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SilentandBroken

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  1. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 7

    Lmao I thought the same thing! Holy shit this kid…
  2. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 5

    Down boy! This kid is cute af
  3. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 31

    I think Ethan is learning how to be a great friend from Jermaine and Patrick best. I don’t think Ethan realizes it but they rub off on him and in turn, he reflects them to Drew.
  4. …did you say “stuffed”? 🤭 sorry I’ll behave..maybe😚
  5. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 1

    After trying a few times to start this I’ve finally decided to at least read more than a few chapters to see how it goes bc for me it doesn’t read like other stories and it’s different and a bit more challenging to get immediately hooked into. Not like the stories of My Only Escape and The New Kid. God those are perfect stories. Parts of those I felt you were in my own head at times and decided to write it all down with my own events. Anyway, I’ve finished the first chapter, and yes Billy is super cute. We’ll see how the rest pans out here soon.
  6. I have discovered the fabulous Cosmicality. I’m still discovering a few others but Cosmie seems to know how it is with the anxiety and trauma. He certainly had a way with words.
  7. Yes he does. I loved his Eleanor Rigby cover. Soo good.
  8. Thank you Mancunian. I won’t lie, lately, it’s been a bit of a struggle again. I have to force myself to say again bc unfortunately through my abuses..er rather thanks TO my abuses I suffer from the emotional cycles that are common with C-PTSD. Yeah unfortunately it’s not just ptsd. It’s complex bc my fight went on for about a year plus with my abuser, which resulted in multiple events of trauma and yeah I’ve had the therapy and I’ve had the runs of doing good, and riding that success, only to fall off the surfboard again. I’ll be ok though in time. I just gotta ride it out and I always do. It’s just ..fuck it’s exhausting. It weighs a toll on my mind what else can I say? But thank you again for the encouragement. It’s wholeheartedly appreciated
  9. Thank you. It’s nice to be appreciated
  10. Sigh… yep 😭
  11. My name says it all but I’m 43 now and living a very different life in the real world. I’m a suicide survivor and narcissist abuse victim and rape victim at 13 by said narcissist. I cannot thank you guys for this free group enough. This is finally what I’ve been looking for. A safe place to be open but still incognito. Much love to my closeted pansexual, gay and bi folks here. Hugs and peck on the cheek. -Silentandbroken
  12. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 1

    new kid must continue! Those kids are just..ugh!
  13. Ugh! One chapter and completed?! Why? MOOOOORRRRREEEEE! Asher is just as cute!! Ugh you’re killing me with all this teasing and toying with my emotions Cosmie!!
  14. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 7

    You know Andrew is so ready to pop, if he sneezed at any moment in the kitchen. He’d make a helluva mess in his pants. This kid is so cute
  15. Much better. I’ve read a few of these but..they’re old enough now that the pics originally posted are often no longer there 😞
  16. The only link that works is the YouTube video
  17. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 3

    You know I truly can appreciate this rage Danny experienced. I can remember being so pent up as my perceived helplessness built up. Unfortunately for me, I shut down and became a mental hermit. I, like Danny here, NEEDED a someone like Brice to see what I was doing to myself and love me because I sure didn’t see it .
  18. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 1

    Yeah and t-shirts are waaaay overrated. That said, I still appreciate these stories.
  19. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 3

    Well shit.. now he’s gotta explain that hot mess to his mom. Then wake the hell up bc Brice is much better for him
  20. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 2

    “It's taken me an entire year of pain to even get this far in my recovery from the last vicious heartbreak.”- ugh I never recovered in high school. I didn’t allow myself the chance to date until college and I was nearly a sophomore when my heart was broken
  21. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 2

    “It's taken me an entire year of pain to even get this far in my recovery from the last vicious heartbreak.” ugh I never recovered in high school. I didn’t allow myself the chance to date until college and I was nearly a sophomore when my heart was broken
  22. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 1

    It’s harder still to tear them down brick by brick petrified to trust again, to hope again but knowing you must to do either of those things again. Because to not to is mental death. Yeah you’ll physically live, but your spark is gone
  23. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 1

    Aww I’ve always wanted a Randy in my life..but definitely agree that New Kid should’ve continued like Billy. I never want it to end. Sorry Cosmie, I’m selfish here. I mean come on it’s Randy, blow me 😂😚 I can say unequivocally that this series and it’s related series’s of Kiss and these all intertwine as your best written and my absolute fav. Billy for me is..idk it’s hard to get started and stay in. I guess I just need to knuckle down into it. All I know is God I WISH I had a Randy, or hell I’ll take a Ryan in my life, even as different as it is from my true reality. There’s just something about these characters.. I have an insatiable desire for more!!!!!!!
  24. SilentandBroken

    Chapter 2

    Guilty of all this too. I’m glad I’m not the only one💔
  25. And idc maybe it’s because of my own trauma that I can relate so well to Zack idk but him is by far the best written character I’ve come across from you. Randy is a close second.
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