Krista

I think Joel would want his truck. If you remember as well: His father was going to hand over the keys and let him have it back. It was his mother that kept that from happening. But, Joel also came to the realization that the truck would be a lot more trouble than it is worth. It is old, has tons of mileage, and likely parts and upkeep that would take special care and money that he didn't have. I don't see the Truck going to Cody either, but maybe... he's rather young and the truck will just decay worse than it already is... time might be a factor there. That's also if his older brother doesn't start borrowing it for the hell of it and it finally breaks completely down.

Lol.. I used to watch Soaps with my mother when I was far too young to know what the hell was going on. I've not watched them sense, and neither does she... and, my husband's pass code is literally four of the same number... you can get into it accidentally so easily. Mine is 8 numbers and it combines two milestone days in my life. Which I have to remind my husband of whenever he wishes to use my phone - and both involve him of course.

Just dogs out being dogs, I'm guessing. I think they only truly show their real ambition when cows are involved. Otherwise, they probably cycle between naps, snacks, and sleeping spots out in the lawn, on the porch, or on the couch. Also, I may have overlooked them entirely this chapter. Poor dears... but yeah, nothing out of the ordinary happened to them off-screen or anything. And to add: every time I said: "I didn't know them well enough to remember their names..." as a thought from Joel... was totally me NOT remembering their names and being too lazy to load up my character sheet so that I could 'use' their names in the writing. Not until @wildone called me out for it, because he knows that I use that tactic and it annoys me enough to go back and learn names.

Yeah, he can at least start moving on with a more sturdy thought process about it. He saw how final and set in stone his parents really were. And he saw that Cody wasn't lost to him. And yeah, night with a parents and G-rated movies... ick. It will be sad for me when my children get to the age where they roll their eyes at me when I suggest something similar.

Cinzilla also seems like the person that would weaponize the "phone tree," if those are still a thing. She'd probably insist that it still be a thing as well.

Putting a lot of thoughts in Colt's head aren't we? But, I can see Colt grasping onto the fact that Joel has been a bit of an eclipse around the house since he walked through the door. Using that to his advantage knowing his parents. He did find out recently though that his parents are still paying him attention though. Ouch. But yeah, Joel has proven out not to be a hindrance, tattler, and etc. So yeah, why not throw him a bone. And to Colt's credit... he also seems to be more than willing to keep the promise not to tell Joel's secrets? Of course, we've only had mere hours of him knowing... and the boy probably hasn't been truly tested yet.

By others, do you mean Gavin/Davin/Colt/Lacey? Because, I would think that that he would leave that part to Joel, as it is his story to tell. I know I wouldn't want that kind of thing discussed without my consent, sexuality, mental health, etc. Trace made him a promise not to. Out of necessity, he probably told Celia the 'weight' of Joel... although he did outright ask her if Trace spilled the beans and Celia told him that he hadn't. But, out of respect for his wife, he probably did emphasize how much pain Joel was in. The twins do seem rather scrappy. They did stand up to Jonny and Roy the first time and they barely knew who Joel was. They just seem like the type.

Is this another instance where my self-sheltered culture shortcomings is coming back to bite me?

Ages... pfft.. just like... 17 chapters and over 100k words. Please.

I guess Colt reads as sneaky... with the camping trips, the sneaking around with Sierra, and all that... hmm.

Yeah, the "box of just junk," is finally gone. He's still unsettled by the big room that will 'never' be filled with his stuff. He might think he's found a roof over his head with people that genuinely love him... but does it feel like home yet? Is he still thinking of an escape route after Graduation? He's not thought about that for a bit... he still has decisions to make. Seeing that box in his hands probably did do Trace a lot of good too. "The boys finally settlin' in..." might have crossed his mind. I could see him telling Celia that during their nightly talks, because you know they're the type that will always have those in the privacy of their bedroom. All giddy and such... aww. And yes, Lacey I think would genuinely miss him. Celia is 100% all in on Joel, if she was a christmas sweater knitting sort of person, Joel would totally be getting one. and, Gavin was shocked... a few chapters ago, hearing that Joel was missing practices... called them questionably legal. So, maybe Tempton might not be completely playing by the rules. But, to be fair.. I don't think a lot of them do.. lol. Edited to add: I noticed and laughed at the dig about the pacing.... and I may or may not have a defense for that what-so-ever.

Designated driver? Maybe? Or, he just saw another Teenage guy and thinking, "damn this house is boring..." and didn't want Joel cooped up on one of their waning weeks of freedom. I know it seems rare, Colt thinking about more than just himself... 😮 but maybe some of Celia's raising has taken hold inside that blond head of his? We can hope...

