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After that, the time I spent at home wasn’t fun anymore. Cedric was still humorous, cheerful and irresistible, but there was a part of me that knew I couldn’t have him and it put me in a foul mood. I pretended I was fine though for my parents’ sake and Cedric’s as well, but deep inside, I felt very alone and sad. To make matters worse, Lee came home that Saturday afternoon accompanied by Liam. “Hey, Lee, what are you doing home?” I asked, but my focus was on Liam. He wouldn’t even look at
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Cedric’s whole body stiffened beside me and his eyes opened wide in surprise. I wished I could take back what I said but it was already too late. There was a part of me which told me I had done the right thing. The sooner Cedric realized he was straight, the better, not only for his sake but mine as well. But there was also a part of me which wanted to believe--which hoped I’d been wrong. I wanted Cedric to be gay because my heartbeat went on overdrive when he said he wanted to be my boyfriend.
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It was a while before I moved. I looked around me and the parking lot was almost deserted except for a few cars here and there. It was Friday night after all and most students were either at home or out partying. There was something peaceful about standing alone in an almost empty parking lot with a full moon above. As I looked up, I felt this presence watching me. I turned around. It was Lee. “Lee? How long have you been standing there?” He didn’t say anything. I looked at him closely
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Joey and I both looked at the tree. I’m not sure about Joey but I felt like the tree was welcoming us. It’d been five years but somehow it recognized us. I knew I was being sentimental, but I couldn't help feeling so insignificant. And yet, even though I had no control over this situation, it mattered that I was a part of it. It was a bit overwhelming. A strong urge to look at Joey overcame me. My gaze shifted to him. He peeled his eyes off the tree, turning until he looked at me too. We gaze
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During the last day of the first week of class I saw Joey again. I found out from Sam that Joey had gotten into a fight with Lee. So that was what Lee meant when he said he took care of something that day. I didn’t really know how I felt about their fight. Sometimes I wish that I don’t feel anything at all. I waved doubtfully at Joey and he waved back with a slight smile. I approached him. “Hi, Joey,” I said while looking at the floor. I was afraid one look into his brown eyes would jump s
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We were silent on the drive back to the dorm and though I welcomed the silence beforehand, the silence now was awkward. I tried to get Liam’s attention twice but he just ignored me and kept his focus on the road. Liam seemed angry somehow. It was not as if I meant for our night together to end like this. I sighed and just gave up trying. I would have to talk to him another time when his mood has improved. The car came to a stop and as I looked around me, I realized that we were in the dorm pa
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I think the thing I miss the most about home is the fact that I can just be by myself. I think it’s obvious that I like having Cedric around but I never realized how much I enjoy being by myself until now. I had a small smile on my lips as I walked without minding where I was going. The important thing was the walk, not the destination. I thought about everything that happened. Growing up with Lee, my lifelong friendship with Sam and even Joey, the instant connection with Cedric, hanging out
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Chaos. I just stood there and let this spectacle happen before me. I wanted to float away, to escape, but I could not move. “Dan, please, listen to me.” “Who’s this guy?” “Hey, let go of me!” “Back off, man, he obviously doesn’t want to talk to you.” “I need to explain.” “Get away from him.” “Please, I don’t mean him any harm.” “I think you’ve done enough harm already.” “I want to make up for what I did.” “Get him out of here, I’ll take care of this guy.” In t
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Cedric and I became fast friends. We had so much in common. I haven’t had a guy friend after Joey so it was nice having Cedric as a friend. We don’t seem to run out of things to talk about. We’re both not into sports that much which was a surprise for me because Cedric had an athlete’s built. Turns out we both like reading. I told him that I write short stories every now and then and he just got excited and begged me to let him read some of my works. I didn’t promise him anything but told him th
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The days that followed were uneventful. There were no repeats of the dream, thankfully, but maybe that’s because Joey’s memories already bugged me during the day every chance it gets. That’s when I decided that maybe it’s time for me to move on. I still have feelings for Joey, that’s for sure, but it’s been five years already. Of course all these are just words, actually doing it would take much effort. But I can do it, I think. I kept myself busy by preparing for college. I am going to atten
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After the dream, there wasn’t anything else I could do so I just stayed in bed and watched the sky turn from dusk to morning through the window of my room. It was going to be one of those sunny mornings without any cloud in the blue sky. I cheered up a bit but I still felt horrible inside. Why did I dream of Joey again after all these years? Five years to be exact. But the dream is still the same and more vivid than ever. I wished I could forget but then again how can anyone forget the event
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It was raining but the fact that it was did not impede my steps. I trudged slowly but purposefully. My feet already knew the way as I had made this trek ever since I was a kid. My thoughts were elsewhere, my thoughts were of him. I had to see him before it was too late. I was actually glad of the rain because it hid my tears. Am I crying because I’m losing one of my best friends? My best friend, Joey, is moving you see. I won’t see him again. It sucks but there’s nothing any of us can do abou
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Daniel is haunted by his first ever kiss. He couldn't fathom though how this could possibly happen as he's never been kissed before. But for awhile he had this dream of what could have been and he hasn't had that dream for years until now.
