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Thoughts of mortality

NickolasJames8

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Sorry in advance for anyone creeped out by this entry.

 

Lately I've been thinking a lot about dying. Not wanting to die, but just dying in general. I guess more to the point, it's been consuming all of my thoughts and even my dreams at night. I just get the feeling that death might be right around the corner for me, and I can't shake it.

Last night I woke up in a cold sweat from a dream that I was being murdered, and a couple of nights before, I actually woke up kneeling at my bedside, and I swear I was talking to God. I'm a religious person, and I believe in God, but I don't necessarily believe in premonitions. Still, I can't shake this feeling that something's about to happen to me. It's like a sense of urgency I have to tie up all of my loose ends and do what I can to patch things up with people who matter to me, especially Taylor.

Of course this is probably all just stupidity on my part, but as stupid as it seems, it is what it is. We all have to go sometime, and maybe my time is coming sooner than later. Or, maybe not. I guess only time will tell, huh?

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sat8997

I truly believe that there are times when our subconscious sort of kicks us in the ass because we need to do something we

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CarlHoliday

As Sharon said, the mind knows something's gone awry in your life and it wants you to fix things right away. Unfortunately, Death is just about the only thing any of us can expect in their lifetime. It's the ultimate Dead End. It's down the road and there's no turn around. Thinking about it, letting it consume your thoughts, probably isn't a good thing, but as a religious person you probably have a little more understanding of what Death means. Take comfort in what you have now and fix what's wrong. You'll definitely feel better.

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NickolasJames8
I truly believe that there are times when our subconscious sort of kicks us in the ass because we need to do something we
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NickolasJames8
As Sharon said, the mind knows something's gone awry in your life and it wants you to fix things right away. Unfortunately, Death is just about the only thing any of us can expect in their lifetime. It's the ultimate Dead End. It's down the road and there's no turn around. Thinking about it, letting it consume your thoughts, probably isn't a good thing, but as a religious person you probably have a little more understanding of what Death means. Take comfort in what you have now and fix what's wrong. You'll definitely feel better.

 

 

It's funny, because i'm not scared to die or anything, but I definitely don't want to die yet. I guess I just have to leave it in The Lord's hands and let him work in my life the way he plans to. I think I definitely got a kick in the rear end this week, and I actually feel better for it :)

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Some would believe that the death in your dream may not mean your physical death. It could mean the death of your problems as they are resolved.

 

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