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Hollywood and Vine - 24. Chapter 24
Hollywood and Vine
Yellowfin Sushi
Tuesday morning came bright and clear, the kind of light that made edges sharp and colors almost too vivid. The air was cool still, the heat of the day not yet pressing in, and the driveway smelled faintly of damp concrete and the faint sweetness of the jacaranda blossoms that had fallen overnight.
The delivery truck rumbled to a stop, brakes sighing, and the driver hopped down, swinging open the ramp. The Trans Am rolled forward in a slow, deliberate descent, its black paint gleaming like a mirror, gold accents catching the sun in quick, hot flashes. Even standing still, it seemed to hum with potential energy.
Johnny stood with his hands in his pockets, weight on one hip, watching the car settle into place. The driver waved him over with a grin.
From the porch, Sam stepped out, coffee in hand, steam curling in the cool air. He let out a low whistle. “She’s a beauty. You’re going to make the neighbors jealous.”
Johnny smirked, taking the clipboard from the driver. “Let them be jealous.” He signed the papers with deliberate strokes, the pen scratching faintly in the quiet morning.
When the last page was done, he handed the clipboard back and turned toward the house. “Give me five minutes,” he said. “If we’re taking her out, I’m not doing it in these old jeans.”
Sam grinned over the rim of his mug. “I’ll be ready.”
A few minutes later, Johnny came back out in a crisp shirt and clean slacks, hair combed, sunglasses in hand. Sam had swapped his coffee for his own shades, leaning against the porch rail like he’d been born to wait there. “Now we look like we belong in it,” he said.
Johnny slid into the driver’s seat, the leather still carrying that intoxicating new-car scent, and pulled the door shut. The sound was solid, satisfying—a single, confident thud. Sam settled into the passenger seat, running a hand over the dash. “Feels like it wants to run.”
“Not today,” Johnny said, starting the engine. “We’ll keep it to the limit.”
They eased out of the driveway, tires whispering over asphalt, the hum of the engine low and steady. Soon, Highway 1 opened ahead, the Pacific flashing silver-blue to their left.
The beach stretched out in long, lazy arcs—pale sand scattered with early walkers, surfers in black wetsuits jogging toward the water with boards under their arms. The waves rolled in slow and heavy, each one folding over itself with a deep, rhythmic hush. Seagulls wheeled overhead, their shadows skimming across the wet sand.
Sam leaned his elbow on the open window, letting the salt air whip through his hair. “God, I missed this stretch,” he said. “You can smell the ocean before you even see it.”
Johnny glanced sideways, a small smile tugging at his mouth. “It’s the same as it’s always been. That’s the best part.”
They passed a lifeguard tower, its red flag snapping in the breeze, and a cluster of kids building a sandcastle dangerously close to the tide line. Beyond them, the horizon was a clean, endless line, the kind that made you feel both small and infinite at once.
As Malibu came into view, Johnny downshifted slightly, the Trans Am purring as they turned toward his old haunt—Nobu Malibu, where oceanfront sushi met the low murmur of waves and the quieter murmur of people chasing their own versions of fame.
The Trans Am rolled up the curved drive toward Nobu’s valet stand, its black paint catching the late-morning sun in molten flashes. The low purr of the engine seemed to turn heads even before they stopped. A pair of gulls wheeled overhead, their shadows sliding across the hood as Johnny eased the car to a smooth halt in front of the podium.
The valet—a lean man in his forties with sun-browned skin and hair bleached at the tips—stepped forward, squinting for a beat before his face broke into a grin. He pulled off his cap, tucking it under one arm.
Tommy Tomson jaw dropped down to his chest. “Johnny?” His voice carried that mix of disbelief and delight, like someone spotting a long-lost friend in a crowd. “Man, I always knew you’d make it big.” He gave a quick, knowing nod toward the Pacific, as if the waves themselves had been in on the prophecy. “Back when you were out here every morning, board under your arm, chasing the break… I could see it.”
Johnny smiled, one hand still resting on the wheel. “Guess I just traded the surfboard for a camera.”
The valet’s eyes swept over the car, appreciative but not surprised. “And what a ride to match. Here let me park your car.”
Johnny stepped out, the leather seat releasing him with a faint sigh, and handed over the keys. Sam came around from the passenger side, sunglasses in place, the faintest smile tugging at his mouth as the valet slid behind the wheel.
The Trans Am eased away toward the row of gleaming imports and classics, its engine note fading into the background hum of the ocean and the low murmur of diners on the patio. Johnny and Sam turned toward the entrance, the scent of salt air giving way to the warm drift of grilled fish and soy.
They stepped out from the sun into the cool shade of Nobu’s entrance, the shift in light almost theatrical—outside, the glare off the Pacific; inside, a soft, amber glow that caught on polished wood and the faint shimmer of glassware. The air was different here too, the salt still present but now braided with the warm drift of grilled yellowtail, soy, and citrus.
The maître d’ looked up from his podium, recognition flickering instantly. His smile was professional, but there was a glint of something warmer—like he’d been expecting this moment for years.
