I'm not sure if here's the right place to write something or to it elsewhere, but I just finished ISWB and wanted to tell how much I loved it. It's an intense story and I was soooo happy when Brian and Sam finally worked out everything and got together. The Postscript though - that's when I lost it and almost bawled my eyes out. Somehow it totally eluded me that this story was autobiographical and when realization set it ... well, I needed a lot of Kleenex, that's for sure. I just hope with all my heart that Brian/John and Sam could enjoy the time they had and that John and their son are doing ok these days.