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Listen to my story... This may be our last chance. My story basically began when I learned that I had cancer. I’m not a very good storyteller (I already gave out the climax of the story!) but I still hope you’ll listen. Anyways, this is my story and it will go the way I want it to or I’ll end it here. What are you so concerned about, you’re not the one with cancer. I am. My life prior to knowing that I had cancer can only be termed as meaningless. I was an orphan and I had nobody. I studie
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A man was diagnosed with cancer. When he finds love for the first time, he struggles not only for his life but also for the love of a young handsome man.
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I could not sleep. I gently sat up and rested my back against the headboard of the king-sized bed. My gaze immediately sought the guy that was sleeping next to me. A smile formed on my lips. Gawd he’s so beautiful. I found peace looking at his calm handsome face. I felt so lucky that I had him and that somehow he likes me too. I was about to stroke his hair but stopped myself just in time. Sometimes I just can’t seem to take my hands off of him. I sighed a little loudly. Guiltily, I loo
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A young man's journey towards acceptance. Will he succeed in gaining his family's acceptance of his sexuality or will he lose the man he loves so dearly in the process?
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In the background, children were playing, running and laughing. They were watched over by either their mom or dad who was engaged in a conversation with their peers. I was at the park, sitting alone in a bench, my mind a blank. To the outside world, I just seem like a guy who enjoys meditating on a lazy Saturday morning. But on the inside, strong conflicting emotions were spreading like wild fire throughout my entire being. As I stare mindlessly at nothing in particular, my hearing suddenly c
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A man has to choose between an old love and a new one.
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Due to their personal circumstances, Bill and Nate only had a day together. But as they get to know each other, something more than physical attraction developed. What happens when the day comes to an end?
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A Chance Encounter by jian_sierra I slowly made my way down to the subway station unaffected by the rush of people around me. This was the main reason I chose my current job, although the pay wasn’t the highest in the market. The schedule was flexible which gave me the feeling of being in control of my own time. Granted it was actually only an abstract control since I still needed to complete eight hours per day. But I valued the sense of freedom it provided. It made work fun for me
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I have a close friend and this is almost always the start of a debate between us: she loves Twilight, I love Harry Potter. What's not to love about Harry Potter hehe. Whenever I want to recreate that awesome feeling I had when I first read Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone all those many years ago, I would just pick up the book, lie down in bed and wrap a blanket around me and like magic (no pun intended), I'll be in Hogwarts. Works all the time and I never get tired of it. I love my friend so I'm not gonna say anything bad about Twilight hehe. Not that Twilight is not a good story, it is. And I'll just leave it at that
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Hey welcome to GA! GA is great, hope you'll familiarize yourself around here in no time. Nice meeting you
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I am an introvert through and through so I only keep very few close friends but the few that I keep are very precious to me. I am friendly enough (I think) but it usually takes a while for me to really warm up to people. Once that happens though, no one can really make me shut up. I used to have a best friend (make that two, one after the other), the one person in the whole wide world that I share everything with, but they're not in my life anymore. Sure we're still friends but that's it, just friends. They did the one and only thing that makes me mad, they betrayed my trust. Anyway, I befriend those who is able to accept me for who I am, no questions asked. And also those who can take my sense of humor (or lack thereof).
