If it is a choice to be gay, I wouldn't choose it the first place but as I can remember, I was attracted to guys maybe in the early age of 7-8 years old where I was fascinated by the guys on the cover of Men's health, etc... my mum always have this lingerie catalogs and I was always interested with the male models in their sexy underwear instead of the women in more provocative attire which didn't have any effect on me.. until now. I had my first crush on two guys in my class when I was 10. At first I didn't realize it until I was 11 years old