrong?’

The annoying thing was he wasn’t. Probably for the first time in his life the dim-witted slab of muscle was right. I had been sloppy. I could have easily saved the situation if I’d tried harder. But I hadn’t.

And I definitely don’t need Adam Stanmore pointing it out.

‘Yeah. You are,’ I lied. ‘I wasn’t sloppy. I was too busy getting fucked by Mr. Price last night to give a shit about that whiney bitch.’

I watched his face as my words left my mouth. Waited for them to hit and sink in. Waited to see his lips or eyes droop or his forehead to wrinkle. His shoulders to slump or his nostrils to flare. I wanted to see the pain written across his face.

But it didn’t come. He smiled. Then he laughed.

‘It’s true,’ I said, trying my best to hide the confusion creeping across my own.

‘I’m sure it is,’ he said, still smiling. ‘I hope the two of you are very happy together.’

‘What’s that supposed to mean?’

‘Nothing. Like I said, I hope you’re happy.’

Then neither of us spoke. Him staring, the same smirk across his obnoxious but still handsome face. Me trying to figure out what was going on. Why he hadn’t even batted an eyelid when I’d told him about Tim.

Then it hit me. It was obvious. He didn’t believe me. Plain and simple. Otherwise there was no way he would have reacted like that. Cool and calm and uncaring.

Yes, he’d told me, stood in this exact location, that he was done with Mr. Price. But I remembered that Sunday morning in his parents’ bedroom vividly. I remembered his face. His eyes. Sad and confused and lonely. Wondering if he would ever see his first love again. If he would ever speak to him. Look at him. Touch him.

There’s no way he’s happy for me.

‘Believe what you like,’ I said. ‘It’s the truth.’

‘Whatever,’ he said. ‘Is that it?’

‘Is what it?’

‘Is that all you wanted to talk about?’

I considered thanking him. Mentioning my life at school had improved since he’d come out as bi. That, amazingly, it was somehow safer for me now. But there was something in his smile and in his stare. They were more than simple façades: cover-ups of his jealousy and insecurities. There was something else in there.

Contempt.

Fuck him. I would rather eat my own shit and die of dysentery than thank him now.

‘Yeah that’s everything,’ I said.

As I spoke, a set of headlights turned into the car park. A BMW, charcoal in the evening twilight, but flashing brilliant silver as it passed under the school floodlights.

‘It’s a shame, Oscar,’ he said, pushing himself off the wall. ‘I was really hoping you were about to tell me we would have some fun with that lad tonight.’

‘Why tonight?’

‘No reason,’ he said, his smile widening.

Walking over to the car he opened the passenger door. Scoffed to himself again and then shot me a look. But he wasn’t hiding anything anymore. It was a look dripping with disdain and hatred.

A look designed not just to kill, but to hang, draw, quarter and then set my disembowelled corpse ablaze.

‘Have a good weekend,’ he said.

Slam.

The car drove away. I watched it turn left out the car park and join the rest of the meandering traffic, almost ethereal among the red and yellow clouds of exhaust smoke and steam.

Thoughts flew around and around my head as I walked home.

Adam was undoubtedly upset about Mr. Price. That was obvious enough, going by his farewell. But tough shit. I’d already told him I was after Pricey and he’d given me the go ahead. Not that I’d even needed it.

If he was going to let his hopeless, long-expired feelings get in the way of any chance of fun between us in the future, then that was his problem. If he wanted to sulk and stew, then he could be my guest. I didn’t need him anymore.

But there was something about what he’d said to me that stuck. Anchored itself in the pit of my stomach and began to bubble and churn as I crossed the field toward my house.

Have a good weekend.

He was planning something.

He knew where Tim lived. He knew about us. It was safe to assume Tim and I would be seeing each other again, so maybe he was going to make a surprise appearance? Confess his undying love. Tell Mr. Price the truth. Expose my lie.

Which cannot happen.

Luckily it was easily avoidable. I’d just have to convince Tim to take us somewhere else. Somewhere out of town. To a hotel in the city maybe. A dirty weekend.

Problem solved.

If only I’d known the problem was just beginning.

To be continued.
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