Assorted grumbles
I have been irritable lately and I don't know why.
That is a lie, I know exactly why, but there is little to be done in the situation. All I can do is face the facts, no matter how distasteful they are, and move on I guess. Shame really, but it does reinforce certain long standing truths. When people are pressuring you to do something, something that you know in your gut is going to backfire in exactly the way you don't want it. Just don't do it, listen to your gut beyond anyone else. After all they are operating off assumptions based on only part of the truth. So how good is their advice anyhow?
School has been annoying me, I'm back in the mode of thinking "what the f**k is this for?" again. Yet i know what its for, in theory, I just don't know how it will play out, or if I will be even remotely good enough to make anything of it. Typical blanket insecurities I guess.
I just don't know what to do with my life, and honestly I am too old to feel this way.
yeah the annoying feeling is creeping up on me again. That feeling that time is being wasted.
I wish I could make this feeling go away, it infects everything with brooding pallor that I do not care for.
on the coworker front... from my last blog. Turns out he has a bit of a crush on me. I feel bad I want to run screaming in the opposite direction. Just my luck concerning this crap.
I should give up, claim a life of celibacy. Wont be much different I think.
Steve
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