Comicality

"Gone From Daylight: Blood Ties 48" I heard The Jeweler give everyone in the room a command in that ancient 'language' of his when he saw the darkness coil around me in defense. It swirled and it whispered and I could feel its icy grip taking hold of me. Firing me up to dangerous levels. The strange thing is...it still felt like 'me', you know? You would think that preparing for some serious acts of hardcore violence would require a complete and total disconnect from your civil idea of

YES! I can defintely be jealous sometimes! Now, when I say that,I don't want you guys to think that I'm some sort of psycho or that I'm overly possessive of the people in my life. I'm not. But I'd be a bold faced liar if I said that I didn't get jealous sometimes. Like...if I'm out with someone, and it's a party atmosphere? Then sure. We're there to mingle and have fun and talk to other people. That's fun. Just...not at my expense. If that makes sense. Don't get totally absorbed in some other guy all night and completely ignore me. That's when the jealousy monster starts to rise to the surface. I could be wrong, but I think a little envy is healthy in a relationship. What can I say? I care. I want to be close to you. I want you to want to be close to me too. When things get out of balance, then yeah...I feel like I'm being scammed. Because there are people out there who will deliberately move in on your boyfriend and push hard to replace you for their own selfish needs. And I know who they are...but they can deal with that karma when it boomerangs back to them. I won't be a part of that. Anyway, a little jealousy is ok from time to time. I don't own or control anybody, and if they leave me behind for somebody else...then, sucks to be me, I guess. I can be an adult about that. But I'd never claim to not be jealous when it happens. The green eyed monster is like the HULK for me! LOL! So be gentle with my heart, ok? I've been hurt before! LOL!

LMAO!!! These are all brilliant! THANKS, you guys! I'll definitely add a few of these to the YouTube channel! ::Giggles::

Hehehe, I was soooo young at the time, but I remember sleeping over at my best friend's house and watching 'Night Flyte' videos into theiddle of the night, and they'd play this video constantly! LOL! now it's been rebooted by Weezer! And HEY, Finn Wolfhard from "Stranger Things"! Double bonus!

Jealousy! Sometimes, it's something that we can control, or at least keep under wraps in order to keep the peace. But...if you had to be totally honest about it...would you say that you were a jealous person when it came to your relationships? Now, before you answer...understand that I'm not instantly saying that jealousy is this awful disorder and you're a bad and obsessive person for feeling that way. It doesn't have to always be that severe. Maybe the boy you love is sharing a joke and a laugh with a stranger at a bar somewhere. Maybe they shared a secret with someone that they had never shared with you before. Maybe they're just gorgeous, or have a great singing voice, or a body and six pack abs to die for. Maybe people flirt with them all the time, and it drives you CRAZY, because you know that they could pick any one of those flirtatious guys at random and go home with them tonight if they wanted to. Whatever the situation, whatever the cause or effect...jealousy is a real thing. It can raise its ugly head when you least expect it, and cause a bunch of problems before you're able to get it back under control again. So...jealousy! Do you ever get jealous? In a good way, or a bad way? Is there even a good way? What do you think causes it? And how do you overcome it...if at all? I'd love to hear your thoughts on this! So feel free to leave your comments as a reply below, and I'll add this to the March Issue 'Q&A' section of Imagine Magazine! Cool? Thanks in advance for putting your two cents in! I'm always curious about these things! And I'll be giving my answer too as soon as I get a chance! K? Seezya soon!