“Mr. Day,” he said, voice pitched low enough to make it feel personal. “Welcome back. It’s been… what, five years?”
Johnny returned the smile, unhurried. “Something like that.”
“And you’ve brought the sunshine with you,” the maître d’ added, glancing toward Sam with a nod that was both greeting and approval. “Your usual table?”
Johnny glanced at Sam, who gave the smallest shrug—yes, of course.
They followed him through the dining room, the murmur of conversation dipping just slightly as they passed. A few diners looked up, some with the faint spark of recognition, others simply drawn by the quiet confidence in their stride. Outside, the patio opened to the ocean, waves rolling in with that deep, steady hush.
Their table was set at the edge, nothing between them and the horizon but a low glass rail. The maître d’ pulled out Sam’s chair first, then Johnny’s, and set down two menus they didn’t really need.
“I’ll send over the chef’s selection,” he said. “And perhaps a bottle of the Junmai Daiginjo you favored last time.”
Johnny gave a small nod. “Perfect.”
As the maître d’ retreated, Sam leaned back, sunglasses still on, letting the ocean fill the silence between them. Johnny rested his forearms on the table, fingers loosely laced, and for a moment they just sat there—two men in the middle of a public scene, yet entirely in their own world.
Johnny smiled at Sam, the kind of smile that seemed to reach back through years. “It was years ago—before I knew you, Sam,” he said, his voice easy but carrying a thread of something quieter underneath. “Bruce and I came here for dinner once. We weren’t celebrating anything, not really. Just… decided we needed a night that felt bigger than the lives we were living.”
He glanced toward the horizon, as if the memory were still out there somewhere, riding the line where the sky met the water. “We scraped together enough to splurge on a single shared plate of the yellowtail jalapeño. Just one. And a carafe of sake we picked because the name sounded elegant. We sat right here—this exact table—trying to act like we belonged, even though we were both wearing jackets that had seen better days.”
Johnny’s eyes softened. “We made that plate last as long as we could. One piece at a time, slow, like we were stretching the night itself. We talked about nothing and everything—places we’d go, things we’d see—without any real plan for how we’d get there. For that hour, it didn’t matter. We were here. And that was enough.”
A shadow fell across the table. Johnny looked up to find a young couple standing there mid‑twenties, sun‑flushed from the patio, the woman holding a small leather‑bound notebook.
“I’m so sorry to interrupt,” she said, “but would you mind? My brother’s in film school. You’re the reason he picked up a camera.”
Johnny’s smile was easy, unhurried. “Of course.” He took the notebook, pen poised. “What’s his name?”
“It’s for Eli,” she said.
Johnny wrote it carefully above his signature, then added, keep telling the truth. He handed it back, and the woman’s eyes lit as if she’d been given something more than ink on paper.
“Thank you, Johnny,” she said, her voice warm but a little unsteady.
Johnny gave a small nod. “You’re welcome.”
She lingered for half a breath, then smiled and stepped away, rejoining her partner. The two of them bent their heads together over the page as they walked, the ocean light catching on the gilt edge of the notebook.
Sam watched them go, then turned back to Johnny with that half‑smile of his. “You’re good at that.”
Johnny shrugged, eyes on the horizon. “And it’s part of the business. Got to keep them happy.”
He reached across the table, taking Sam’s hand in his. His thumb brushed lightly over Sam’s knuckles before he lifted it, pressing a slow, deliberate kiss to the back of it.
“Johnny, it’s so pretty here,” Sam said after a moment, his gaze fixed on the horizon, taking in all the shades of blue and the white‑tipped caps rolling toward shore. “I’m so glad you brought me.”
He turned back to Johnny with a smile that was both quiet and certain, the kind that carried its own promise. In that moment, Sam knew—without needing to say it—that he could spend the rest of his life in Johnny’s loving arms.
Johnny’s gaze lingered on him, the ocean light catching in his sunglasses. “You know, Sam,” he said, his voice low and certain, “I’m really looking forward to making this film with you. I hope you feel the same.”
Sam’s smile was slow, deliberate, the kind that carried both affection and conviction. “I do,” he said simply. “More than you know.”
The server returned with a lacquered tray, setting down a chilled bottle of Junmai Daiginjo and two small glasses that caught the light like water in crystal. A second server followed with the chef’s selection — yellowtail jalapeño, toro sashimi, a neat row of nigiri that looked almost too perfect to disturb.
Johnny poured for Sam first, the clear sake catching a glint of the afternoon sun. “To us,” he said simply.
Sam lifted his glass, the faintest smile playing at his mouth. “To us — and to the story we’re about to tell.”
They consumed the sake, which was served at an optimal temperature and of notable clarity. For some time, they ate together in a comfortable, unspoken quiet that required no interruption. The ocean maintained its steady movement below, occasionally accompanied by the passing shadow of a gull across the table.
Between bites, Johnny leaned back, watching Sam with a look that was part admiration, part calculation. “You know,” he said, “I can already see the opening shot. Not just in my head — I can feel it. The way the light will hit, the way the air will move. It’s going to be ours, Sam. Every frame.”
