I know and I used to find joy in it. I would lose myself for hour out there digging and playing with dirt, taking care and baby plants... but now I just feel nothing. Or kinda like a burden, like I have this gorgeous raised bed and a green house and I feel obligated to do something but truth is my heart isn't in it.
I hope it'll come back with the warmth and nice weather in the coming days/weeks
I really don't feel motivated about the garden this year. I bought young tomato plants as those I has sew had died. I haven't tidy and cleaned the greenhouse and the garden/terrace around the rised bed is still a mess. I haven't even been out there yet.
Today was a slow day. Spent it tidying some in my brothers old bedroom and reading and cuddling with the cats.
My brother and his girlfriend came over for dinner and we ordered from the italien place. It was delicious and we are all stuffed!
The day started bright and sunny though cold but the sky is starting the be overcast and grey. My feet are cold 🥶 I think I'll get out of the house later to go grocery shopping