Comicality

Thursday - You know, sometimes I think that adults hold onto things for longer than your average teenager does. Or...do they? I don't know. I had some 'strangeness' happen with my dad tonight. The phone rang, and I guess he had something to talk to my mom about...and...I dunno...it was like... ...Like he never expected me to answer the phone. You know what's even worse? It was like...he had NOTHING to say to me. Like, at all. Did it hurt? I don't know...I can't really say that it did.

Can't post it here, but the link is below! I'm proud of my little creative burst of inspiration....but I know the NEXT one I make will be a LOT better! Count on it! Hehehe! Enjoy! http://www.voy.com/fo/15900/35670.html

Can't post it here, but the link is below! I'm proud of my little creative burst of inspiration....but I know the NEXT one I make will be a LOT better! Count on it! Hehehe! Enjoy! http://www.voy.com/fo/15900/35670.html

Only because Tripod decided that they wanted to change and update something that makes it impossible for me to write the way I've BEEN writing for the last...um...13 years. Sighhh.....'progress', right? Anyway, it's the equivalent of taking a job that you're working that's JUST down the street from where you live...and moving it 30 miles further away! Not impossible, but a hell of an inconvenience when it comes to the comfort and ease that you're used to. But I'm trying to adapt as quickly as possible. So more stuff coming asap. Just need to figure things out again. :: Pout :: I HATE trying to write when I'm uncomfortable or tryingto figure out mechanics! It makes it DIFFICULT! Truly a difference between right and left brain activity, believe me. And only ONE side is able to create the stories the way I want them...and it ain't the side that's trying to reformat text and figure out new website designs that I never eeded in the first place. Grrrr..... Anyway, bear with me. I'll try to be a quick learner if at all possible.

Hehehe, yes, yes I am! I love the quote in your sig, by the way!

Wednesday - I had a moment today that...kinda confused me. I mean, it was just this weirdness that I didn't expect to slam into me like that when it did. I was going into one of the bathrooms this morning right after the 3rd period bell rang, and I happened to see Stevie in there all by himself. I literally came to a dead stop and was almost ready to turn around and walk right back out again. The LAST thing I needed was more Stevie torture, that was for damn sure. But when he raised his

Yay!!! Hehehe, I love it! But I ain't tellin'!

Heya, Jeff! Yeah, I've had a ton of trouble posting on GA Stories, even with my laptop, and I haven't been able to figure out why I'm the only person having this problem. So actually posting to the site has been difficult, and fixing the problem has been difficult because I spend sooooo much time on the stories and the boards, that it's hard to make it as convenient as folks might want it to be. But I can promise you that every time I post a new chapter, it will ALWAYS show up in one place specifically, and that's the Comicality 'Library'. ( http://www.voy.com/17262/ ) No matter what, the newest stories will always be there. If you can't find it anywhere else online, go there, and it'll beat the top of the page. K? Promise.

Just a note to let you guys know that the Shack's Summer Celebration has been going great so far! And all of the newest posts from the last four weeks or more have now all been added to the website! So if you've missed the last TEN chapters of "Billy Chase", the newest "My Only Escape", the last "Gone From Daylight" chapter, or the newest "Savage Moon" chapter...be sure to check them all out! Cool? (Hehehe! WHAT??? I told you to join the mailing list! You could have read this stuff weeks ago!) Also, there's a new section on the "GFD: Blood Bank" forum where a new character profile is added every Wednesday night! So if you want an in-depth look at your favorite "GFD" characters and what makes them tick...be sure to check them all out when you get a chance! (This week's profile is on 'Doc'! http://www.voy.com/208535/2172.html) That's it for now! Talk to you soon!

I could almost feel my pulse pounding harder than before, the warm blood racing beneath my skin. What was left of it, anyway. I felt a slight tremble, but looked Trevor in the eye as I stood my ground and swore to stick by my choice no matter what warnings he gave me. Richie needed my help. That's all there was to it. After all the destruction I've caused...all the people I've hurt...this was my chance to use my gifts for something other than trying to destroy my enemies. It was as if I could

The minutes seemed to 'click click click' by at a snail's pace. Prolonging the excruciating agony of anticipation in my heart. My time spent within the walls of the school was only a momentary escape. A fleeting dream that was sure to dissipate once the final bell rang for the day, and I was forced to go home again. Heh....'home'. The place where my father was waiting for me. Waiting to give me the punishment that I deserved for trying to find a loophole in his strict orders. His whole agenda

