mollyhousemouse

thanks Wayne appreciate so much you reading and commenting on this i'm so glad you found your way to our little group not being hard on myself, well that's a tough one too that goes WAY back Phil's good at reading me, and knowing what i need, He's making sure i'm taking care of me thanks again

thank You Michael Sir it is hard when you aren't yourself, and frustrating when you can't seem to find the way back i'm taking it a day at a time, one small thing at a time to get back on track, i remembered my breakfast and yes, he did mention a camel ride, lol! not sure where we'd find such a thing, but a trip up the highway to the zoo isn't out of the question thank You for reading, commenting and supporting Sir

you are so right Fae! those things just don't, well they aren't helpful at all thanks for reading, and your support

thanks Parker i appreciate your support, i'm glad you're part of this community

thanks Reader

thanks Kitt, it's helpful to know i'm not alone, i mean i know that, but hearing it makes it more real, if that makes sense

thank you Def i'm floating, but looking for a way back to the shore thanks for being there/here for me

thanks tim xoxo i love the visual about walking along side of the horse until it's calm taking it in little steps, i remembered my breakfast today and made myself eat lunch in the break room thanks for everything

thanks A, i really appreciate your taking time to read and comment i know i have a great cheering section here

that's awesome @Mikiesboy! thanks xo

For several days now, i’ve been “off.” Off my game; off my healthy eating; my mood is off; my enjoyment of my job is off. i’m just OFF. Frankly, i don’t like feeling like this. Even my relationships are off. i had to excuse myself from the living room last night when the kids’ joking around and the dogs barking made me feel like i was about to explode. i cried a little when i told a friend that i loved him. i know that this happens; we’re all human and life ebbs and flows. i also know that it won’t last forever, but that doesn’t make it suck any less. i also realized that i dislike the phrase “Well, just get back on that horse.” But sometimes it feels like i’m trying to climb on a wild mustang. i know that if i can just take a deep breath and start again, that i’ll find a way out sooner or later. The sky isn’t as blue, the grass isn’t as green. Life is waiting, and i’m just sitting on a bench somewhere watching it. Today, i'll get through it, just like always. Maybe tomorrow i’ll be closer to ME again… there was no editing on this, all errors are mine

good night Sirs and friends

thank You Sir. may i suggest You do the same?

glad i could help Sir. 💚 i don't like feeling this way & am doing my darndest to pull myself out of it

yesterday was only "meh" today has the potential for more of the same SO...

@rickproehl good for you

here's hoping Sir

yes Sir it was. the whole subdivision was out, our section was last to get power restored. high heat, tropical humidity set off massive thunderstorms, with lots of lighting. could happen again today, heat warnings from 1pm to 8pm

morning Sirs and friends power came back on after 8 hope all y'all have a good day

power's been out since 5:10, the city says might be back on by 9. phone at 36% saying goodnight

thank You Sir

meh is ok, not every day can be fabulous, and it sure beats crappy or s$$$$y call me molly Rick today has been just so-so, but as i said above i'll take it

hi Rick, just "meh" so far how're you?

thank You Sir