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Assorted grumbles


I have been irritable lately and I don't know why.

 

That is a lie, I know exactly why, but there is little to be done in the situation. All I can do is face the facts, no matter how distasteful they are, and move on I guess. Shame really, but it does reinforce certain long standing truths. When people are pressuring you to do something, something that you know in your gut is going to backfire in exactly the way you don't want it. Just don't do it, listen to your gut beyond anyone else. After all they are operating off assumptions based on only part of the truth. So how good is their advice anyhow?

 

School has been annoying me, I'm back in the mode of thinking "what the f**k is this for?" again. Yet i know what its for, in theory, I just don't know how it will play out, or if I will be even remotely good enough to make anything of it. Typical blanket insecurities I guess. :)

 

I just don't know what to do with my life, and honestly I am too old to feel this way.

 

yeah the annoying feeling is creeping up on me again. That feeling that time is being wasted.

 

I wish I could make this feeling go away, it infects everything with brooding pallor that I do not care for.

 

on the coworker front... from my last blog. Turns out he has a bit of a crush on me. I feel bad I want to run screaming in the opposite direction. Just my luck concerning this crap.

 

I should give up, claim a life of celibacy. Wont be much different I think.

 

Steve

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NaperVic

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Turns out he has a bit of a crush on me. I feel bad I want to run screaming in the opposite direction. Just my luck concerning this crap.

 

Why do you feel bad? You should feel flattered. Heck, you should go with it, flirt back.

 

He might be your soulmate, he might complete you, he might bring order and purpose to your life!

 

Did that just scare you even more? blink.gif

 

Seriously, you should see where it goes. No harm in that.

 

Take Care,

 

Vic

 

 

 

 

shadowgod

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Yay I get to let my asshole side be visible....

 

Why not? because there is ZERO attraction... wont be not ever soul mate or not he has been disqualified. He is taller then me by about 4 inches... Big and barrely chest with skinny legs. Something that gives him this odd cartoonish quality. He sweats standing still. Is way too in touch with his inner drag queen most days.

 

Oh yeah what else, he is already in a semi long term relationship with another person who co-signed for the shiny new car he got.

 

This is why I am running in the opposite direction. he isn't my soul mate not by any stretch or imaginary use of the word.

 

like I said... this is just my luck. But thanks for making me seem shallow. :)

Mark Arbour

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When I look back retrospectively, some of the times in my life where I've felt like I was "wasting time" were in fact some that were the best. I just didn't take the time to look around and realize it. I'm not saying you're making that mistake, I'm just saying I did.

NaperVic

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Yay I get to let my asshole side be visible....

 

Why not? because there is ZERO attraction... wont be not ever soul mate or not he has been disqualified. He is taller then me by about 4 inches... Big and barrely chest with skinny legs. Something that gives him this odd cartoonish quality. He sweats standing still. Is way too in touch with his inner drag queen most days.

 

Oh yeah what else, he is already in a semi long term relationship with another person who co-signed for the shiny new car he got.

 

This is why I am running in the opposite direction. he isn't my soul mate not by any stretch or imaginary use of the word.

 

like I said... this is just my luck. But thanks for making me seem shallow. smile.gif

 

Whoa! blink.gif I though you mentioned in your previous blog that this guy was cute.

 

Isn't this who you were talking about?

 

One of my employees told me My hair was nice on Monday. That was cool... especially seeing as he is damn cute, and in being so is damn dangerous. He has a girlfriend... but I swear some days he wouldn't mind trying other things out. lol Perhaps I should quit and use him as a going away present.

Trebs

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Different employee... Look down 2 more paragraphs in that blog for:

Oh! some other shit happened... One of my coworkers may have found out about my liking dick and what not. separate from the dangerous one... All and all its really no ones business what my preferences are there, but we will see, the situation is still developing, but really its about damn time. After all what straight guy knows what the hell blacks beach is?

 

See - especially the "separate from the dangerous one" - ie, the cute one...

NaperVic

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worshippy.gif thanks for clarifying!
shadowgod

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Sorry if I wasn't clear that it was a separate co-worker Vic. Honestly if it was the dangerous one... I wouldn't be bitching in a blog. I'd be doing bad things in the walk-in :P Alas, not my luck. It is instead the least desirable of all.

Krista

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Oh poo.. there went my cam show duo.. sigh.. And not knowing what to do with ones life can pop up no matter how... "successful" or.. "along" you are in that life... hell I don't know what I want either.. lol.. and I've already spent way too much money on my education...

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