https://imagine-magazine.org/ Happy 15th of the month! And also, a belated Happy Valentine's Day greeting, directly from me to you! Whether you're with someone special, or just take some time to love yourself...never stop! Love is the one inexhaustible resource that we have. So give as much of it away as you can while you're here! K? Anyway, a brand new issue of Imagine Magazine is now available for you guys to dive into if you're a fan! We have some goodies waiting for you over there! Also, new additions to your new fave stories! New stuff from MrM, Lindon Westzer, Beldro Mercier, Jules Porter, and The Story Lover! If you guys get a chance, please take a moment to send them a comment to let them know that you're reading! You have no idea how much of an adrenaline shot that is for a writer's inspiration! Also, a special treat this month...our featured author, Juju, has posted the first chapter of his new story, "Duncan: Out Of Exile" in this new issue! Juju is the youngest author we've featured to date. At only 15 years old, I can tell you that he's highly intelligent, articulate, and creative. Not to mention quite 'bold' when he needs to be! Hehehe! So check out his first chapter, and our one-on-one interview about his writing process directly after! Also, expect your usual collection of articles from me, personally, a brand new chapter of "Shelter", writing tips, fun facts, and a glimpse into the 'Gay Like Me' section on the ComicalityShack Youtube channel...where there is an entire archive of short gay teen films just waiting for you right NOW if you want to check them out! As always, HUGE thanks to everyone who took the time to submit their work and their time and energy into helping us make, yet ANOTHER, successful issue of Imagine Magazine! It's been over six months now since the reboot, and we're going stronger than ever! So thanks to all of our content creators, and big thanks to Jeff and AC and everyone who helps to put the finished product together and having it look so awesome in time for posting! ((Hugs)) All around! I love you! And I'll seezya you soon! Hehehe, keep a close eye on the site this week! Just...ummm...just sayin'. >:P

https://imagine-magazine.org/ Happy 15th of the month! And also, a belated Happy Valentine's Day greeting, directly from me to you! Whether you're with someone special, or just take some time to love yourself...never stop! Love is the one inexhaustible resource that we have. So give as much of it away as you can while you're here! K? Anyway, a brand new issue of Imagine Magazine is now available for you guys to dive into if you're a fan! We have some goodies waiting for you over there! Also, new additions to your new fave stories! New stuff from MrM, Lindon Westzer, Beldro Mercier, Jules Porter, and The Story Lover! If you guys get a chance, please take a moment to send them a comment to let them know that you're reading! You have no idea how much of an adrenaline shot that is for a writer's inspiration! Also, a special treat this month...our featured author, Juju, has posted the first chapter of his new story, "Duncan: Out Of Exile" in this new issue! Juju is the youngest author we've featured to date. At only 15 years old, I can tell you that he's highly intelligent, articulate, and creative. Not to mention quite 'bold' when he needs to be! Hehehe! So check out his first chapter, and our one-on-one interview about his writing process directly after! Also, expect your usual collection of articles from me, personally, a brand new chapter of "Shelter", writing tips, fun facts, and a glimpse into the 'Gay Like Me' section on the ComicalityShack Youtube channel...where there is an entire archive of short gay teen films just waiting for you right NOW if you want to check them out! As always, HUGE thanks to everyone who took the time to submit their work and their time and energy into helping us make, yet ANOTHER, successful issue of Imagine Magazine! It's been over six months now since the reboot, and we're going stronger than ever! So thanks to all of our content creators, and big thanks to Jeff and AC and everyone who helps to put the finished product together and having it look so awesome in time for posting! ((Hugs)) All around! I love you! And I'll seezya you soon! Hehehe, keep a close eye on the site this week! Just...ummm...just sayin'. >:P

When did Joshua Rush get so TALL??? 😮 Has it been that long, or is he just growing up fast? I still remember him in "Emilie"! Cool thriller, by the way! But he was...TINY compared to now!

Oh wow, I forgot all about Joseph McManners! I wonder if he still sings. Look at how little he was. LOL! Angelic voice. Very crisp and clean.

They don't bother me, they inspire me. Either to keep going or to get better. So t's a win/win as far as I'm concerned.

I've been really moved by your responses here, in email, and some others coming from Nifty. And I wanted to express my feelings tonight concerning you guys who have been through similar situations, or may be going through them now. I think it's important. There were many times when I wanted to quit. Walk away from 'Comicality' and pretend that I was never here at all. The voice that I've been writing about in this story, in GFD, or in earlier chapters of New Kid...? It's real. It doesn't go away. But I wanted to tell you that it can be beaten. You can maneuver around it once you see it for what it is. It's not your fault. It never was. I've been talked down from a ledge many times over the years, and a few of those times came from Myr himself, right here at GA years ago. He's seen me at my lowest points, and he stepped up to really be there for me on more than a few occasions. Even enlisting others at GA to help out with love and support as well. I won't ever forget that. So thank you for being a friend. ((Hugz)) For all of you who are struggling with voices of your own, I know that it can be difficult a times...but it's not stronger than you are. Love yourselves. And know that it will only make you stronger in the end. K? Don't let it beat you. Joy is truth, and truth is absolute. No amount of abuse can take that away from you. Love always. And this post is for you... https://www.voy.com/15900/92648.html