Sam set down his chopsticks, meeting Johnny’s gaze without flinching. “Then let’s make it count.”
They lingered over the last of the sake, the bottle cool and beaded with condensation between them. When the server cleared the plates, Johnny glanced toward the ocean.
“Walk?” he asked.
Sam nodded. “Definitely.”
They left through the side gate that opened onto the beach, the boards of the short walkway warm underfoot. Johnny slipped off his shoes and carried them in one hand; Sam did the same, the sand cool and fine between his toes.
For a while they walked in silence, the waves folding in and pulling back with that deep, steady hush.
Sam broke it first. “You know, I was thinking about what you said in there. About Bruce. About that night.”
Johnny glanced over. “Yeah?”
“I think… we all have those nights. The ones where we’re pretending, we belong, hoping no one notices we’re faking it. But you—” Sam smiled faintly, “—you don’t have to pretend anymore.”
Johnny looked out at the water, the sun flashing off the crests. “Maybe. But I think a part of me still likes the pretending. It keeps me hungry.”
Sam chuckled. “Hungry’s fine. Just don’t forget to enjoy it when you’ve got it.”
They walked a few more paces. A gull wheeled overhead, its shadow sliding across the sand between them.
Johnny said, “You ever think about what happens after? After the film?”
Sam tilted his head. “After the film?”
“Yeah. When the lights go down, the credits roll, and everyone goes home. What’s next for us?”
Sam’s answer came without hesitation. “We keep telling stories. Maybe smaller ones. Maybe just to each other.”
Johnny smiled at that. “I like that.”
They stopped near the waterline, where the sand was firm and damp. The foam curled around their ankles before retreating.
“You know,” Sam said, “I’ve been picturing the shoot. Not just the scenes, but the in‑betweens. The mornings. The coffee. The way you’ll fuss over the light.”
Johnny laughed softly. “Guilty.”
“And” Sam went on, “I’ve been picturing us, years from now, watching it again. Not for the film itself, but for the memory of making it.”
Johnny’s voice was quiet. “That’s the part I’m looking forward to most.”
They turned back toward the pier, the sun lowering behind them, stretching their shadows long across the sand.
Sam said, “Promise me something.”
“Name it.”
“No matter how big it gets—no matter how many people stop you for autographs—you’ll still take walks like this with me.”
Johnny reached over, lacing their fingers together. “That’s not a promise. That’s a given.”
"Sam you are all I have ever wanted, holding you in my arms is like a dream come true. And I will never settle for less!"
They walked on, hand in hand, the sound of the waves folding over their words, carrying them forward into whatever came next.
It had been the kind of day that left the air soft and salt‑sweet, the horizon brushed in gold. They found a weathered bench just above the tide line, its slats warm from the sun, and sat side by side as the ocean began its slow transformation under the sinking light. The water caught the sky’s colors — first pale amber, then deepening into rose and violet — each wave folding in with a hush, as if not to disturb the hour.
For a while they simply watched, shoulders touching, the breeze lifting the last traces of salt from their skin. Then, almost in unison, they bent forward to tend to the small, practical ritual of leaving the beach behind. Johnny brushed the fine, cool sand from his feet with the edge of his hand, careful to get between each toe, while Sam used the heel of his palm to sweep away the stubborn grains clinging to his ankles. The sand fell in little arcs to the ground, catching the light before disappearing into the darker grit below the bench.
They pulled on their socks — the cotton soft and faintly cool against skin still warm from the day — and then laced their shoes, the leather creaking softly in the quiet. Neither wanted to track the beach into the Trans Am; it was too fine a car, too much a part of the day’s pleasure, to carry the grit of the shore into its clean interior.
When they were done, they leaned back again, hands resting loosely in their laps, watching the sun’s lower edge kiss the water. They sat there, eyes fixed on the horizon, waiting for the flash‑over — that fleeting green spark the sea sometimes gives when the day exhales its last light. The gulls had quieted, the air had stilled, and for a moment it felt as though the whole coastline was holding its breath with them — waiting for that brief, impossible flicker before night took the sky.
Once the sky darkened and the stars emerged—sharp and countless against a cloudless canvas—it felt as though the whole coastline had exhaled. The air was cooler now, touched with salt and the faint sweetness of night-blooming jasmine from somewhere inland.
Johnny turned to Sam, his gaze steady, and kissed him—slow, deliberate, with a kind of hunger that had nothing to do with appetite and everything to do with memory. When he pulled back, his voice was low, threaded with warmth.
“When the filming’s over,” he said, “I think we should take a trip. Just us. No schedules, no meetings. Would you like that?”
Sam’s smile was quiet, but certain. “I’d love that.”
Johnny leaned back, the stars reflected faintly in his sunglasses. “And if I were a betting man,” he said, voice low but certain, “I’d say I’m getting a nomination for Fragment of Fire. It’s a massive deal, Sam. And if it happens… it won’t just be a win. It’ll cement everything. The career. The work. Us.”
Sam didn’t speak right away. He just reached over, lacing their fingers together, the gesture quiet but grounding.
“You’ve earned it,” he said finally. “Every frame.”
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