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Oh, totally a choice! I think I decided to be gay was also the same day I decided that I was going to be an owl and live in a tree. Well talk to you guys later, I have to go find a rat to eat.

:Brushes off shoulder: You're welcome.

LOL that sounds dirty xD

LOL what have you heard!? Those are my favorite jeans, hole or not!I will never stop wearing them!

Haircut today.

Leona Lewis Ft. OneRepublic - Lost Then Found Staring at tears on the pages Of letters that I never could write I know love isn't painless But it's worth the risk It's worth the fight I'm playing it over and over I wish that I could turn back time Maybe we were wrong But we could be right Why do we say things we can't take back? Why do we miss what we never had? Both of us fell to the ground The love was so lost It couldn't be found What will it take to forget who's to blame I'm tired of crying at the sound of your name Why don't we turn this around? Love ain't the enemy Don't you want to be Lost then found? Lost then found? Lost then found? Love ain't the enemy We could be lost then found Empty glasses on tables Echoes fill these rooms The memories go where we go Their like a suitcase That you never lose With the good lord's eyes upon me I swear to make things right Whatever we lost I know we can find The words come pouring out Can't stop the rain Wish that you could take them back But it's too late, it's too late We could be lost then found...

Happy Birthday, buddy

No. They literally think that someone in the relationship emulates a female, it is a completely separate question from the "top of bottom" question, which I also find annoying. xD Curiosity doesn't really justify a reason to ask personal questions about someone's sex life. Just my opinion though.

One of THE most annoying questions that straight people ask me? "So uh, like, are you the boy or girl in a relationship?" Why the hell would I want to take the role or a girl OR date someone who takes on the role of a female!? I like GUYS and I am a GUY so I'm not sure where that question comes from! Also - "So...you take it up the ass?" Just because I am gay doesn't mean you get to ask me personal questions about my sex life! What kinds of stupid questions have y'all been asked?

Yes, Kelly Clarkson. Also, a little additional information - the song was taken from a diary entry that Kelly wrote as a child when she was dealing with the divorce of her parents. The song carries a few different meanings to me, which is why I like it so much.

Now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life Because it's empty Because of you I am afraid.

ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER <3

I can be very oblivious but normally it's to stationary things like buildings or land marks. I am a people watcher [creeper] when I'm public LOL I always have been so I think I would notice that immediately. How I would react I'm not really sure... After watching this show I think I would react differently than I would have if I hadn't seen it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9KY-_1fd3o&feature=channel_video_title This made me cry like a big baby What would you guys do in this situation?

DUDE I was obsessed with this song and "Ordinary Day" when they first came out. LOL I would play them on repeat every night when I took a shower and I'd sing LOL

Nephy, if you made pie I would happily eat some and if there wasn't enough I would tell you to have it :3 YOU ARE TOO KIND to deal with things like that. Sorry about your back

Dang, Vic! YOU LOOK GOOD!!

Oh Nephy <3 I would try to give you some words of advice or encouragement but I don't think it'll make any different. You are a very intelligent and caring person and you have a lot to offer. You're just looking at it all wrong, my dear! Someone, someday will find you and love you! You're too awesome to pass up. :hugs:

I feel that way a lot too about my blogs. Like no one really cares or listens but it's not about them, it's about me. I hope you don't delete anymore of your blogs

Heartbreaker by Pink

I'm sorry it hurts but at least you have closure and can move on fully knowing what would've happened. It'll all be good for you before you know it

"Excuse me, mam? Oh! I am so sorry! Sir!" HELLNAW

LOVE the feel to this song.

I actually disagree with this statement completely. The fear of rejection is something I know all too well - but the fear of not ever knowing is something that creeps up after the fear of rejection wears off, only it's a hundred times worse. If you really feel strongly about him and you are able to place see yourself in a working relationship then I say go for it. Life is short, you only live once and if you think it's there - grab it. Now if he has a mean personality or has done something wrongful to you in the past, I would steer clear of him. It is easy for someone to realize that they had something great once it's gone, HOWEVER, it doesn't mean that old habits don't return, which in most cases they do. I know that I just gave yo a mixed piece of advice but try doing what I do in situations like this. Pretend you are a stranger who has no emotional ties to this relationship at all. Pretend that you are the one deciding whether or not you should pursue this other boy again. Think about all of the FACTS and ignore your heart. Once you've done that, make a decision. I always say - once the heart is hurt, you think with your mind before your emotions. Hope I helped.

I never really had to come out of the closet, to be quite honest. When I was in Highschool I ran track and cross country all four years. Of course no one knew that I was gay up until my junior year, however it was mostly speculation within my small close circle of friends. They started doing some investigative work into my very personal life and kind of figured it out. When they asked me if I was gay, I didn't really deny it, although I was extremely defensive at first. After I let the sting of my wounds disappear, everything was totally normal. The summer before my senior year started I started dating my first boyfriend, which lasted until the final months of the school year. We both decided that we wouldn't hide that we were together or dating but we wouldn't start screaming it down the halls either. If people asked, we would tell them the truth. Everyone was really cool about it - the football team even came up to me one day when I was walking in from track practice and told me they supported us. It was the strangest thing. I was never really deemed as a flamboyant gay so I think that helped a lot. The only people who seemed upset over finding out that I was gay were my parents. My mother cried and my dad looked kind of ghostly. Neither one of them admitted to being upset but I come from a family that wears their emotions on their face and it was kind of easy to tell, especially with my mom. One of the hardest parts about accepting the fact that I was gay to myself, was seeing all of the overly flamboyant gay boys in school. It was hard to categorize myself with someone like that because at the time - I had nothing in common with them and they were picked on all the time by everyone BECAUSE of the fact that they displayed themselves in a manner that was uncommon. Which is why I understand where Tet was coming from when he initially made his first reply but I think some of us took it out of context. Accepting yourself takes more time for some people and I think that when you aren't completely out of the closet, it's a little bit different than being in. Not saying that's true for everyone but I just think that everyone should sit, listen and be enlightened rather than jumping the gun. There's nothing to gain from that and after all, we are all on the same boat, aren't we?