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Tired

AFriendlyFace

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The last few days I've been pretty blah. I don't know what the deal is; I'm usually a pretty energetic person, but lately all I want to do is sleep. I went to bed freakishly early last night, slept for about 11 hours...and now all I want to do is crawl back in bed, and I've barely been up 2 hours. This is pretty much the same thing I did day before yesterday. Yesterday I forced myself to stay up (well till I went to bed really early), but I was definitely worn down most of the day. I kinda hope I'm getting sick. I hope this because it would at least make sense then. Of course I hope it's nothing serious :blink: .

 

I know the best thing for me would be to fix myself up, and just go out. I've just been hanging around in PJ's or sloppy clothes the last few days. This is always a bad sign for my physical/emotional state. I don't think I'm cut out for "comfortable clothes"...they make me ....uncomfortable. Well I like them to sleep in, but see that's because they tend to suck the energy out of me...and that's ideal for sleeping, but not for day to day life. Perhaps part of it is that I'm actually more or less in sync with the rest of the world's sleep schedule. I'm going to bed at night instead of staying up till at least 3 or 4 and sleeping till noon. You'd think this would be a good thing, and it's nice in lots of ways, I do prefer to keep those hours...but it's very unnatural for me, perhaps that's why my body's rebelling.

 

I've basically been on one long vacation ever since I moved in mid-May (well a little before actually, I quit work about May 8th or 9th). I don't think I'm bored exactly; I'm very seldom bored. I'm never at a loss for things I want to do...I just seem to be at a loss for the energy to do them. Anyway I'm ready to "start" working. I've had a job for what a month now? But I still haven't actually started. See first I had to do training, then I had to take my licensing exam, and all that went fine, but now I'm waiting for the state, and the company to process all the paper work and send me my actual license. Until that happens I'm just in limbo. It'll probably still be another 2 or 3 weeks :( . You'd think I'd be happy about the long break from work. And I really am, I've been having fun, it's just that now my savings are dwindling a bit and I can't afford to do most of the things I want to do.

 

I do have some specific things I could write about...like my 7 hour adventure at the DMV, or random other incidents and activities. I sure these would be slightly more entertaining than my whining....but I don't feel like writing about them. Anyway sluggish and blah or not I'm going to force myself to get moving today. I'm going to go have a nice hot bath, shave, wash and fix my hair, slather on some lotion ( and sunscreen of course) then put on something that doesn't make me look like formless blob. Then I'm going to go out and find something entertaining to do.

 

Take care everyone

 

Kevin

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NickolasJames8

Mmaybe you should go find some chocolate...it sounds like the chocolate reserves in your body are getting low :2hands: :read: :pickaxe: :music:

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nicks_a_writer

Hey Kevin,

 

I hope you get to feeling less sluggish and back to our normal peppy kevin, because i like you that way... its what makes you you. But anyway... i hope you dont get sick because that would suck to be sick during the summer. And do get out of those sleep clothes and get fixed up and go and paint your new gay friendly town red... you never know what (or who?) you may find out there... so get up and get out... but not until you take a shower, fix your hair, and pick out damn good out fit. :P

 

Later ~ nick :read:

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JamesSavik

Until that happens I'm just in limbo.

 

Limbo is no fun. Uncertianty over something big like a career move can sit on your shoulder like a mischevious imp whispering worries, doubts and fears in your ear.

 

Focus on something else to silence the doubts. Something physical- like walking, biking or maybe join a gym.

 

I've been there myself Kev. Don't let it linger.

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AFriendlyFace

Mmaybe you should go find some chocolate...it sounds like the chocolate reserves in your body are getting low :2hands: :read: :pickaxe: :music:

LOL Nick! I think you might be right! :boy::lol:

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AFriendlyFace

Hey Kevin,

 

I hope you get to feeling less sluggish and back to our normal peppy kevin, because i like you that way... its what makes you you. But anyway... i hope you dont get sick because that would suck to be sick during the summer. And do get out of those sleep clothes and get fixed up and go and paint your new gay friendly town red... you never know what (or who?) you may find out there... so get up and get out... but not until you take a shower, fix your hair, and pick out damn good out fit. :P

 

Later ~ nick :read:

 

Hey Nick!

 

Thanks :D , I'm feeling alot better today. Yesterday I suddenly felt MUCH worse and couldn't go out at all. It was bad I had the worst headache, extremely bad nausea, and I felt weak and dizzy. So I ended up just laying down alot and trying to take it easy, but today I'm feeling WAY better and pretty much back to normal :2thumbs: Anyway take care and have a great day!

 

Kevin

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AFriendlyFace

Until that happens I'm just in limbo.

 

Limbo is no fun. Uncertianty over something big like a career move can sit on your shoulder like a mischevious imp whispering worries, doubts and fears in your ear.

 

Focus on something else to silence the doubts. Something physical- like walking, biking or maybe join a gym.

 

I've been there myself Kev. Don't let it linger.

Hey James! :D

 

Thanks for the advice; you're completely right about the decision making me nervous. It wouldn't be so bad if I was on a leave of absense or something, but it's driving me crazy that I don't even know if I'll be any good at it once I finally start. I mean theoretically I could be lousy at it or really hate it and have to change jobs anyway, then I'd just have wasted all this time. For the most part though I'm pretty positive about it, I really think I will like it and do okay.

 

Yeah, you're right I should try to stay active and get more exercise. I've been thinking of joining this gay softball league, hmmm. Anyway thanks for the advice! Take care and have a great day!

 

Kevin

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