Change is Good - 18. Chapter 18 - Time After Time

Chapter 18: Time After Time

*Alex*

Walking into the living room, the reality of it all slowly started to hit home. I haven’t really told anyone what happened that day; I never got the chance to tell my side of the story before they decided to let the scum off the hook.

“Are you ready for this?” Shawn asked, as he lightly squeezed my hand to let me know that he was in this with me.

“Yeah as ready as I’ll ever be.” Everyone was already situated in a sort of semi circle surrounding Ellen. Presumably leaving the space directly across from her open for Shawn and myself. Sitting down next to Austin, he and Jason gave me a nod and a smile, knowing I had so many people standing by my side made this whole experience somewhat easier to deal with.

“We can start when ever you are ready Alex.” Looking up at Ellen, I took a deep breath before I began to go over the events of that dreadful day.

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Walking down to the lobby, I figured the guys probably came down to grab a bite to eat since we had food delivered to the room, so the café was where I began my search. Running into a dead end with that idea I quickly became tired of searching for them. I remembered that I had left my phone back in the room.

“Damn it,” I grumbled to myself after searching my pockets. Well the next best thing is to see if any of the staff members have seen them around. Walking up to the front desk, I noticed the gentleman who checked us in was going through stacks of paper with his back to me.

“Excuse me, have you seen three guys anywhere around within the past few hours, one of them is my partner Shawn Brunswick?” I asked. He looked up from his task and turned to me with a smile.

“Actually yes I have. Mr. Brunswick and his guest were heading in the direction of our private beach area sometime ago. I have not seen them return as of yet, I would assume that they are more than likely still out,” he replied.

“Thank you, that helps out a lot.” I waved as I ran off in the direction he pointed out.

With an idea of where to look, I stopped dead in my tracks and my blood ran cold. Standing before the main gate that lead out to the beach area was the last person I wanted and expected to see.

“Well isn’t this a nice surprise, to what do I owe the pleasure of your company?” His signature smirk plastered across his face, sending chills down my spin.

“I am not here for you, I was just on my way out,” I said avoiding eye contact in his direction. I made my way towards the door, when I felt myself pulled back. “What do you think you are doing, let go of me.” My voice faltering as fear began to take hold.

“That’s no way to talk to a friend, now is it? Besides you are enjoying this as much as I am, I can tell.” Mark forcefully pulled me into him backing us into a corner of the corridor.

“I bet this is really turning you on isn’t it?” He whispered into my ear grinding his crotch into me covering my mouth with his large hand.

He began kissing my neck and forcing his way into the front of my shorts before snaking his hand to my rear. His fingers traced the outside my asshole causing me to shudder in fear and disgust. I tried fighting out his grip, but the more I resisted the tighter his hold on me became. Tears began to fill my eyes thinking of what Mark intended to do.

“Oh yes, you are the feisty to one. A little to much energy to have any fun out here it’s time to relocate to somewhere a bit more private.” It felt as if I was just a rag-doll in his arms, I knew he was built like a brick house but I didn’t think it was to this extent. I kicked and punched the entire time, his hand covering my mouth to muffle out any cries for help I could muster. We came to what I learned later was his families private quarters. Tossing me to the bed he managed to rip my clothes on the way down before jumping on top of me.

“We can do this the easy way or the hard way. Either way I am going to finally get what I want from you and that sweet little ass.” He smirked as he began removing his clothes. He restrained me. The smile never leaving his face as my eyes widen in horror as his erect tool was let free from his boxers. Not wanting any part of this I tried to no avail to push him from atop of me.

“Hard way it is, I was hoping that would be your choice.” Like I was nothing, he flipped me over onto my stomach. I felt his thick member poking at my rear. Without warning and minimal preparation he forced himself deep inside, the pain was unlike anything I had felt before. My whole body felt like it was on fire, as he forced more and more of himself inside. Tears fell down my face, the searing pain in my rear increasing with every move he made. Finally it was all too much for me to handle. Hearing Mark laugh and grunt in pleasure, as everything was starting to go black, all my feelings leaving me as I drifted out of consciousness.