Sounds like a lot of prime ingredients for a mess to be sure. Add in Teenage hormones and short-sighted thinking, and it is pretty much a well baked mess of a cake. There's a lot of things Joel has to sit and open his eyes to. He never saw being kicked out coming, but it happened. He never saw not finishing his senior year out at Tempton, but he seemingly has made that decision. He never saw him having to leave his younger brother behind before he was settled on College, where it was a more natural break... Every thing that he has coming up... he never saw coming, unfortunately. It has to feel like being stuck in the sand and having wave after wave of ocean water smacking you in the face. Not all of them have been bad though, so there's that.

I've slept in a few pick-up beds. It is kind of a tradition. And no, it was not that kind of "sleeping..." I'm a lady. But yeah, it's not so bad if you have comfy thick blanket/sleeping bag and/or air mattress and a nice breeze. It was also when I was a lot younger. Now my idea of "camping" is a cabin or resort with views, air conditioning, and a couple months of credit card debt to pay back just to "get out of the house" for a few days. My husband complains, mind you. "We're just spending money to drive 5 hours away and live in a house we don't own for a few days..."

I mean honestly, it is the least they could do... if they're sending him out without a roof over his head, money, truck.. and he had to fight for his clothes/shoes... it would be a real cruelty to become a roadblock for him as well. We don't know how much of a struggle it was for Trace as well. Probably depended on who answered the phone.

As far as Joel knows, only Trace knows the magnitude of how he found him. Celia hasn't brought up anything in their conversations. I think Trace 'would' tell her what he brought home. It would be unkind of him not to, as it would leave her ill-prepared on how to deal with something that is now literally sitting under her roof. So, if she 'does' know about the gun and the interrupted possible suicide, it shows a lot of grace in her that she absorbed that and never pressed that back in Joel's direction. I think Trace kept his promise about Joel's sexuality though. I think the weight of the gun and the sadness outweighed the rest. I also don't think Colt is annoyed or was ever 'put out' by Joel. He just has his own life and expectations, and desires... I guess you can call it indifference. Joel also was proven out not to be a narc or a wet-blanket that he has to babysit or keep tabs on... busted knuckles and temper tantrums aside, of course.

Hmm. I read an article about communication between males. How in-depth it can actually be. How people on the outside of those conversations don't get to see the weight of those conversations, because 1. Men don't broadcast those conversations, women tend to tell more than one "friend" about important conversations. Men usually don't. 2. They're far between, usually. They're big and important conversations and they cement and work through a lot during them, but they're not often. Where as women are more willing to have frequent 'deeper' conversations. and 3. Men will mix those conversations into hobbies on a more casual setting. Like say, the 8th hole in a round of Golf. It might just be an under five or ten minute talk, but they get so much out of it. Where as women tend to want to sit and talk face to face in a more focused setting. ---- And I don't know why I went into that much detail about 'talking' and important conversations. I just find it fascinating, as character studies and how to flesh out male characters vs. female and so on. And yeah, I guess the "maybe more..." is likely the important part of that comment anyway. 😮 Oh gosh.. 😮 We're not even sure if the guy has it in him to be a Warhawk, not a proper one anyway. It would suck if the Tigers treated him that way... he's given so much of himself to them over the years. They may see it as a slight, no word, no warning, no answers... And, we'll see where this story ends, won't we? 😮 I've been trying not to add more to it. I don't want to open that door, if I open it.. I'll continue to open it.. and then we'll be 500k and 50+ chapters into something that was supposed to already be 1 chapter and 7700 words.

The mental switch, I would call it that, yeah. He finally made the mental switch. There's actually a "mental switch" in the writing. I'm wondering if anyone will notice what I did with that. It's subtle, so subtle that I might have slipped up a couple of times when I wasn't careful. But, it is still there, for the most part. I've not seen it commented here. It is a rather small "switch," and admittedly, we're just getting into the chapters it happens. I'll be watching to see if anyone has noticed or not. He'll likely leave telling Lacey to Celia and Trace's discretion. It would be very awkward for him to come out to a little girl he's only been living with for about a week and a half? And yeah, 'camping' is a very loose term when it comes to their use of it, we've seen that already.

They let me ride in silence back home, I had expected questions. I didn’t realize how in my head I was until I was jostled when tires hit the gravel road and I looked up to see the arch with their last name in black. The sun was hitting it, giving it a shine and I could clearly make out the four cows, one large one with horns, like a Longhorn, a smaller one next to the C in Connley, then on the other side two smaller ones. I knew it represented the four of them. Smiling up at it, I turned to see