SilentandBroken

Ok but there is soo many ..where is the beginning of it all? What is the first story??

Maybe i do need to read that series. Fantasy isn’t something that’s been an interest with these types of stories. I’ve always been more of a realistic story fan. I hate these stories that start out great until a 14yo has a 8” cock. Gtfoh with that bs.

You know? I’m pretty sure I felt that rain. Damn you can write. Wtg Cory.

And so it comes… when you it true bottom…that cold unforgiving concrete bottom… the point where you can’t even talk yourself out of that empty unresponsive detachment, as if you’re watching yourself in third person from behind a bulletproof glass window unable to scream loud enough to be heard by yourself… Jesus Comi you can write😭

Finally… damn Cory you’re blind. Now, be courageous enough to make Ben listen to you. Tell him what you missed and that you didn’t even realize it was him you were seeking this whole time. This is not going to be easy. Ben has every right to tell you to disappear from his life. Be ready for this to really hurt

It’s sooo easy to get broken down by temptation and keep making the same mistake. It seems Cory is seeing that chandler is only there for sex. He needs to wake up fully to that

Well…shit. I did not see that coming. Cory tried to own it ..sort of at first but Ben made sure he did. I feel for Ben.

You’re not wrong. I’ve followed AB from the beginning, and Creed before them as Mark Tremonti has always been an idol of sorts. Most of the first album is written by him, which this song is off of. A lot of Mark’s messages in lyrics are like exactly what you’ve said about being positive about yourself and keep moving forward while acknowledging your hurt. And Comi you’re so right. You cannot allow pain to be your anchor and hold you down. Healing absolutely fucking sucks. Therapy absolutely fucking sucks. I’m at the point now in my life where I’m having to come to terms to learn to accept I’m at least pansexual or bi at the very least. It’s not how I was raise to think. Nobody knows it. But learning that it’s ok is where I’m battling right now. No, I know it doesn’t mean I have to trade what life I’ve built for something from my past, that’s not it at all. It’s not even embracing it. It is however, me learning to be ok with its existence that I’m struggling to adjust to. I don’t even know wtf that even looks like. If that even makes any sense. I know a HUGE part of all of this is the fallout from my trauma. But one thing I am still afraid of is other people’s reactions to what that fallout changed in me. It makes me feel fucking outta my head crazy and that’s why I relate to Zack so damn much.

Sorry for the huge font holy fuck

This b side song really rings home for a theme song for Zack. This is still your best story I’ve read yet. lyrics: Solace -Alter Bridge When we drift with the tide We go on forever When will we find ourselves I ask my soul but it doesn't know All those days, endless nights Will we live forever Live with doubt in ourselves I ask my soul but I already know I pray my days Will bring me solace and I'll have faith I'll find a way To a better tomorrow, a better today When we fall, gain the rules Will we live forever When we heal, will our scars Reveal in ourselves all that's unknown And who are we to believe We hurt for nothing And will we rise in the end I ask my soul, I already know I pray my days Will bring me solace and I'll have faith I'll find a way To a better tomorrow, a better today I'm gonna follow a revolution On my own I'm gonna lose it in the air On my own I'm gonna reach the sun My faith, it grows No need to question, I already know I found a way To a better tomorrow we're living today I pray my days Will bring me solace and I'll have faith I'll find a way To a better tomorrow, a better today

Mmmmmooorrrrrreee!!!!!!!! Comi please finish this!!! Missy is a great friend

No no no no NO! Colin! What are you doing?!?!?! Love IS all about being vulnerable and taking that risk of heartbreak and rejection and being fallible and trying anyway. Omg omg omg!! I need to breathe. Breathe. Russ is not perfect but that should never be a reason not to let your heart open and be loved back. Breathe Silent…breathe…

First, Colin needs to stop abusing himself mentally. Russ needs to end it with Joey. Tell Colin he CHOSE him.

Bravo Russ. Colin baby…breathe…it’ll be ok. Just roll with it. Comie…OMG!!!!

UGH! Ok first off, I must be missing age/grade differences here between Colin and Russ. I know Colin is a freshman. I don’t know what Russ is. Sophomore? Junior? Now to this chapter..Russ baby, stop using Joey. It’s just going to burn you later. Secondly, as for Colin. Shit or get off the pot. Tell the boy you’re into him before you break your heart more by dragging it out if he’s not gay. Colin sweetheart..same goes for you. You don’t have to commit whether you’re gay or not right now. But live a little. Both of you had a shot at being open. Both blew it. Comie, you tease!! How dare toy with my emotions 😂 this of course is all bullshit. I love it 😂

I’ve never had time for the newsletter 😂

I’m worried about Colin.. where’s the little confidante girl he confides in? Something is off

Yes and if were Russ I’d be so confused by that wink misinterpreting what that meant. Colin is definitely being very very guarded obviously also terrified at opening up to Russ aside from his comic passion one minute to completely closing Russ out the next and yet….little looks like he wants to share but is too scared to. Something is wrong .

Stupid phone. *walling, I need to proof before posting 😂

I think, Colin is walking up because he’s got an abusive father. I think the boy is in the closet and or is called gay by his father. Missy knows something l. God I hope he’s not beat at by his father

Comie don’t you laugh you tease….

I think you’re right. Aaand I think Derrick will suffer the brunt of it. Comie we’re getting restless with anticipation here…

I’m still waiting for Tanner to fuck Derrick. This whole one sided thing isn’t working for me lol time for more chapters !!!

Omg so hot but they need to switch it up and Derrick needs to be on the receiving end.

How?! How do you continuously write like this?! Omg I’m balling !! They’re happy tears but still!