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I could barely hold it together as I finished relaying the events of that day. I was afraid and ashamed to look into the faces of my friends. Taking a chance I looked up. Justin and Jason were all clutching their fist. Their faces were a mixture of sadness and hatred. Shawn was about the same as he pulled me onto his lap. I felt the warmth of his body envelope me as he cried softly into the crook of my neck. Austin was looking down at his hands as a steady stream of tears cascaded down his face. Tiffany was standing with her back to the sliding glass doors; looking at me I felt my heart break at the pain that showed upon her face. We have been as close as blood since I’ve been here I know she was hurting in a way no one but me could understand.

“I’m sorry,” I mumbled into Shawn’s chest. I clutched his shirt in my hands, my face buried in his chest. The tears wouldn’t stop; I couldn’t stand looking at them any longer. Shawn only held me tighter as he whispers I love you repeatedly in my ear and places gentle kisses on forehead.

Collecting herself, Ellen seemed to have a newfound determination etched across her being.

“Alex, I know that must have been extremely difficult for you both then and now.” Kneeling before me, she took my hands into her own. “I promise you that I will do everything within my power to make sure that this…excuse me, scum, gets what he deserves. No amount of wealth or name will save him this time,” Ellen said.

It wasn’t so much what she said, but the way she said it that I believed every word. She was on my side and it seemed that she was almost taking this all on a more personal level than I expected of her.

“I know that there is more that you have to share with me, however I believe that today is enough. I don’t want to open these wounds again for any longer than I have to. I also know that you all are looking forward to your winter holiday. This is for all of you if anything at all, and I mean anything seems out of the ordinary at any time call me immediately on my direct line. I have enough to begin what I would like to do and I will be in touch once you all have returned to go over the rest.” Ellen gave the rest of the group her card with her contact information on it. Gathering her composure once more, she surprised me when she leaned in for a hug before gathering her belongs to leave.

Tiffany escorted Ellen out, while the rest of us had not budged an inch. Shawn clung to me tightly almost as if he would never let me go again, and to be honest I wouldn’t have minded if he never did. This was the safest I have felt in a long time, I wasn’t ready to give up the feeling just yet.

“So are we going to sit here pouting all day or can we get this winter vacation started already,” Tiffany said, wiping her face and forcing a smile. Wiping my face I looked up at Tiff who still looked as rough as the rest of us. She still had that far off look in her eyes and I could tell she was trying to get us off the subject.

“I’m sorry who died and made you queen?” I shot back forcing a half smile of my own. Tiffany walked over to us and pulled me up after a hesitant Shawn let me go, pulling me into a hug.

“I got news for you, I’ve always been queen,” she said placing a kiss on my cheek before letting me go and pushing me back towards a now standing Shawn.

I can’t deny she definitely has a way with people. With the mood starting to shift, everyone straighten their selves out before getting into some activity.

“Hey Jay, let’s make a quick run to the store and grab some burgers and such. We’ll have a nice cookout before we head north to freeze our butts off.” Justin suggested after getting himself together.

“Sure thing we can manage that. Shawn are you going to come too?” Jason asked turning to face us.

“Nah, I’ll stay behind and help them out around here.” Even though that was his reasoning, I can say we all knew it was more so about keeping an eye on me. While I don’t mind the sentiment at all, I would make sure that it wasn’t something that became a habit. I would hate for him to start to miss out on the guy time that the three of them have started to become so fond of.

“Cool, we will be back before you know it,” Jason said pulling his keys from his pocket and heading towards the door.

“Hey Austin, why don’t you go with them. I’m sure if we let the macho men do all the shopping they are going to come back with nothing but giant chunks of meats,” I said with a slight chuckle.

“Yeah that sounds like an idea.” Both Tiff and Shawn chimed in at the same time.

