Hayden L

Cool, that's kinda what I've been doing.

LMAO You better share

I'm really sorry everyone. I didn't mean for this thread to get anyone upset. I just thought it'd be fun to post this here. I get it. I'll blog it from now on. Just please, everyone, don't get mad at each other.

Yeah, I'm not sure about the Blog thing here. I don't know if it's me being hyper-sensitive or if a lot of people here really don't like me, i don't know... but whatever. I just posted this as a random poll to try to have a lil fun, that's all.

In my possession are the following... MacBook Pro, iPod Touch, iPhone 5, iPad 2 Now, if Apple would only make an iMotorcycle

This one time, in band camp...

^^ this ^^

Actually, I am trying to create an outline for my story but I have so many plot ideas or plot twists that I can't come up with anything that makes any sense. I get too frustrated so I quit trying then I feel guilty for not finishing what i've started. Everything is so disorganized and scattered in my head. I don't know, maybe I'm just not cut out to be an author.

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I do a lil Motovloging, does that count?

So, last night I wanted to blow off some steam and just get away from my family. I took my bike out for a ride and in the process met up with another random sportbike dude. Anyway, we started racing each other and I reached a top speed of 165 MPH. when I checked my mirrors he was about 1/2 mile behind me I slowed to a stop to wait for him and we just chilled in a parking lot and talked about random shit. That's what I like most about sportbike riders, they're all usually pretty chill.

Thanks for sharing that link. That's all I was trying to say in this thread, I just want to be judged by my athletic ability and nothing else. Some people, even on here, totally misunderstood this.

I am so fu@king tired of everyone making such a big deal about me being gay and playing ball. What the hell difference does being a fag, queer, homo, etc, etc make in my ability to catch and run with a football. I am skilled in the sport enough to play both offense and defense, not to mention special teams. So, do people honestly believe that I am the only homo to have ever been inside a football locker room or showers? The questions and the hype got so bad that I've decided to change schools. I really don't want to give up playing the sport that I love, but it's just not fun anymore. I feel like I'm some kind of novelty or freak show that people just like to see but don't really respect. What is it about me being gay that amazes people so much? I've even had girls tell me that I'm not really gay and that they'll prove it. Then, gay guys don't want anything to do with me because I'm "too straight acting." WTF!!! I'm not acting. I have a dick, just like every other male. I love football. I love riding sportbikes. I love baseball. Just because I know very little about fashion and care even less about it doesn't prove anything about me. All this proves is that I have nobody to go out with or to talk to. I have friends and teammates, but nobody close enough who truly understands and it sucks! Last night I actually cried. Part of me wishes that I wast't gay and that I could just be left the hell alone! If I quit the team now, I'll just look like a quitter who couldn't handle the competition and that's just not true. I can handle ANYBODY on the field. The fact is, I just don't have the energy to keep fighting off people trying to get into all of my personal business. My real name is not Hayden, that's just my middle name. I don't give out my real info on here. In my real life I've had my personal email hacked, my facebook account hacked, reporters sneaking pictures of me for their stupid little "look at that silly queer thinking he can play a man's sport" stories. Well, I may only be 19 but I am all man and I will gladly kick any man's ass who thinks that I can't or shouldn't play football!

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Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God, he hears you And pray to God, he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life How to save a life Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life How to save a life Just wish someone would save me from my life -___-

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Start with getting kicked out of Waffel House :S

I am arrogantly hot!

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I can't find it now, but I'm still lookin for it. It was a video about a kid that gets bullied then kills himself. The video is his suicide note. At the end of the video, the principal of his school is holding an assembly and speaking about how all students should feel safe and welcome in his school. I'm pretty sure this kid made this video as a school project.

I still say I'm hot

I have this really cool story idea and I've already begun to define and devlope the characters and the plot line(s). I've written several drafts of the first chapter but I just need someone who will help me by motovating me, editing what I've written, offer suggestions and kinda be a mentor/butt kicker for me. Sometimes my ADHD kicks-in and I lose focus, but if I have someone who keeps nudging me I can get a lot done. So, if any of ya'll are willing to help me, I'll be greatful. Yes, I know I haven't made myself an "Author" just yet, I kinda want to wait on that until I get some real feedback from whomever is willing to put up with my crappy writing and inattentive behaviros

^^ awesome ^^