The emotional release was beyond words. For the first time in my young life...everything about me seemed to 'fit'. My fears vanished into thin air, and my every other desire suddenly fell into place. I felt magnificent. I was magnificent. Walking back into that barn, surrounded by shouting, dancing, drunken teenagers...I felt as though I was a completely different species from them after my conquest of Peter outside. A lion walking through a scattered field of rabbits. Looking down on them as

Tuesday - You know...the more I think about it, the more I feel like kicking myself. What the heck is the matter with me? I never know whether my emotions are gonna swing one way or the other at any given moment. It just sucks. Sighhhh...you know, as much as I was glad that I turned him down yesterday...I'm starting to feel really stupid for not just...having sex with Sam yesterday. There. I said it. I mean, I woke up soooo hard this morning! Throbbing to the point where I thought I'd DI

Monday - You wanna know how I feel right now? Free. I feel truly free. In more ways than one, believe me. And it's a good thing. I wasn't in any real hurry to get out of bed this morning for school. I kinda rolled around in the warm covers for a while and just let my body relax for an extra fifteen minutes before my mom started nagging me about getting out of bed. It reached a point where it would be more frustrating to tune her out than it would be to just submit and start getting re

Sunday - My uncle used to say that the heart doesn't write its lessons in pencil, or even in ink. It chisels them into tablets of stone. I used to be kinda confused by that statement, but I think I'm kinda learning to understand it a bit more these days. Whenever Brandon crosses my mind, it's never just a random thought, or a warm and friendly feeling in my gut. My heart intensifies it. Each and every time. If it was just a fond memory, then I could grin to myself and let it go. But not

Saturday - This weekend is seriously NOT turning out the way I hoped it would. And I'm not even actually sure how I was expecting that it would turn out to begin with, but it wasn't like this, that's for sure. Maybe I'm just being cranky. Who knows? But sometimes you just WANT life to be grand and have some fun..and the whole freakin' WORLD just doesn't want to play along. Fine....whatever. I should have just stayed home today, locked myself in my room and stayed away from all human cont

Friday - Hehehe....::Blush:: Sam kissed me today! I mean, it wasn't anything super sexy or anything, but when I went to his house after school, he caught me staring at him a few times. I've kinda gotten so shameless in my attractions to him now that it's all out in the open and stuff. Hehehe! Anyway, it makes him sooooo hard to know that I want him so badly all the time! Is that, like...and ego thing, or what? I think he gets a kick out of knowing that I'd gladly drop to my knees anytime

Thursday - I'm seriously starting to think that I'm lacking in my self control. But I feel really GOOD about it for some reason! Hehehe, maybe it's a moral dilemma, or maybe I just feel to weak in the knees to stop myself. Either way, I keep grinning from ear to ear. You know, this morning I actually got a little bit worried about things. I mean, I got all dressed up and got over to Sam's house again. I tried to not go over so early this time though. For one thing, I didn't want his mom

Wednesday - Entry number one...startng all over from scratch with a brand new book. Brandon's book. I kinda like this. The pages are all thick and crispy. Hehehe, I dunno...I think I was so mad and hurt that I kinda took his book and his teddy bear and just kinda threw it in a bag in the closet. I never forgot about it though. I don't think I could have, even if I tried. Like I said before, a piece of my heart is forever his whether he wants it or not. Otherwise, I would have had the

Here you will find the very private diary of Billy Chase. Occasionally updated as he lives his life as a closeted teenage boy. This is his life, feel free to peek in from time to time.

Tuesday - I didn't go to school today. Hehehe...wait...ummm....ok...... I should start from the beginning, huh? No wait, that would be too...non-theatrical. Hehehe, why am I smiling so much tight now? I'm so stupid, I swear. Goofy and gullible at the same time, I'm sure. But...I don't know...this feeling inside? It tickles. It tickles soooo much. Hehehe! I feel like I've actually got an official 'best time of my life' memory for my death bed now. Is that weird? It sounds weird. Yeah..