With that all decided the three of them headed off to the store in Jason’s truck leaving Shawn, Tiff and I alone for the first time in awhile.

“It’s not often that it has been just the three of us like this. Truth be told, I am shocked it doesn’t occur more often.” Looking at Tiff and Shawn, I could feel the mood in the room dampen. I knew what they were thinking. The two most important people in my life were unhappy with themselves because they couldn’t stop that day from happening.

“Alex, if I had never invited everyone to the resort…”

“Stop it.” Both of them looked up at me in shock. “We have had these talks before; it was no one’s fault. No one could have foreseen any of this occurring.”

“But maybe he is right Alex. I mean I should have went with you.” I put my hand up to cut her off; today has been one of the more emotional days. I refused to sit here and let this become a pity party.

“It may be a fresh wound but I am putting it behind me for now. When we come back, I am sure there will be time enough for all of this. For now lets enjoy each other while we can. I will hear no more sad talk the rest of this vacation.” I know I sounded better off than I was, but if I didn’t put on a strong front than everyone else would feel bad about enjoying themselves. “Don’t just stand around this cookout, it isn’t going to prepare itself,” I shouted mashing grill accessories together over my head.

“Excuse me who died and made you queen?” Tiff asked with an amused look.

“Don’t you mean king?” I responded.

“No way, QUEEN is what you are honey get over it.” Tiff said ducking behind the island in the kitchen in time to dodge a loaf of bread that was aimed at her head while Shawn tried his hardest to suppress his laughter.

“Oh don’t you start Mr. one sound from you and I’ll cut off all funny business for the entire winter break,” I threatened.

*Shawn*

I know he was trying his hardest to hide his feelings from the rest of us, but I could see it was still bothering him. I would look over and catch him staring off into the distance, a torment of emotions swirling in that little head of his.

“You wouldn’t do that to me, you can’t resist going to long without me,” I said giving him a quick kiss.

“My self control is a bit more developed than you are willing to believe,” he said with a smile. “Now if you will excuse me, I believe there is still a little bit of packing to do before we all embark on this journey.”

“He isn’t fooling either of us, I hope he realizes that.” Tiff said after a few moments of silence.

“Yeah I think he does, but for now I’ll play along at least until he is ready. When he is, we will both be there for him,” I said to Tiffany.

We went about busying ourselves around the house waiting for the guys to get back. Not much was said the entire time and more often than not, I found myself wrapped around Alex just holding him close. About thirty minutes later the door opened the sounds of bags approaching.

“Why does it feel like someone died in here?” Justin said as he came into the kitchen with an armful of bags.

“I think things are still a bit fresh with all of this.” I said.

“Well things won’t be any easier if we all sit around here sulking. It will only make it that much harder for Alex,” Austin said bringing in the last of the bags.

“Where is Jason?” I asked looking around.

“He already went around back to fire up the grill,” Austin answered.

Things seemed to get back to somewhat normal and we were all beginning to loosen up again. Even Alex seemed like he was closer to his usual self. He still had his moments where he seemed detached from the conversations but at those times I would just hold him close or squeeze his hand to silently let him know I was there for him.

“So is everyone about ready to hit the road, I have one last surprise.” Bringing them out to the garage, I showed them the black Suburban that I had stowed away. “This way we only have to take one car and we can deal with the roads leading up to the cabin, so lets get this show on the road if I do say so myself,” I yelled excitedly.

The trip was mellow for the most part with everyone falling asleep shortly after we set off, the events of the day catching up with everyone. I would occasionally glance over at Alex who was drifting in and out of sleep never letting go of my hand the entire time. The quiet ride left me with my own thoughts. I was angry and sad all at the same time but I knew that if I acted upon my emotions I would only bring more hurt to Alex. That was the last thing that I wanted to do and the last thing he needed right now.

After a solid eight hours and a couple stops along the way, we finally pulled into the driveway of the cabin. You could almost feel everyone itching with excitement to get out of the truck and explore at the same time.

