Marzipan

Good for you Cia, physical and/or mental abuse is horrible! I'm soo affraid for a close friend of mine that's in a really dangerous looking relationship. She is trying to leave him, but he always manages to pull her back with all kinds of pretexts... If he hurts her, I'm so gonna kick his ass. In case Cia's advice wasn't clear enough, Leave when you can and back your bags quicly!!!!!!

I hear you! I'm working on it!

Well, the key is (I think...) to be you, and I'm not a chit chat -type of a person, so I can relate

I had my first so called succesfull chat today! Thanks Frosty, Agaith, Harrord and BB etc. Soo much fun. I'll be there again SOON! So I oficially want to change my own answers to the poll.

American cheese cake is the best! With strawberryes! Yum!

Mine was to get involved with a guy that I thought was the most intelligent person on earth (I get easily attracted to brainy people, well I guess we all hawe brains, lol). He was a kind, handsome, generous type that I really can't say bad things about. But He was totally wrong for me. He knew a lot more than I did, he was 5 years older and had so much more experience than me. I was never really in love with him. We were together almost 10 years, it would have been 10 years this New years eve! Mistake nro 1: He became my best friend and it took me years to realise I don't love him and I'm constantly looking outside our relationship. I had secret crushes all the time to fill in my need for romance. --> Don't seddle on friendship, it's totally different kind of love. Mistake nro 2: I started to change myself to fit better into his patterns, he didn't do the same thing. I became less of me and faded more and more. --> Don't change who you are. Mistake nro 3: He had financial controll over me and I didn't feel independent. I hated that! I'm not rich, but I can take care of myself. Easily! --> Keep your own money! BIGGEST MISTAKE: I didn't leave from the relationship earlier. I feel i have lost nearly a decade of my life. --> I do feel stronger will to live the way I want now. I really don't want to think if the love of my life has passed me when I wasn't paying attention. He/she is still out there!!!!

That'll be a really good pick up line: "Would you wear my skirt?"

No way! Big brother... Or terrorists snatching your entire body just to get your chip... Or an error in the chip and you'll loose all your rights to your identity... :wacko:

to GA folks! In retrospect 2010 was the best year of my life! I'm single again, I'm doing more things that make me happy, I have found so many special, new friends and I finally started to write too. It'll be a good year if it is even half as good as this year was. I still have 3hours and 45minutes to mess it up royally... So I'll be spending this eve at home with a few drinks and laptop. Lets see how those go together ... Have the best possible New Year 2011 and enjoy life!

Have a great NEW YEAR 2011 folks in GA!!!!!

I've done an entrance or two and solemly promise to keep on doing just to get out of my comfort zone and get to know you folks. My fingers are just so slow ...

Touko Laaksonen's interview and the exhibition that is coming to Turku next summer.

Oh, I will tell you all about it!

Now you can read for yourself the story of Aleksi Connors. It's called Hot'n Cold. First chapter is out and second coming tonight!!!!! https://www.gayauthors.org/story/Marzipan/hotncold

I'd be Nemi. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nemi_(comic_strip)

In my opinnion the chat is too quick for me. I guess I'm too old and slow and I like to get under the surface of the conversations. Please don't get me wrong! 1. I really would like to get to know more folks here! 2. I've only taken a few peeks at the chat room here and it did seem like a fun place to hang around if you can think and respond in a speed of light. 3. That said, I really don't know how deep the conversations in chat goes. I only have scratched the surface...

Heeellllppp!!! Do you think it's normal when a customer of mine wants to talk to me a lot. And she doesn't break her eye contact at all. I feel uncomfortable before her eyes. The thinks we talk are general stuff, holidays, hobbies, snowmen, what ever. She's not Finnish and she's from Malaysia. Is it like a common thing to smile and stare people when talking, without blinking? Is she trying to signal me something...? She seems so shy in the other hand, she speaks with a quiet tone and I just find her hard to read. She doesn't end up talking to my co-workers. Hmmm... She did ak me to be fer facebook friend too. And I'm like the only Finnish fb contact she has. I can see us friends, but just in case if the staring thing is a cue of something, I'd like to know about it... I once tryed the eyecontact test for a friend of mine that I had a crush on, she didn't look away, I had to. Not sure of her yet, she's probably into girls but it's another story.

Totally creepy! Love it! I stare at the people and it's like the best way to enetrtain oneself if nothing to do. And I howl to the moon too, but only when it's full and when I get the change to do it in private. Full moon makes me do even more creepier things too, like I tend to be extremelly flirtatious to almost everyone. And that is soo embarassing... I try not to go any drinking or socializing during full moon, don't wanna pick me a guy or a gal that I'll regret later. Is it creepy to believe in full moon's effect... ? I have so many years of data about about the effects...

Oh wow, I think I have too many colors mixed in my sex life, wich is btw non-existing right now, that it cant have just one pointed out. But if I close my eyes and think about the hot stuff, I came up with yellow and orange and white flames.

lol, I got myself a good headache trying to count... My guess is countless amount since if we agree that the boys entering the picture are always different from the ones that leave it and they all get counted once. Do we agree? :wacko:

Aren't you a cutie! And you have sooo many pretty girlfriends too!

Yoga keeps me in shape. Since I instruct it too, I get tens of hours of yoga in a month. I also do pole dancing, weight training and running. I get muscels pretty (too) easily for a woman, so I have to be carefull with the weights since I don't want to compromise my flexibiliy. I'm sure if I was a man, I'd be really really big with the muscles the way I'd love to work out. Lol. 2011 I'm gonna focus more in eating as pure and ecolocial food as possible.

Marzipan is a song by Jenni Vartiainen. It is a paradise like place where no one can hurt you and you are free to be who you want to be. http://www.youtube.c...h?v=DmGkeIW2mtE Marzipan also has my name inside it.

Hei Sneeze! Welcome to GA! Hatshiuuuu...

I'd love to cuddle, but I'm quite a shy person to get physically demonstrative. I was too long in a relationship that didn't have any kissing, holding hands or hugging, just the sex part was there. I feel totally out of practise. People that know me would probably run away if I suddenly started to get touchy touchy... Or maybe not... Now I'm really trying to put my guards down more. I'll put that on my list of what to do for the year 2011... That said, I'm in desperate need of a huge hug right now. My cat eyes me evilly already, like he knows what I'm about to...