So I'm still running pretty regularly (about 13 out of 14 days) so that means that I continue to run into my two running crushes at least 3 or 4 times a week. They always have some encouraging words or salutations for me, like 'Heya Vic' or 'Good Morning Vic' or 'Nice job Vic' or 'Looking Good Vic' or 'See you tomorrow Vic'. Perks me up everytime I runinto them.

When you're out there running, just trying to keep up your pace, your mind starts to wander. I've started to build up fantasies about my two crushes. Like I daydream about Damien and I spending the day together, meeting my family or how well he gets along with my dog Mina. And even Ryan, I've fantasized about our first dinner/date together, what I was wearing, what he was wearing, what we ordered, how we shared dessert.

It's really scary when I am daydreaming about one of them and then I unexpectedly pass by them....if they only knew what I was thinking . For example, last saturday, I did an extra long run and went 9 miles. They don't normally go the direction I went that morning and at that time, but sure enough I passed them. They were also surprised to see me and they were real buddy like with excitement (I was too) that I was as far out as I was.

So basically, they're both separately my pretend boyfriends. I've created relationships with each of them in my mind.

I think I'm going to take the plunge and ask them if I can go running with them on Saturday. Saturday would be good because it won't mess me up going to work like it would during the week. Although who knows how I'll concentrate. I mean, what if I fall slightly behind and I'm forced to stare at their asses the whole way?

God I'm so lame. They've asked me to run with them...twice. And I've been non-committal both times. Oh and ANOTHER guy started chatting me up, saying I should go running with him, WTF!

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I'm testing out a new feature of my BLOG. It only allows known LRITEs to read this section.

Being a die hard LRITE, is it okay to be happy for Luke now that he & Taylor seem to be getting along well? Luke & Taylor do seem to make a good couple, but I've been worried these last six months about Luke's problem in the bedroom.

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