“Wow this is a cabin, it’s bigger than some of the houses in our neighborhood,” Justin said as he looked on in awe.

Justin’s comment made me feel slightly self-conscious about flaunting my family’s wealth again. As everyone went inside to check everything out, Alex came up next to me lightly squeezing my hand. I could tell he knew what I was thinking and his small gesture alone was enough to put my mind at ease and let myself enjoy the holiday.

“Thanks babe, you never know how much I appreciate you just being by my side,” I said to him as I squeezed his hand too.

“That works both ways,” Alex said pulling me close into a passionate kiss. I could feel his desire for me grow as he pushed his tongue into my mouth and our hands started to roam over each other’s bodies.

“Hey love birds, you could at least wait until we are all unpacked,” Tiffany yelled from the car. We pulled away from each other blushing as the rest of the group tried to contain their laughter.

By the time, rooms were picked out and everyone was settled in, we were all in the main room with the fireplace going. Jason and Austin actually made a cute couple snuggled up on the far couch lightly kissing every now and then. Even Tiffany and Justin were being more intimate than I had previously witnessed. I believe I did good taking everyone away from it all, just giving the chance to relax and not worry about anything. Even Alex appeared to have left things back at home as he peacefully slept against my chest. I am not sure if it was the warmth of the fire or just the peace of it all but soon I found myself drifting off to sleep as well holding Alex close to me never wanting to let go.

*Alex*

I awoke suddenly with the immediate need to pee. Looking around at the unfamiliar setting, I found myself in a rather comfortable bed with Shawn’s arm draped over me holding me tight. Slowly slipping out of bed, I made my way to the bathroom to take care of business and wash my face. Refreshed and relieved, I decided a late night stroll around this place was long past due. Slipping into one of Shawn’s warm robes I walked around a bit letting myself get lost in the peaceful feel of this place. After making my way to the kitchen for a glass of water, I was making my way back to the room when I heard soft moaning coming from Jason and Austin’s room. Laughing to myself, I made a mental note to tease them about it tomorrow morning. Slipping back into Shawn’s warm embrace was enough to quickly lull me back to sleep, for once in a long time I wasn’t worried about anything and was actually able to leave many of the troubles of life back at home.

The smell of bacon frying and the clang of pots and pans roused me from my sleep the following morning. Walking into the kitchen rubbing my eyes, I noticed everyone was awake and everyone looking at me oddly.

“What is there something on my face?” I asked immediately becoming self-conscious.

“No that’s not the issue sweetie; you sort of forgot to put anything on before coming down here. Sexy underwear by the way,” Tiff said with a smile as I felt my face go hot as I made hast running back to the room to grab a robe.

“Don’t worry babe it was a nice surprise to me,” Shawn said coming up behind me and kissing me, smelling of whatever he was cooking.

Grabbing a piece of bacon and taking a seat, I looked over at Austin and Jason. For the first time realizing just how close they had become, it actually warmed my heart to see the two of them happy after the things that have happened in the past amongst us.

I made my way over to Austin whispering in his ear. “So I couldn’t help but overhear your conversation last night, who knew you could be quite the talker so late at night,” continuing past him into the kitchen, I turned to look back as Jason asked what that was all about and I could see him go red as Austin shared with him what I had said. Looking up at me, I couldn’t help but wink and smile at Jason who smiled in return shaking is head as his face flushed.

Breakfast was a blast and everyone was in good spirits, “So how about we all go and freshen up and then we can discuss what is on the agenda for today?” I said taking the last piece of bacon in my mouth.

“Sounds good to me, besides I’m sure some of us could use a bit more freshening up than others,” Tiff said with a laugh. At first I thought she was referring to the exploits from last night I had stumbled across until I noticed Justin go red in the face as he chocked on his orange juice.

