Joie J.

My mum has always been that person for me who can see me through all my darkness. I just have to wave my arm around even if I can't see a thing 'cause I know for a fact that my hand will surely touch her gentle fingertips; her arm is always there reaching out for me. Thank you @Wayne Gray for sharing this beautiful poem. It touched me somewhere deep inside.

Ha, another fun soul swap! I'm all in. I super loved Box Shaped Heart, so I'm damn excited about this one too. It's gonna be a fun ride.

How about trapping him as Rusty's cat-boy thing?? Rusty can fuck him up for us.

Now their emotions are finally getting into deeper waters. Love is brewing and they both will realize it too. Very soon if you ask me. All they have to do is enjoy their journey together and let time play out things from its bag of tricks. Until they can confess to each other that...

That's it. I have decided. If I ever have my own children, they'll never be named Amos. That name is banned in my household forever! Don't even dare and try change my mind. 😠 Shuffling on my chair with a maddening high anticipation for a soon installation of a new amazing chapter. 😃

Honestly, just factory reset anyone's phone and they will come begging for life support; it's 2022. This was a fun-fun chapter. Okay, next one, here I come...

I've got nothing to say to you Amos! And I'd kindly ask @Salander to give you a tragic ending. My heart is shattered that little kid. I hope he too can getaway from that hell house.

Oh, I wish I had a friend like Shiv. I'm so shamelessly jealous of Nic! Hey, I once wrote a paper on Midsommar but instead of getting an A, I was marked as a creep; so unfair!!! And now my heart is racing from the forecast of a forthcoming storm! 😨

Never, not even in my most outrageous moments, I've thought that I could hate someone this much but ANUS you've proven me wrong! And this is how I picture you

thanks for the future-nausea heads-up, I guess!! 😅

What I like most about this story so far is a fresh take on a bottom boy. You'll generally see depiction of a bottom guy with a tragic past to be shy, hesitant, introverted and often prickly but also helpless and in a desperate need for love. But here, it's different and it's an absolute pleasure to watch (read) Nic's strength and him being very clear about what exactly he wants.

Dear Amos @Salander you are really a good writer. That's one of the best sex scene I've read. Not mentioning every little moves of the partners in a 500 words erotic scene and letting readers work up their wild imagination with the short cues you leave. I really like your author voice.

I'm sorry to break this to you Meg, but your father is a douchebag and so are you.

Wow, I really like your voice @Salander Plus, I appreciate the fact that our protagonists have their respective sexual partners and aren't in love a first sight. That's a fresh and realistic take right there. Totally hooked!!!

I wish for Maddox offering Jonathan a Thanksgiving trip to his home and introduce Jonathan to his extra large family. I've got no issues with Maddox starting to notice other men. That doesn't mean any changes between him and Jonathan. It's a complete natural thing and I'm not bothered at all for their relationship upon this issue. Unless @Laura S. Fox has some other painful plans!!! 😨 And I agree with @spike382 Jonathan is an idiot to let Connor's words to get to his mind. And Connor,

So far, this is the best chapter in the series. Finally, Jonathan opened up. 😍 I wonder how Jonathan's family will react when they finally get to meet Maddox! And think what will happen if Drew someday really sits beside Maddox. 😱

Good thing - Finally, Jonathan has started admitting (to himself) that he's falling for Maddox and also marking it as a good thing. Bad thing - Well, nothing bad in particular but I somehow felt sorry for Rusty. I don't know why but I felt like he was left alone when Maddox shut the door on his face, as if I could see his smile slipping off his face! Not saying that Maddox or Jonathan did something wrong. It's just that I've got some weird emotions for Rusty. Dex got Kane, Maddox got Jonathan, but he's got none. None, except for me. Can you tell that to Rusty, Laura?

Hilarious??? Maddox will murder Rusty for sure. 😱

You've got my vote of confidence 👍

I was like "and the show until, Laura walks in and says, So my response to Laura is; what do you think about a (Just joking, but seriously; I can't wait to see Maddox getting drilled. Maybe after this reversed bed friction, Jonathan will trust Maddox enough to open up to him about that dreadful Drew. Fingers crossed🤞.)

For sure Maddox is courageous but I have a feeling that Jonathan is not far behind. Of course he is struggling to leave his past trauma behind, but he had already taken the step one. And that is courageous, period.

A chapter that oscillates between cuddly cute and hot heaven like a pro. At beginning I was slightly bothered if it was right thing to exhibit Jonathan to the campus at such a vulnerable state; especially with his unfair past. But I was actually relieved to see Jonathan hesitating on stage. (I'm aware that it sounds weird!) And Maddox, the fact that you were able to read Jonathan's heart out of his motions, made you a true lover. Screw you Xpress if you still have doubts. Oh and Dex, my friend, you are the definition of the 'f' word. I meant friendship; what are you guys thinking? 🤨 Can't wait you see (read 🥲) Jonathan's front yard driveway getting an exclusive, one of a kind access to Maddox's backdoor! Wink, Wink. Finally, gather around kids. Lesson for the day. Stop foolishly exposing yourselves to "unneeded doubts and hurts." That's it for this week. See you next time. P.S. I wish I was present with the crowd watching Dex, Rusty, Jonathan, Maddox and also Ray, all wet and sexy 🤤....SHUT YOUR THOUGHTS Joie, this is a public space!!! 😞

Well, Rusty is still a mystery but it's okay; I can wait. But at least he hasn't have any secret crush on Maddox or Jonathan; I was worried sick! And I loved the strolling in the night; so romantic. It's their first moment for them sharing hearts under the wide open sky. I'm so happy. And I also sense (call it gay man's intuition) that Jonathan is unconsciously ready to accept Maddox's love for him wholeheartedly. Oh, one last thing! Dear Maddox, shall we, the mighty creatures of the rainbow land, put some suggestions in the the comment section? After all it's your first time and we want the best for both of you. All I wanna say for now is that...