Hahaha! These are all so precious! I LOVE this thread! ::Goosebumps::

I've been really moved by your responses here, in email, and some others coming from Nifty. And I wanted to express my feelings tonight concerning you guys who have been through similar situations, or may be going through them now. I think it's important. There were many times when I wanted to quit. Walk away from 'Comicality' and pretend that I was never here at all. The voice that I've been writing about in this story, in GFD, or in earlier chapters of New Kid...? It's real. It doesn't go away. But I wanted to tell you that it can be beaten. You can maneuver around it once you see it for what it is. It's not your fault. It never was. I've been talked down from a ledge many times over the years, and a few of those times came from Myr himself, right here at GA years ago. He's seen me at my lowest points, and he stepped up to really be there for me on more than a few occasions. Even enlisting others at GA to help out with love and support as well. I won't ever forget that. So thank you for being a friend. ((Hugz)) For all of you who are struggling with voices of your own, I know that it can be difficult a times...but it's not stronger than you are. Love yourselves. And know that it will only make you stronger in the end. K? Don't let it beat you. Joy is truth, and truth is absolute. No amount of abuse can take that away from you. Love always. And this post is for you... https://www.voy.com/15900/92648.html

((Hugs)) All around, you guys. Thank you. And I love you too. K?

A super SUCCESSFUL tour, at that! My sweetie is an award winner now! ::Giggles:: Sighhhh...love you, Ruel! So dreamy! A new, mellow, remix of one of his most popular songs! Keep going dude! I wanna hear more! MWAH!!! Awesome way to start my day! I'm gonna smile all weekend now! XD

I think the real question would be...what reason would be satisfying for abuse of that nature? I don't think I could come up with a reason that would make readers say, "Ohhhh, now it makes sense." The story is almost complete, but as a survivor of this level of abuse myself, i can honestly say that faking it and not having it noticed, even by the people closest to you...is very easy. Weeks, months, years. Very easy. It's like, every abused kid, every bank robber, every serial killer..lives next door to somebody. But normality is easy to fake. It just is. Especially with practice. But, what I can promise you is that this story will have more lighter moments as it goes on. Things will balance out a bit more and, hopefully, you'll get some more enjoyment out of it. But it's a bunch of peaks and valleys, so if you feel that it's getting a little too hard to read, I've got some more lighthearted stories like "Jesse-101" or "Left Without Words" that might b more to your taste. K?

Enjoy! And let me know what you think! https://gayauthors.org/story/comicality/myonlyescape/

"My Only Escape 28" "You're not really scared of that stupid security guard, are you?" Brody asked me with a grin. "Dude...I highly doubt that he gets paid enough to interrogate the both of us, get our home phone numbers, and call our parents. That's just...that's not, like, a thing they do." He put his arm on my shoulder, but I was quick to step away from him. "Zack? Seriously...it's no big deal. We're ok. He was just bluffing." "But what if he wasn't bluffing?" I said, my chest s

Australia's a dangerous (But beautiful) place! LOL! Just look at this! I don't know whether to pass out from fear or fall in love! So not fair! ::giggles::

Wait...did Jack Vidgen come out of the closet? 😮 I didn't know that! Sweet! As for Randy Shelly, he had some...ummm...'webcam' vids surface of him. A bunch of them. I think he's on a soap opera or something now, but yeah...he was caught doing a few naughty shows online.

LOL! He did!

Gavin Cassalegno grew up to be so incredibly HOT! It's ridiculous! 😮

Well, I DID notice (And wrote it into the story) that Cody Simpson's closest friends are all extremely cute blond boys! Here is a homemade video they did in a hotel! ::Snickers:: Hmmmm... And then there was the "Pretty Brown Eyes" video..where Ryan Beatty shows up at random. Another cute blond boy pop star who is ALSO now openly gay. Just sayin'...it's a nice series of coincidences. Oh look, there's Ryan and Cody together again!

I MISS Dima! He was doing so well and then he vanished on us! 😮 @1:25...does he drop an 'F bomb' there? Or am I imagining that? LOL!

Then AGAIN...Greyson was going on tour with Cody Simpson at the time...so maybe it was HIM! Hehehe!