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It's never too late! Thank you for the comment. Have you read any of my stories?

I know it's been forever! Apparently there is something wrong with the chemicals in my brain and I'm having to medicate for it at the moment, until I find out what it is. However I have started to feel my creativity come back a little bit and I've almost completed two chapters of a new story. Right now it's kind of a general high school story, same soap opera like structure with a group of characters, actually as of yet when I look at it as a reader I can imagine not seeing a clear protagonist, I know that not defining a protagonist might be a risky move but for anyone who is familiar with my stories you will know that with my style of writing and especially since I am free writing and nothing is pre-planned right now. Given I take as much passion in sub characters and sub plots and side stories as I would with the main story, it makes sense right now and the content of the two chapters, being I write in third person allows me to change perspectives and that is generally what is happening with these first two chapters, it's just that the characters aren't surrounding a central character they all seem to be of equal character status and everything appears to be dependent on circumstance, situation and happenings within their lives. So I am going to continue this and see where it goes as it builds, maybe depending on where my mind takes me during the process one of the characters will get more defined and central for those that like having a central character but I do give all of my characters pretty equal attention, it's just that this story is really open ended, I created a bunch of characters and tossed them in a high school without knowing what I'm going to do with any of it so right now I'm mixing and hopefully soon I'll be baking! I just wanted to post this update, I feel good about this and once I have more content written I will release some sneak peaks.

Intelligent people tend to talk about the facts. They don't sit around and call each other names. That's what you can find on a third grade playground. You must be careful not to get trapped in the past. Just imagine becoming the way you used to be as a very young child. A time before you understood the reality that is the world, before opinions took over your mind. The real you is loving, joyful, free. But unfortunately it's a time where competition didn’t run your lives. In the end, we are al

The expressions of my mind with words I paint the pictures

This is a little late of a response, I apologize not catching it a little sooner. Emry's feelings are definitely something to wonder. He is in a time in his life where it's all a new discovery and he has these older teens who tend to, at times, seem to be trying to advise him and yet at the same time due to personal social connections, some things might even be a little suggestive due to their own wants. Not saying they are doing this intentionally and Sailor was very open about his thoughts. I don't think he's trying to intentionally be suggestive but given his attraction and most obvious want of Emry, it's possible that it's ending up being suggestive anyway. As for Emry, I think this sort of thing might possibly be confusing him more as he is trying to see his actions through the eyes of others and he believes by his actions he would be seen as a slut only to have these other guys persuade him from thinking that, going further than they should if trying to advise him and end up in some way imprinting their personal thoughts into what they are telling him. I believe this is merely hindering the process, confusing him and at this point he doesn't know what to truly think or feel and is beginning to just let himself become more passive in allowing these influences to be pressed upon them, without actually being willing to act on them or mold himself into fulfilling them but rather letting life carry him to what is next and dealing with situations the best way he knows. It was also childish to take what was told to him and think about smashing other guys faces in it, he isn't necessarily a jerk but such a thought clearly expresses the still immature state of his mind. Not sure what you meant by the last part, I will just say that I know this chapter was very heavy on Sailor/Emry content and not many other characters made appearances, I'm aware of other chapters being similar, some being very Asia heavy in content but I think all around everything is progressing as it should in it's rightful time and pace.

I am so sorry for taking so long to reply. I had seen your review much earlier but needed time to process it so that I could respond and it must have completely left my mind. I am glad you enjoyed the story and it makes me really happy that the extreme plots are something that you find joy in. I write as a way to express my creativity but I am glad that I have been able to do this freely and have had people appreciate it. As much as I want to tell a story for people to enjoy and for making a specific story or idea happen that may not otherwise happen as we all have unique minds, I have to benefit from it myself for writing it and the extreme plots can be fun. Some of my most favorite parts of my stories are the humorous moments and the comic relief that comes as one type of a few different elements of drama that I use. I also enjoy the moments of intense emotions and honestly I write what makes me happy and I am glad you've enjoyed it. I have been hesitant to say anything as I am not for sure, so don't take this as a hint or a tease but rather look at it as a kind of rumor for now. I am writing a draft of a prequel to Miracle's series. I don't know what will come of it, lately I've written stories and gotten at least ten chapters in and then totally feel different about it but that is what I am currently working on, I can confirm that much. The sequel didn't attract the same attention as the first story which was something that I didn't expect but I imagine several people might have liked leaving it with the ending of the first story, it is a very strong ending point and one that leaves a person the choice not to go any further. Though I feel maybe with a prequel to the first story may get a different reaction due to it back tracking. People may feel they learned enough from the first story but if his life is an enjoyable read, maybe some would like to check it out.

