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Trust me, I know - 1. Chapter 1
The nerves take over,
The shaking starts,
Ragged breathing,
The thoughts taking over.
Swimming through me,
Constantly nudging me towards temptation,
What would they all think of me then?
If they could see me now, would they still come near me?
I prefer disgust and hatred on their faces,
Over the crushing look of pity and sympathy.
It chases down my legs in pin pricks,
Tickling my cold feet,
Quickly wrapping around my heart.
The beat of my heart,
I can feel it pulsing through my still body,
My breathing come out ragged,
Slow and deep then quick and shallow.
I can feel them laughing at me,
Talking about what a worthless fuck I am,
I understand why everyone would say that.
Stupid,
Dumb,
Ugly,
Fat,
Horrible,
Worthless,
Selfish,
Disgusting,
Useless excuse of a human being.
Trust me when I say,
I understand,
I've been told it enough.
The shame of knowing that strangers and family alike,
knows about this,
Is crippling.
It sunk in a few years ago,
That it’s all true.
You can add dyke to that list.
Everyone seemed to know that before me.
So who’s to say,
That everything else is a lie?
- 7
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