A general update on things....

Gavin and I are friends, and not more. His low sex drive and disinterest in the romantic did not make him a good match for me for a boyfriend... we're still friends though. I actually just got him a job working at the same theater I'm working at.

Oh yeah, I got a job working at a theater. The pay sucks, but I do like the job and the people I work with.

I'm looking at a job elsewhere, if I can go to work as a waiter in a restaurant around here, I think I could bring in around 500 a week in income... which would be enough to pay off most of my credit cards in about two months, then get a car and move out, with nothing but student loans to deal with. That's what my general goal is - pay off my credit cards and move out.

Long range goals are entirely fluid. I could do a lot of things, I've had a few ideas.... after getting my degree I think I'll work as a teacher and go to law school part time. That would mean about 5 years to get a Juris Doctorate and start down a career as a filthy rich lawyer.

Oh, and I started dating again. I met a guy named Alex, online. He's pretty cute, and very affectionate, and seems to have a fair sex drive... which all match up well with me. He says he's looking for a boyfriend and a long term relationship... if he's serious about that then it works well for me. If not then... plenty of other guys to see.

We actually had our first date two nights ago. He met me at my door, I let him inside the house and gave him a short tour... then we went out to a park for a walk and stopped at my favorite place in the neighborhood, next to the lake with a great view of a couple small islands teeming with birds... though they were all hiding that day. We kissed there, made out for a little bit, and sort of cuddled a lot. After that we went back to my house... we got waylayed by my mom and talked to her for a while before going to see the movie "Charlie Wilson's War" at the theater I work at.

It was surprisingly funny, but also rather anticlimactic. It can basically be summed up as "We want money!" ... "Yeah, and?".... "We need it, damn it, just look at the human suffering!" .... "Oh, shit, you really do need it." ... "Hey boss, they need money" ... "lol, no." ... "seriously, they really need it, just look" ... "whoa... okay, here ya go" ... *gets money and arms, shoots down russian aircraft* ... "Russians are leaving, yay! Can we have money to build a school?" ... "lol, no, we done there, let afghanistan handle afghanistan problems" ..... It seemed lacking in much of the way of drama, often more like they ran a storyboard by the audience than a movie.

Anyway, we did like the movie and after it we went for a little walk around the very small shopping area that constitutes the neighborhood's commerce district. Again I played tour guide but not for very long because there really wasn't all that much to see and Alex was getting cold. We got back in his car and he drove me home... I invited him inside. Inside, we made our way to my bedroom and what followed was an increasingly passionate makeout session that ended up with both of us naked before I heard my mom come home... we got dressed, acted like all was 'normal' and we were about to watch a movie on my laptop. After talking with my mom a bit Alex and I went back behind my closed door and picked up where we left off... with things getting more and more steamy... right up until I couldn't find my condoms >_< I wouldn't continue without them, no matter how horny I was, so we settled for non-anal fun and before we were dun, both of us had reached release.

After cleaning up a bit we realized it was getting late and Alex needed to go home, I walked him to his car and kissed him one last time before he left.

Tonight I talked with him a bit and asked if he'd like to go out again tomorrow... he's not sure, because he has to work tomorrow, but we'll see. I don't know whether things will get as steamy as our last date, but I DID find my condoms... precisely where I left them. In fact, the morning after the date, my eyes snapped open as i remembered exactly where they were....

Anyway, enough juicy details for one blog, see y'all later.