I am glad you are enjoying the story and hope you continue to do so. My creativity brings me a great joy and it's a joy that I hope others come to find as well, so I hope you continue on and continue to find the joy that I found when I wrote the chapters to come. Regarding the issue you bring up. I am sorry that it causes you displeasure, however I am not sorry for the choice. I stated previously that I didn't want to over write his conditions. I chose not to because it would make the story difficult if at every turn his illness became so frequent that it appeared badly over dramatic and constantly took the attention of the story and essentially make any kind of subplots and/or other plots impossible. So I wanted to find a balance and hope that from beginning to end a balance would be found and the fact that his condition is not always portrayed at the most severe is hardly unrealistic. People have illnesses all the time and at varying different levels, add in the fact of medication and treatment and given this story when he had or didn't have the medication and again, the level of severity of his conditions. I have an auto-immune disease and have few symptoms, the ones I have are very mild, yet I read of people of the same condition who are severely effected, even with medication. So I hope this is a satisfactory explanation as to how this element of the story is written and I should of made it fully clear the first time I mentioned this. Hopefully this clears it up. Anyway I appreciate the feedback and I hope you continue to enjoy your time reading and I am greatly honored in knowing that you have enjoyed it so far.

Several Weeks Later Merit had the evidence and he knew exactly what it meant, it wasn't hard to put it all together, however he had remained pretty quiet about it since first discovering what was on the drive. For one he didn't want to ruin the holidays, and for two, he was incredibly heartbroken by the fact that Emry had left and he felt more alone than ever. Aside from sadness and heartbreak, he was incredibly angry at Siera for trying to pass off the child as his own without admitting the

Just checking missing responses and as late as this is, I want to let you know that I am glad you are enjoying the story!

I am so sorry I never caught this review. I think I read it and needed more time to respond when I was in a better mental place and it just escaped me! Very sorry. I'm not to sure what would come from their families living together. Asia has a dad and her mother is M.I.A and Jessica being in rehab and Emry's parents pretty much breaking up. Of course it's obvious that Aunt Jackie lives separately and definitely wouldn't be on Asia's list. I think Emry will stay away from the drugs, with his conditions, who knows what kind of side effects they would cause and he wouldn't want to be vulnerable in the wrong moment again.

Sailor drove down the street until he came upon a house and Emry waved towards it and he slowed down and pulled into the drive way and put the car into park, shutting it off. He leaned back and looked at the house, it was small, but a nice house regardless. "Well, I'd say you moved up just a little bit." "Yeah, till my mom gets out of rehab and my dad has to end his fling." Emry grabbed his bag. "Kind of makes me wonder how Mr. Stet..." He paused. "Uh...how Brett feels about it." He pushed the

Emry laid there, staring into Sailor's eyes as he had been for what seemed like the longest time, feeling content and he looked just as content to Emry. A smile slowly appeared and he licked his lips. "Do you want to know a secret?" "Oh, so you got secrets?" He grinned at Emry. "Okay...go for it." Emry grinned and he shook his head. "This isn't a fun one." He sighed. "Though, given it's only happened once...I guess the chances are low." "Chances of what?" He asked. "Well...my doctor said

Very much so!