“Oh My…Tiff you actually…” before I could finish my statement I was hit with a barrage of pillows from not only her but Austin and Jason as well, presumably taking this opportunity to get revenge on me for embarrassing them this morning. “Ok ok I call for a cease fire.” Shawn gave me a questioning look that meant I had some explaining of my own to do here shortly.

With everything cleaned and put away we all separated to our rooms to prepare for the day ahead. Walking into the bathroom and adjusting the shower I knew it was time to let Shawn in on what was happening around here.

“So care to let me in on what was going on this morning?” he said wrapping his arms around me pulling me into his already naked form.

“Well apparently last night was the night for a first or at least as far as I know. I stumbled across Austin and Jason in the throws of passion last night and this morning Tiff let it kind of slip that she and Justin were up to some mischief of their own.” I giggled.

“Well well my little spy getting the dirt around here, well maybe it’s time we join the crew of deviants and create some mischief of our own.” I could see the look of lust in his eyes.

*Shawn*

Kissing my way down his neck brought sexy moans from him. Sliding my hands into his robe, I gently pushed it back letting it fall revealing his sexy delicate form. “Hmm… you taste good enough to eat.”

“So maybe you should stop taking samples and indulge in a full meal,” he knew just what to say to turn me on. Kissing my way down, I hooked my fingers into the waistband of his underwear slowly bringing them down exposing his rock hard cock. I pulled him into the warm water of the shower, than slowly made my way to my knees. His hard cock inches from my face. He let out a moan as I took it into my mouth in one motion; I began to work his hole with my fingers as I worked my tongue around his tool.

“Oh baby,” he moaned gently taking hold of head and resting a hand on my shoulder. I took his cock all the way to the base causing Alex to moan out loud, I quickly spun him around and plunged my tongue into his sweet hole. “Yes fuck my ass with your tongue, this ass is all yours,” he screamed in ecstasy.

I could tell he was close to losing it, so I dragged my tongue along the crack of his ass working my way up then sucking on his neck. I could tell he was ready, as he began thrusting back against me trying to get my cock in his hole.

“Fuck me Shawn I need you inside of me right now,” not needing to be told twice I position myself behind him pushing him against the shower wall. With one gentle thrust I slowly sunk my cock deep into his ass, his sphincter muscles relaxing and allowing me entrance. I began with long hard strokes pulling out till just the head was left inside before slamming it all back into him. “Harder baby, harder I want you deep in me.” He was pushing back against me to meet my thrust, clenching the muscles in his ass each time I pulled out. It was driving me up the wall; I began picking up the pace. The sound of slapping wet flesh echoing throughout the bathroom as we both were past the point of no return. “Oh Shawn I’m cumming, cum in me baby cum in my ass.” That pushed me over the edge as we came at the same time, the rapid contractions of his ass milking my cock for all it was worth as he coated the shower wall with his own juices.

My softening tool slipped out of his ass with an audible “pop” and moan from Alex, regaining our senses we quickly finished the rest of our shower and got dressed to rejoin the others.

“Well Austin, I think they had one hell of a shower wouldn’t you agree,” Tiffany said as we rounded the corner fully clothed.

“Tiffany I couldn’t agree more…Oh I need you inside me right now,” Austin mimicked.

I could feel my face go hot as Alex buried his face in my back before going on the offensive and chasing those two all over the house.

“I told you I would kill you one day Tiffany, and Austin you have just been added to my list.” Jason, Justin, and I heard him scream as he continued to chase them around the house.

“Jason stop him, you can’t let him kill your precious boyfriend,” Austin said as he crouched behind Jason.

“Oh no, I’m not getting in the line of fire for this one,” he said putting his hands up in defense.

“Oh really, well I suppose you can go the rest of the trip without getting any, can’t you.” Austin let on with a sly grin.

“Now that’s just playing dirty. Are the two of them always like this holding sex for ransom when they want something?” he asked with a laugh as I just shrugged my shoulders and waited for the three of them to wear themselves out. It was good to see them all enjoying themselves, I can only hope things stay this good when we have to return back home