Monday - I was just looking at some old emails from Brandon on my computer today. I can't explain it, but whenever I read something that he wrote to me...it's like I can remember exactly where I was and what I was doing and how I was feeling the day he sent it to me for the first time. Sometimes he'd write me the cutest emails that just went on for pages and pages and it filled my heart with so much love and limitless joy. Just getting to learn more about him and tune in to who he really wa

So very true, Neph. It can be frustrating at times, but I wouldn't do it if I didn't enjoy it, you know? Mathematicians solve problems all day, movie directors stress over lights and getting the perfect shot, me...I write, write, and write, until I get it to look pretty. In theend, I really love it, growing pains and all.

At long last, I'm attempting to continue my story reviews online! I've definitely been writing an awful lot lately, but I have also been READING other stories whenever I get the chance. And as feedback is an artist's greatest reward, I definitely want to continue being a part of that! So I will definitely try to keep posting more from week to week for the rest of the Summer! Cool? Be sure to check back from time to time for more! This week, I'm starting with a brand new story, only two chapters in so far, but it's already shaping up to be something truly EPIC in concept alone! The name of the story is "Birthrights", and the author is Lemonfresh. You can find his stories here on GA: http://www.gayauthors.org/story/lemonfresh/birthrights I was already impressed by his very first series, "Derailed", and this new offering has definitely shown some growth in his writing. Which is amazing, seeing as he's not even out of high school yet. He's definitely one to watch for if you're looking for well written stories with an action packed sci fi twist to them. So check him out! "Birthrights" begins by dropping you right in the middle of a hostile takeover, with one emperor conquering an entire kingdom and mowing down anything and everything in his path. There's no hesitation in thrusting you right into the heart of this chaos, and pulling you into the urgency of the moment. Two long time friends, Lord Cyrus and Captain Croswell, are noblemen fleeing the city in its final stand against the invading army. But they are carrying a very important set of items with them. Twin boy infants...destined to be the true future kings of their fallen kingdom. With their half mechanical friend, Thatcher, the men do all they can to help get the young princes out of the city and secretly take them to safety before anyone is able to figure out who they are. Such information can be extremely dangerous, as Emperor Voran is having all the twin children in the area slaughtered to prevent being dethroned when they come of age. Skip ahead to the boys' adolescent years, where they have been separated at birth and have no knowledge of their destiny, or each other...the story begins to set the stage for a truly epic saga that I'm sure will get more amazing with every chapter. A few things that I really loved was the characters that I've met so far. The writing is really visual, so it's easy to get a really clear vision of the people involved. I really like Thatcher, and I think that Milo (one of the young princes) and his boyfriend, Lucas, are a really cute couple. I'm intrigued by Lucas. Very genuine character and an interesting read. I like him already. Hehehe, and I got a kick out of the mention of a certain 'sky pirate', Robin Hood, figure in the story too! LOL! ((Hugz)) A few suggestions that I would make... In the beginning, I was a little lost as to when and where to place the stuff was going on. Although I loved the idea of the story starting off in such an explosive way, I think I was slightly distracted by trying to envision the world they were in at first. Because it seemed like present day...then it seemed futuristic, then the mention of empires and princes gave me more of a Medieval feel. Like I said, all is explained later, but a firm hold on the setting earlier on might make it easier to be drawn in as fast as the story wants you to be. I'd also love to see a bit more detail in the first chapter, with them trying to make their way through the city. Which would be extremely hard, with the explosions and the fighting and the destruction, Even harder with two crying infants! I personally think there's a few opportunities to get into the gritty reality of a city under siege during those moments. So filling those in would make it even more awesome. I'd definitely like to see where this story goes next. There's a wide open canvas for a really magnificent story here. I'd love to see the princes reunited! What would they be like? How would they differ in personality, being raised in two completely different settings, by two different mentors? How will they react to finding out who they really are? How will Lucas respond? How will they go about keeping their secrets safe? And what happens if they're discovered? All very interesting questions that I am really looking forward to in the near future! So check out the story, and when you get a chance, let Lemonfresh know what you think! Cool? Just from the first to chapters alone....this could be the next 'Star Wars'! Enjoy!

Thanks so much! I'll find a way to iron those kinks out! Hehehe, I'm pushing a little bit harder while work is easy and I have some more time. Oh, and my first story was "New Kid"! That was in '98. I think in 2000 I had...hmmm, maybe 20 stories total? Or was it more? I honestly don't remember. Brain freeze!