The door to Principal Morris' office opened and Christian stepped inside and he shut the door, uncomfortably leaning back against it. The idea that he was coming forward and in the room with a possible murderer, it wasn't very comforting. He looked over at Trace and remained silent for the time being. Tyler heard the door open and he twisted in his seat and looked over at Christian and his eyes squinted in his direction. "Is this the guy you saw, Christian?" He asked the young college intern

Emry sat in the passenger seat of Sailor's blue 2004 Honda Civic VP while Jasper and Asia took the back seat. He stared out the window as they came closer to the projects, Dani had been furious over the phone, but at least he seemed to buy the idea that someone in a neighboring trailer might of snatched it, he hoped that would keep his dad safe if the two ever came face to face. "Okay...so what exactly are we doing here? This is likely where he came." Jasper said. "I have to tend to some oth

Yep Dani is crazy and I couldn't let Chase get away with what he had done. As far as the secret about Kane and Siera, you will just have to wait and see!

LOL yep, I can keep the drama going and I enjoy the hell out of it lmao. Thanks!

Dani sat in the drivers seat of Dolph's car, they had found a place to park and had taken turns sleeping through out the night, he had figured striking at around early morning would be their best shot. It was then that he finally looked over at Dolph and he reached over and shook him by the shoulder. "Wake up...it's time to do this." Dani said. Dolph started to stir and his eyes opened and he looked up, hoping that this whole nightmare would turn out to be just a bad dream, that was just a s

Thanks for dropping in and I am glad you are still enjoying the writing. I do it as much for my own enjoyment as for others and to be able to do both means I must be doing it right lol. Enjoy Chapter 17 and more is to come!

Jackie stared at the television with wide eyes when Asia popped up on the screen and she watched her niece wave and smile at the camera. "I just want to shout out to my dad, hey daddy! And I want to call out to my Aunt, Jackie, baby, I know you're watching this!" She kissed her middle finger and then waved, no one seemed to have noticed the subtle gesture. Oh but Jackie had noticed it and her eyes narrowed. "What the hell has that girl gone off and done now?!" She screamed at the television.

Cedric headed down the hall and that was when he spotted Detective Morrell and he approached the man, shaking his head. "Please don't tell me they put you on my son's case. Aren't you supposed to be on homicide?" Trace turned around and he looked at Cedric. "Normally...but I often get a pick at which cases I want and I grabbed it first." He said. "Though, there isn't much to be solved, the man was caught in the act." Cedric mockingly laughed. "So, you willingly grabbed this case? After you c

Dolph is very concerned with what he thinks he did with Emry due to the fact that he is with Justin. He is pretty much a good guy, maybe not totally, he has his faults but trust is something that is rather important to him and he values his relationship to a point, deep down he still has feelings for Emry, though he probably wouldn't admit it. As for Chase, yep he took a big risk and was rather stupid for doing it, but some guys just can't deny themselves, that is how those type of crimes happen. We'll have to see what happens next!

The scene at the church was incredibly fun! I loved writing that part, it was my most favorite part of that chapter. And yeah that moment with Maiten was very much needed and I agree that it took the edge off and provided a calming moment. In a way Emry was also kind of numb after finding out what he did about Siera and Merit. That is good insight though, I never saw what Lana did as an act of revenge but I guess that could have been a bit of a motivator. It's an interesting view point.

A groan escaped his lips as he rolled over onto his back, his face tensed in pain as his eyes shut tight and a hand moved to his head and then he rolled over and pressed his face into the pillow, wanting to block out all the sunlight in the room. "I feel like I've been hit by a truck..." Dolph's voice was muffled by the pillow. It had been a difficult thing to pull off, but Emry managed to stay awake the entire night, with maybe a few light naps, more or less resting his eyes but staying pret

Lana looked around at all the candles lit around the room and set the two champagne glasses on the coffee table next to the bottle of champagne which was shoved into a bucket of ice and she nodded. "Not too shabby for a trailer trash date." She grinned and shook her head. "I have to be crazy." She looked up and towards the door. Dolph's eyebrows lifted when Lana opened the door and he looked around her, noticing all the candles. "Did your power go out?" He asked, looking around. "Oh...your mom