Apparently that's the vibe I was giving off last night. I went to Club tigerheat for the first time yesterday with two of my girlfriends. We got there around 11, and had to wait in line for an hour to get in, but it was actually a lot of fun! It's only the second club I've ever been to (Rage being the first), and I have to say I really liked it. The go-go boys were really cute, and the music was fun to dance to, give or take a couple of songs.

It was fun, that is, minus the groping. I mean, seriously, does dancing provocatively with two FEmales say I want gay males to touch me inappropriately? At one point, I actually had to remove one guy's hand from my ass and clearly say "NO." I thought it was amusing that my friends said they loved gay clubs because people are just there to dance and no creepy guys try and do stuff like that. On the bright side, there were a couple of hotties that I got to dance with.

Work is taking a toll on me. I found out that they're trying to postpone my management training until FEBRUARY. I've been told I would start training since October. On top of that, another person in the same position that I would be in (who's not very good at her job at all) is getting paid double what I'm getting paid right now, and the store manager told me the highest she would be able to pay me in that position is 2 dollars more. And since I'm not getting paid two dollars an hour, that doesn't really scream fair to me.

One of the other co-managers had a talk with me the day after when I was obviously upset with the management team, and she told me that she would do her best to straighten things out since she doesn't want to lose me over something so trivial. I appreciate her effort, but I think I'm going to put in my two weeks in soon. They're ridiculously understaffed, and I'm doing a lot of the same work as the managers are doing, so they obviously need me a lot more than I need them. I'm gone one day and they drop in credit by 9% (not too good when you're supposed to be at 4.5 and I have them at 10)

It's been a while since my last post. The last two boys? Yeah, I'm done with them. lol. Apparently the most I can do is two dates. After the second date, I tend to call it off. Then, the guys I went on the two dates with end up finding someone and being in a long-term, healthy relationship with them. Cut to a scene of me, nearly two decades old, with not a single relationship under my belt. fantastic. I think that I do want a relationship right now, but a big part of me tells me I just want it because I've never had one. It feels like I have this pressure to do all of the things you're supposed to do in a relationship at least once, lest I miss my chance. Once I do have one though, I highly doubt I would have this feeling. I think I would really have to like the guy to be that committed. I mean, my friends are fantastic; they set pretty high standards.

I bought Grey's Anatomy Season Three and finally watched it in marathon form. I LOVE Grey's Anatomy. I'm a little sad that I finished it already, since Season Four is still a ways away from being out in DVD form. I can't take the suspense, so I can't just watch it on TV. I have to be able to watch quite a few episodes at once. This show sparks me to be a surgeon, which I realize how dumb that sounds. Still, it's a possibility.